Everyone got their salary, no one called to HR department and complaint about their salary...the only bad part is...I am the only one haven't get my pay yet. I have to wait until end of today to fax my timesheet to the agency and wait another week to get my salary...how pity :'( Anyone can sponsor my meal for the coming week? My colleagues all go for expensive food after get salary, the so called celebration after the release of salary..I have no choice but to go with them even my wallet is going to have a big hole. I have to pay for my laptop and rebonding somemore...
Wxin keeps laughing at me as usual via msn. I don't know why she never stop laughing at me and I don't know why she keep on making fun on me. Perhaps I am too funny~ She tell me go tell lion I gg him. What is gg? I went and ask some of my friends, they say gg means good game, usually being use when the person won the game or lose the game. But what is it related to him? I am confused. I drop him the same sentence, but he never reply me anything. I guess something bad is there....Wxin..haiz...nothing to say about u such a good friend..
Today lion is the same again, scold me sha po, scold me sot pat lak, scold me noob, scold my head, tell me go die...the main part is...he say non of his business...this is the first time he give me such reply, I am quite surprise for finally he knows how to 'shoot' me back. Okay, I will come out with something better next time...let's just see!!! But I realise another thing this time, he is just flirting around...no big deal. I am nothing special to him.
I am terrified everytime when my phone suddenly vibrate. I will really scare if that is the Michael's call or message again. I believe he won't do so, scorpio don't do so. I have to really start planning and thinking what to do next... If there is no way to avoid from this battle, I will face it..with full strength and concentration this time. I have nothing for him to threaten. Prince? Someone else will take care of him, no worries. You thought that small thing can fail me? NO WAY!
I tried to translate the whole thing to squid, but I realised my englsih is damn poor and I can't even remenber what is 'yuan lai'. I tried to translate like what Michael Lew sent me to her. She also shocked when see so...perhaps I do added my own language...This is insane...this person is insane...I have to so something to stop him and stop the situation from going worst.
I understand one thing today. I am not suitable to play game. I don't know how to play games, I don't understand the rules of the games.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
28.04 daPrawn's Cottage
The Michael Lew suddenly sms me again say he will revenge on what I did, I ignored his message. To be honest, I was totally blanked out, I totally forgotten who is this basterd! And terrifying after that as after a long nice break suddenly the evil one appear to ruin my life again. Yet, I tell myself I won't let him to do anything hurt me again. No way to let this basterd to ruin my life once again! NO WAY! If one day I got crazy, I might straight away kill off this basterd! Now just put cross finger and see who will die first.
I scared today after the sms. I do tried my nest to concentrate in my job but it does not really work on my way. However, it makes think less about lion's matter. I need more time to think about my own matter right now...this is my own matter, I shouldn't pull anyone into this mess. That is why I push prince out at first, remember?
After 2 blur-ing days, today I turned back to normal. Today Sem was a bit abnormal, seems to be over excited one...usually she will always scold people, but today she was so friendly to me. Perhaps the summary I did to her helps alot.
I scared today after the sms. I do tried my nest to concentrate in my job but it does not really work on my way. However, it makes think less about lion's matter. I need more time to think about my own matter right now...this is my own matter, I shouldn't pull anyone into this mess. That is why I push prince out at first, remember?
After 2 blur-ing days, today I turned back to normal. Today Sem was a bit abnormal, seems to be over excited one...usually she will always scold people, but today she was so friendly to me. Perhaps the summary I did to her helps alot.
27.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Yesterday night I went out with Squid until quite late, I reached home about 12am. Very tiring but enjoy...miss the moment in college so much.
I believe I have make up my mind, at least in this moment I do have make up my mind to stay single for another year in order to do well in my study and go UK. I really wish I could follow my previous plan and have a better future, although my heart does not wish the same way. Can it be dragged for another 3 years? I hands everything to God, God please decide everything for me, He will know what is the best for me. God please holds me from being tempted if that is not what you want me to do.
My heart keep flying to elsewhere after he told me about that. I couldn't concentrate on my job...I have to learn on controling my emotion and not letting it effecting my performance. I am trying my best to act like I dont care anything and I don't really take it serious....but....just can't control. I am very confuse with his reply that day "wahahahahahaha...oh yeah"...what does it means? Perhaps I should give myself a big slap, wake up! Prawn!
My colleagues keep on making fun on me, they were too used to that type of me who loves flirting and joking around (Am I?). They were not used to this type of down down and cool cool Prawn. They keep on saying I look very funny today especially when I am quiet and blur blur...I am so blur until I didn't realised it when they making fun on me.
Wxin keep on saying I am人老珠黄...what lah her....I am still young and energetic okay?! But it's just because this few days I am a bit abnormal that's why I look super weird...Don't simply say I am人老珠黄 leh!
Today I got scolded by the big boss's secretary, quite upset at first but I am still glad she scolded me, at least I could learn something from her. She say the way I do things is not right, my things is very messy and she doesn't like the way I keep on giving a the resume piece by piece...I decided to make her a summary of the candidates so that it will be easier for her to read throught all the detail. I hope it helps^^. Today, I learned 1 thing- Big girl, when you face something or get any complaint, see what is the main problem of the complaint and try to find a way to figure it out. Big girl, don't cry when people scolded you, you need to learn from your mistakes.
Today Lion seems a bit busy and upset, I really wish to know what is happening to him. Although he never say anything, I believe it is related to his job because that is the only thing he would never share with me. Even if he does, I wont be able to understand as well...we are from totally different field and I am too young to understand the real working environment...perhaps not really too young, it is just because I am immatured.
I believe I have make up my mind, at least in this moment I do have make up my mind to stay single for another year in order to do well in my study and go UK. I really wish I could follow my previous plan and have a better future, although my heart does not wish the same way. Can it be dragged for another 3 years? I hands everything to God, God please decide everything for me, He will know what is the best for me. God please holds me from being tempted if that is not what you want me to do.
My heart keep flying to elsewhere after he told me about that. I couldn't concentrate on my job...I have to learn on controling my emotion and not letting it effecting my performance. I am trying my best to act like I dont care anything and I don't really take it serious....but....just can't control. I am very confuse with his reply that day "wahahahahahaha...oh yeah"...what does it means? Perhaps I should give myself a big slap, wake up! Prawn!
My colleagues keep on making fun on me, they were too used to that type of me who loves flirting and joking around (Am I?). They were not used to this type of down down and cool cool Prawn. They keep on saying I look very funny today especially when I am quiet and blur blur...I am so blur until I didn't realised it when they making fun on me.
Wxin keep on saying I am人老珠黄...what lah her....I am still young and energetic okay?! But it's just because this few days I am a bit abnormal that's why I look super weird...Don't simply say I am人老珠黄 leh!
Today I got scolded by the big boss's secretary, quite upset at first but I am still glad she scolded me, at least I could learn something from her. She say the way I do things is not right, my things is very messy and she doesn't like the way I keep on giving a the resume piece by piece...I decided to make her a summary of the candidates so that it will be easier for her to read throught all the detail. I hope it helps^^. Today, I learned 1 thing- Big girl, when you face something or get any complaint, see what is the main problem of the complaint and try to find a way to figure it out. Big girl, don't cry when people scolded you, you need to learn from your mistakes.
Today Lion seems a bit busy and upset, I really wish to know what is happening to him. Although he never say anything, I believe it is related to his job because that is the only thing he would never share with me. Even if he does, I wont be able to understand as well...we are from totally different field and I am too young to understand the real working environment...perhaps not really too young, it is just because I am immatured.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
25.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Due to the effection of the nightmare I had yesterday. This morning was kinda moodly. The world seems moving slower and with sad emotion.
I talk with mom regarding Lion, what she told me was exactly like what Squid told me. Do I think I am still available for any relationship? Although I really wish I could get a good and nice boy before I go to UK, but this is not the way after I decided to follow the bigger plan. So, what should I do right now? Why my heart is still shaking and unable to take decision? I doubt myself and my plan...
This morning I was abit sensitive. I am really worry if the person might suddenly pop out infront of me and pull me into his car. He is insane, he will do things different to usual people and the main problem is....he knows me.
Today I am very emo, deep depressed. I tried to look for somebody to talk but no one is free for talk. Everyone is very busy with their own jobs and works. Miss my bibiiiii so much.... down down down down down~~~ until the sky is falling down....
Keep on having diarrhea today, this might due to the instant mee yesterday and never eat dinner last night. Don't know why, just too moodless to have anything. Although no one trying to make problem with me, but just seems like trying to make problem with myself and my surroundings today. This is a weird day. This diarrhea actually makes me more sleepy and more lazy to work. The feeling was like Sick + Monday Blue + Femine Periodic Blue and the whole person become so blue and green...cum grey as well!
I tried to look around msn and whatever source I can to get people to chat...well, failed, it doesn't help in pull up my mood and I keep on making others down. I am too good in affecting others..perhaps? I try to look for some particular friends to chat, but they never online T.T~~ So I have to chat with myself...
I decided to do something pretty silly today. I went and buy myself a urine pregnancy test pen although I knew that is imppossible to be pregnant at all, the reason behind is just wanna spend some money and do some silly stuff to cheer up myself in this stupid moody day. I went into Guardian, I don't know what to do suddenly, this is my first time buying such thing, quite shameful but I still did it... No one was looking at me, perhaps I looks like it is fine even to be pregnant.
I went for KFC myself today, these two days eat alot of junk food like Instand Mee and fast food. Today's KFC was not tasty at all, maybe because of my own moody day caused everything to be so abnormally bad.
I talk with mom regarding Lion, what she told me was exactly like what Squid told me. Do I think I am still available for any relationship? Although I really wish I could get a good and nice boy before I go to UK, but this is not the way after I decided to follow the bigger plan. So, what should I do right now? Why my heart is still shaking and unable to take decision? I doubt myself and my plan...
This morning I was abit sensitive. I am really worry if the person might suddenly pop out infront of me and pull me into his car. He is insane, he will do things different to usual people and the main problem is....he knows me.
Today I am very emo, deep depressed. I tried to look for somebody to talk but no one is free for talk. Everyone is very busy with their own jobs and works. Miss my bibiiiii so much.... down down down down down~~~ until the sky is falling down....
Keep on having diarrhea today, this might due to the instant mee yesterday and never eat dinner last night. Don't know why, just too moodless to have anything. Although no one trying to make problem with me, but just seems like trying to make problem with myself and my surroundings today. This is a weird day. This diarrhea actually makes me more sleepy and more lazy to work. The feeling was like Sick + Monday Blue + Femine Periodic Blue and the whole person become so blue and green...cum grey as well!
I tried to look around msn and whatever source I can to get people to chat...well, failed, it doesn't help in pull up my mood and I keep on making others down. I am too good in affecting others..perhaps? I try to look for some particular friends to chat, but they never online T.T~~ So I have to chat with myself...
I decided to do something pretty silly today. I went and buy myself a urine pregnancy test pen although I knew that is imppossible to be pregnant at all, the reason behind is just wanna spend some money and do some silly stuff to cheer up myself in this stupid moody day. I went into Guardian, I don't know what to do suddenly, this is my first time buying such thing, quite shameful but I still did it... No one was looking at me, perhaps I looks like it is fine even to be pregnant.
I went for KFC myself today, these two days eat alot of junk food like Instand Mee and fast food. Today's KFC was not tasty at all, maybe because of my own moody day caused everything to be so abnormally bad.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
24.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Jesus Christ has risen!
Easter Day, finally I was baptisted. Thanks God for saving myself and thanks God for guide me, lead me, carry me and keep on forgive all my sins all these 8 years. Big and high mighty God, He deserves all the glory and praises.
I had another nightmare during my nap today, quite extreme one. In my dream, Zeus has back for revenge. I was in his car again without reason, then I tried to get out from the car again but I couldn't succeed. He drove quite fast until I can't close back the door again. He brought me to a clinic. The clinic has back door and front door...from the front door, I keep running to the back door, then run to another crowed chinese clinic and run to their back door again....keep on running and running until the bus stop, there was a rapidKL bus there. I took the bus without seeing where the bus will go...*wake up* Oh God, please do not make this dream real, I do not want him back again...please me sure he will be out from my life forever and ever.
Went out yumcha with Auntie Sally and my sweet Princess Janice. Miss her alot recently and finally see her^^. She is still as cute as before, and she speak better already. She is now 5 years old, her mom is looking for primary school for her. She say Janice is very naughty, and very talkative. Janice loves taking photo and play with phone, she loves taking her dad's photo.
Easter Day, finally I was baptisted. Thanks God for saving myself and thanks God for guide me, lead me, carry me and keep on forgive all my sins all these 8 years. Big and high mighty God, He deserves all the glory and praises.
I had another nightmare during my nap today, quite extreme one. In my dream, Zeus has back for revenge. I was in his car again without reason, then I tried to get out from the car again but I couldn't succeed. He drove quite fast until I can't close back the door again. He brought me to a clinic. The clinic has back door and front door...from the front door, I keep running to the back door, then run to another crowed chinese clinic and run to their back door again....keep on running and running until the bus stop, there was a rapidKL bus there. I took the bus without seeing where the bus will go...*wake up* Oh God, please do not make this dream real, I do not want him back again...please me sure he will be out from my life forever and ever.
Went out yumcha with Auntie Sally and my sweet Princess Janice. Miss her alot recently and finally see her^^. She is still as cute as before, and she speak better already. She is now 5 years old, her mom is looking for primary school for her. She say Janice is very naughty, and very talkative. Janice loves taking photo and play with phone, she loves taking her dad's photo.
Friday, April 22, 2011
22.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Good Friday, Jesus Christ die on the cross for our sins. Today is also the Earth Day. So, love our earth, love your Jesus Christ!
Early in the morning, my eye-sight is so bad until I can even see the escalator clearly, my eyes were too tired. Honestly, I don't feel like working again, just feel like relaxing at home and watch tv. I need a break.
Lion approached me few days ago, but I believe he is just playing around again this time as it is not the first time he approached me. "He will not dare to approach you face to face, he is too noob" his friend said that, "He is just flirting around, don't take it serious." But don't know why this time I was abit affected, perhaps because he keeps talking on the same topic for the whole day. I was abit upset as the next day he was not on the line, but I droped him an IM too. I got his reply this morning, he is back to normal, start scolding me again...wakakakaa..this time is the real him, he should be the one always call me go die la, eat shit la, bang wall la, then talk about my head la~ then ask me go chop my head off la....anyway, I learned a lesson from there. I have to learn not to take things too serious next time.
This morning Kelvin talked about the school magazine and he needs to find sponsorship for the pages and so on. He asked me to help him on typing letter...I actually rejected, but....haiz,..typ for him la...who knows my dear laptop (company's laptop) was so panai...go off itself...all my hard work gone T.T~
Something about 11am, I started to be busy as the candidates came in. Ms Jeannie and me was so pity, we do not have time to went out for lunch. Thanks Yvonne for buy me Secret Recipi Stawberry Mashmellow Cheese Cake, thank her for rescuing my lunch! wakkakkaka~
The trainees who came today was so friendly, they reminds me my time in Citibank. I miss that time alot, everyone of us was so closely stick together that time and alway go for lunch together. We also went for movie together^^~ That time we also have Jeanette with us...aww....I remember when I broke up with Senior, they all was there always accompany me when I was ruined. That's the power of friendship. Thanks alot to all of them!
CY has not back home yet. I have no idea is there anything I can help on that. I keep thinking it might be because of me, although everyone tells me I am thinking too much. I know him since form 3, he loves his family alot and he is a good guy. My mom told me he was admiring me all the while, I didn't knew about that even when he is keep on doing good things to my family and so on, I thought it is just because my mom and his mom are good friends. He changed since he knew about me and Prince...he suddenly leave his house and never go back again...Everyone doesn't know what happen to him also..He treated his mom very rude when she called him, he would never does that before this...this is not CY's style...
Early in the morning, my eye-sight is so bad until I can even see the escalator clearly, my eyes were too tired. Honestly, I don't feel like working again, just feel like relaxing at home and watch tv. I need a break.
Lion approached me few days ago, but I believe he is just playing around again this time as it is not the first time he approached me. "He will not dare to approach you face to face, he is too noob" his friend said that, "He is just flirting around, don't take it serious." But don't know why this time I was abit affected, perhaps because he keeps talking on the same topic for the whole day. I was abit upset as the next day he was not on the line, but I droped him an IM too. I got his reply this morning, he is back to normal, start scolding me again...wakakakaa..this time is the real him, he should be the one always call me go die la, eat shit la, bang wall la, then talk about my head la~ then ask me go chop my head off la....anyway, I learned a lesson from there. I have to learn not to take things too serious next time.
This morning Kelvin talked about the school magazine and he needs to find sponsorship for the pages and so on. He asked me to help him on typing letter...I actually rejected, but....haiz,..typ for him la...who knows my dear laptop (company's laptop) was so panai...go off itself...all my hard work gone T.T~
Something about 11am, I started to be busy as the candidates came in. Ms Jeannie and me was so pity, we do not have time to went out for lunch. Thanks Yvonne for buy me Secret Recipi Stawberry Mashmellow Cheese Cake, thank her for rescuing my lunch! wakkakkaka~
The trainees who came today was so friendly, they reminds me my time in Citibank. I miss that time alot, everyone of us was so closely stick together that time and alway go for lunch together. We also went for movie together^^~ That time we also have Jeanette with us...aww....I remember when I broke up with Senior, they all was there always accompany me when I was ruined. That's the power of friendship. Thanks alot to all of them!
CY has not back home yet. I have no idea is there anything I can help on that. I keep thinking it might be because of me, although everyone tells me I am thinking too much. I know him since form 3, he loves his family alot and he is a good guy. My mom told me he was admiring me all the while, I didn't knew about that even when he is keep on doing good things to my family and so on, I thought it is just because my mom and his mom are good friends. He changed since he knew about me and Prince...he suddenly leave his house and never go back again...Everyone doesn't know what happen to him also..He treated his mom very rude when she called him, he would never does that before this...this is not CY's style...
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
20.04 daPrawn's Cottage
'Caterpillar on the tree, how you know what you will be? Can't go far but you can always dream.'- Butterfly fly away by Miley Cyrus
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
19.04 daPrawn's Cottage
今天本来应该挺忙的，却被我快手快脚的习惯搞杂了我的时间表，现在得空到又在打部落格了。
今天我老是跟自己的肚子过不去。其实也不是我自己想的啦！不过今天的胃口是有些奇怪。离开了谷中城，今天不再有好想吃速食面的感觉，不过呢？今天早上忽然好想吃美式早餐，好想吃煎香肠，好想吃煎蛋。在这种地方哪里可以找到美式早餐啊？只好塞一块蛋糕给自己的肚子安静一下。今天下午更痛苦，忽然好想吃KFC，这种时候哪里找KFC哦？即使有也没有人愿意陪我去啦！我的同事不知道我不吃辣，带我去吃马来餐，结果我整碟饭丢掉，因为我真的没有办法吃下去。我的午餐就这样泡汤了，还浪费了三零吉。
打给candidate的时候听到王力宏的的你不知道的事，心又一阵阵在抽痛。又想起了他，原本很饿的我连胃口都没有掉了。才明白我这种不是叫放手，而是叫防守（自我封闭和麻醉）。自己总是再告诉自己自己没事了，自己很好，自己很忙...也对啦！我是很忙，是很没有时间。可是不管再忙，心还是会惦记着他的。不管我们再怎样不适合，不管我会跑到多快，他会走到多慢，我还是会想起他的。毕竟他曾经是我的全部，他曾经是我的重心，他曾经是我的动力。他从来不明白什么是重心 (重心就是在建筑物里面的中心点，也就是最脆弱的地方。当外来攻击击中重心的时候，不管再高，再伟大的建筑都会垮下。就像九一一事件五角大厦这样。)对我来说，他就是一个这样的角色，他就是有这样的作用。
我新买的＇好贵鞋子＇终于被开包了！它是我买过最贵的做工鞋。它一点都不好穿，虽然它有内附cushion跟有shock absorb科技，不过它的鞋根太高，天天踩着高根鞋很辛苦。而且它的鞋底没有花纹，走路起来好象划溜冰这样。我迟些真的要找鞋匠把我的旧鞋子弄好，还有替这双鞋子粘底。
我的新裤子昨天也开包了！我好喜欢这件裤子的剪裁。穿起来不会太松不会太紧，刚刚好。^^
今天我老是跟自己的肚子过不去。其实也不是我自己想的啦！不过今天的胃口是有些奇怪。离开了谷中城，今天不再有好想吃速食面的感觉，不过呢？今天早上忽然好想吃美式早餐，好想吃煎香肠，好想吃煎蛋。在这种地方哪里可以找到美式早餐啊？只好塞一块蛋糕给自己的肚子安静一下。今天下午更痛苦，忽然好想吃KFC，这种时候哪里找KFC哦？即使有也没有人愿意陪我去啦！我的同事不知道我不吃辣，带我去吃马来餐，结果我整碟饭丢掉，因为我真的没有办法吃下去。我的午餐就这样泡汤了，还浪费了三零吉。
打给candidate的时候听到王力宏的的你不知道的事，心又一阵阵在抽痛。又想起了他，原本很饿的我连胃口都没有掉了。才明白我这种不是叫放手，而是叫防守（自我封闭和麻醉）。自己总是再告诉自己自己没事了，自己很好，自己很忙...也对啦！我是很忙，是很没有时间。可是不管再忙，心还是会惦记着他的。不管我们再怎样不适合，不管我会跑到多快，他会走到多慢，我还是会想起他的。毕竟他曾经是我的全部，他曾经是我的重心，他曾经是我的动力。他从来不明白什么是重心 (重心就是在建筑物里面的中心点，也就是最脆弱的地方。当外来攻击击中重心的时候，不管再高，再伟大的建筑都会垮下。就像九一一事件五角大厦这样。)对我来说，他就是一个这样的角色，他就是有这样的作用。
我新买的＇好贵鞋子＇终于被开包了！它是我买过最贵的做工鞋。它一点都不好穿，虽然它有内附cushion跟有shock absorb科技，不过它的鞋根太高，天天踩着高根鞋很辛苦。而且它的鞋底没有花纹，走路起来好象划溜冰这样。我迟些真的要找鞋匠把我的旧鞋子弄好，还有替这双鞋子粘底。
我的新裤子昨天也开包了！我好喜欢这件裤子的剪裁。穿起来不会太松不会太紧，刚刚好。^^
Monday, April 18, 2011
18.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Kelvin went home at 11.40pm last night, my mom was so angry until she does not wake him up for school this morning. Kelvin went out around 6.45am and rush to his school, I believe he will be late for class today, impposible for him to reach his school before 7.15am.
This moring I did something super funny. I went out for work with my formal wear and SNEAKERS! GOSH! I realised it after I walk until the shops row at near my house area while I was wondering howcome I could walk so fast today. My mom non-stop laughing when she saw me with my sneakers, I quickly run back to house and get my cock shoes. lof....where got people as blur as me in this world?? My mom say she also wonder why she give birth to two aliens, one blur queen and one more 'today dont wanna go home' king~ I always do blur blur things...when will I become normal abit? Like normal human?
I planned to have many candidates turn up for the interview today, but then who knows no one turned up..so sad...Today Jeannie was so busy, she keeps me waiting for her for 1 hour plus. I was so sleepy when waiting for her..wasting my time.
Manager ask me to do a lot of thing today. I couldn't finish up all the works as I wasted too much time to wait Jeannie at the reception, that is why my Executive do not like to do all these stuffs, wasting time and block our time when we have something urgent.
I went back about 7.30pm today. KL's night scene is so nice and tempting. There's one new Library branch opened near Avenue K recently, Quattro was just taken over by another club called Super Nova. But I still prefer Ipoh night scene, with lots of stars in the sky, surrounding me...I hope I will get the same night scene somewhere around KL again.. There's where I want to permanently based.
This moring I did something super funny. I went out for work with my formal wear and SNEAKERS! GOSH! I realised it after I walk until the shops row at near my house area while I was wondering howcome I could walk so fast today. My mom non-stop laughing when she saw me with my sneakers, I quickly run back to house and get my cock shoes. lof....where got people as blur as me in this world?? My mom say she also wonder why she give birth to two aliens, one blur queen and one more 'today dont wanna go home' king~ I always do blur blur things...when will I become normal abit? Like normal human?
I planned to have many candidates turn up for the interview today, but then who knows no one turned up..so sad...Today Jeannie was so busy, she keeps me waiting for her for 1 hour plus. I was so sleepy when waiting for her..wasting my time.
Manager ask me to do a lot of thing today. I couldn't finish up all the works as I wasted too much time to wait Jeannie at the reception, that is why my Executive do not like to do all these stuffs, wasting time and block our time when we have something urgent.
I went back about 7.30pm today. KL's night scene is so nice and tempting. There's one new Library branch opened near Avenue K recently, Quattro was just taken over by another club called Super Nova. But I still prefer Ipoh night scene, with lots of stars in the sky, surrounding me...I hope I will get the same night scene somewhere around KL again.. There's where I want to permanently based.
17.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Sunday, working day!
Due to the Jobstreet Jobfair, I have to go to work today! I hate it! But what to do~ I've no choice but to follow all the instructions.
Early in the morning we met at the midvalley exibition center and daydream there, we reached there too early. I do not dare to eat breakfast as I do not know what time I might need to go for lunch, just in case my lunch time is at 11 something. Don't know why, every morning I also feel like eating maggi me. The PD HR Manager tell me to go Kimgary eat their maggi mee during lunch time...so expensive you know?! RM6++ for 1 bowl maggi mee, I'll rather to cook it myself!
I met alot of old friends in the jobfair, some of them do not recognise me but most of them still remember me. I didn't change much as per one of my standard schoolmate, but I change alot in terms of lifestyle. This is so called 'time's effect', people will change according their surrounding and their history.
Today was the KLCC PC Fair as well. I hate myself for unable to attend this PC Fair as I really need to buy alot of thing! My boss say no need to go PC fair, he think it is useless to go there, I should go LowYat instead. But don't know why I just cannot trust Low Yat stuffs. Their stuffs looks so lousy and they have alot pirated stuffs, not only CD. I scare if I buy laptop there they may cheap me and give me pirated gadgets.
I purposely distribute the brouchers as fast as I could, I want to go back earlier, I want to go KLCC. But my boss purposely drag us and do not let us distribute our brouchers. They want us to stay until 7pm. After that, me and Yvonne wanted to go home, but then the boss brought us to Library and watch them drink...wasting my time..but it is a good try as finally I have chance to go into Library (with adult's guidance) hahahaha~ Me and Yvonne just took some fruit juice there and go home. My boss want us to stay and have dinner with them, but it is too late for us. Luckily the PD HR Manager say he want to go back and pack up his things already, so Yvonne and me just follow his car to go to KL Central and take LRT.
I reached home about 10pm. As what happened on Friday, I was too tired today until I don't even have energy to eat. Thanks mom for preparing dinner for me.. my mom was so upset, cause Kelvin go back home late again. He was not at home when I reached.
Due to the Jobstreet Jobfair, I have to go to work today! I hate it! But what to do~ I've no choice but to follow all the instructions.
Early in the morning we met at the midvalley exibition center and daydream there, we reached there too early. I do not dare to eat breakfast as I do not know what time I might need to go for lunch, just in case my lunch time is at 11 something. Don't know why, every morning I also feel like eating maggi me. The PD HR Manager tell me to go Kimgary eat their maggi mee during lunch time...so expensive you know?! RM6++ for 1 bowl maggi mee, I'll rather to cook it myself!
I met alot of old friends in the jobfair, some of them do not recognise me but most of them still remember me. I didn't change much as per one of my standard schoolmate, but I change alot in terms of lifestyle. This is so called 'time's effect', people will change according their surrounding and their history.
Today was the KLCC PC Fair as well. I hate myself for unable to attend this PC Fair as I really need to buy alot of thing! My boss say no need to go PC fair, he think it is useless to go there, I should go LowYat instead. But don't know why I just cannot trust Low Yat stuffs. Their stuffs looks so lousy and they have alot pirated stuffs, not only CD. I scare if I buy laptop there they may cheap me and give me pirated gadgets.
I purposely distribute the brouchers as fast as I could, I want to go back earlier, I want to go KLCC. But my boss purposely drag us and do not let us distribute our brouchers. They want us to stay until 7pm. After that, me and Yvonne wanted to go home, but then the boss brought us to Library and watch them drink...wasting my time..but it is a good try as finally I have chance to go into Library (with adult's guidance) hahahaha~ Me and Yvonne just took some fruit juice there and go home. My boss want us to stay and have dinner with them, but it is too late for us. Luckily the PD HR Manager say he want to go back and pack up his things already, so Yvonne and me just follow his car to go to KL Central and take LRT.
I reached home about 10pm. As what happened on Friday, I was too tired today until I don't even have energy to eat. Thanks mom for preparing dinner for me.. my mom was so upset, cause Kelvin go back home late again. He was not at home when I reached.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
16.04 daPrawn's Cottage
I've choosen the path I want to walk on, I do not know is this the best way for me. Many people tells me this is not a wise decision to be made, I shall choose something better, I will get something bigger, do not rush on making decision as that's affects my whole life. Perhaps I am too stuborn to listen, perhaps my heart is as hard as rock, perhaps...I don't have anything that motivates me to stay on. I don't know is that what God had prepared for me, I don't know what my future going to be, but I have faith on myself and my God, He will show me what He want me to do. With Him, my future is no longer in grey.
Finally I've chance to stay at home. So tired after so many weeks of shopping. Today Hangbi came my house, I keep playin with him until he does not want to stop playing. He always sit on my head and want me kacau him and kucit him...stupid dump dump la him!
Started to prepare for my journey. First of all, I have to buy laptop and camera. After I think...I think I better buy a Toshiba Laptop instead of Fujitshu, I trust Toshiba more. I have to buy camera also.
Today I went to a super lousy camera shop. They only have Olympus Tough 310, others all don't have and they are selling at super expensive price, they never update their price. The staffs there are super duper stupid, until I feel like scold them. If you don't know camera, don't sell camera! If you wanna sell camera or mobile phone kind of thing, please make sure you always update yourself with latest informatiom! I guess I'll buy either Lumix or Sony, I heard alot of bad things about Olymus recently. Their camera's quality is fine, but they don't have much function. Sony is good in design but I am quite unsecured with all the touch screen stuffs. Maybe I try to ask around first...
Finally I've chance to stay at home. So tired after so many weeks of shopping. Today Hangbi came my house, I keep playin with him until he does not want to stop playing. He always sit on my head and want me kacau him and kucit him...stupid dump dump la him!
Started to prepare for my journey. First of all, I have to buy laptop and camera. After I think...I think I better buy a Toshiba Laptop instead of Fujitshu, I trust Toshiba more. I have to buy camera also.
Today I went to a super lousy camera shop. They only have Olympus Tough 310, others all don't have and they are selling at super expensive price, they never update their price. The staffs there are super duper stupid, until I feel like scold them. If you don't know camera, don't sell camera! If you wanna sell camera or mobile phone kind of thing, please make sure you always update yourself with latest informatiom! I guess I'll buy either Lumix or Sony, I heard alot of bad things about Olymus recently. Their camera's quality is fine, but they don't have much function. Sony is good in design but I am quite unsecured with all the touch screen stuffs. Maybe I try to ask around first...
Thursday, April 14, 2011
14.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Yesterday online until very late, too long time neer online already, easily get addicted to the internet especially facebook after never touch it for a long time. My mom keep scolding me for online until so late, I forgot actually the next day I still have to wake up in the early morning for work.
Chat with a few friend last night while I was trying to think about the back up plan for the trip. I found one quite interesting place and I actually regreted to tell them go Colmar Tropicale after see the place, but I believe they won't like the place, only TB like me will like it. And the other thing about this place was...NO ACCESS OF PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!! That is the main point, wherever we go we need to first consider about transportation. I believe Michelle will love it too! Maybe I shall show her the page next time.
I suddenly remember about Michelle's new working place, perhaps I should bring all my friends go that place! We can take Aircraft together! After I look at the price for their activities...GOSH! Super expensive! Ya Lah! Take aircraft wo! Definately expensive! But I'll prefer to take the Microlight, it is cheaper (RM180) and with certificate and sourvenier. I love that!!!! GOSH!!!
I tried to think of some fun places like National Science centre but all got rejected...until I betahan and tell them let's go KLIA watch aeroplane! Shelton say if rainning then go Sunway play ice-skating..I don't really like that suggestion, Sunway is a bit too far for me.
Perhaps due to the UK trip, I am totally in tripping mood right now. I have so many places to go and need to prepare so many things for my explorations within these two months until I feel like postpone some of it to after come back from UK. Now I am waiting to go Cameron Highland AGAIN this year, what to do~ my family got addicted with Cameron Highland's weather and life. So every year we will go there although my grandpa was so boring with it. I hope I still can join them for this trip next year...but I don't think it is possible for me.
Today morning the bus was sucks! I waited for half an hour for the bus, who know d bus driver purposely postpone his schedule so that he can come out with another bus with the money box. At the end, 3 same bus come out at the same time and there was only 5 same number's buses. So that means if the fella so bad luck and missed these 3 buses then he/she has to wait for another hour lo? Stupid bus driver! And stupid new system too! They tried to copy what had been done in Hongkong and Singapore, but do u think that can be effective? Hey, u stil have competitors de lo...In Singapore and Hongkong their buses all use the same card system lo? Here ar? Do you think every bus also will practice the same system?
This morning I met Christina. Feel so weird when saw her...suddenly don't know how to react.. we was so close last time, but...haiz... She was still the same, still talking like a big sister, then ask me whether finish study already or not and so on. I hope She wont go and tell Fattyboy about that. I do not wish fattyboy know so many things about me. I didn't talk much to her, try to act sleeping and avoid her keep asking question.
Totally not in working mood today. Today was totally different from yesterday. Yesterday working time seems so short and I dont even realise I had reach time to go back. Today I was keep looking at the watch and keep on asking what time can I go home...lof~ totally different me!
Some of them went out for set up the booth for the upcoming jobfair but my big boss never go. Why he never go leh?! He should go what! He should go there and watch them do things, shouldn't be staying in the office and observe us do thing! Aww....if he is not in, all of us can talk nonsense and time pastby faster leh!
Just now when I was watching tv, the person in tv says: when two hearts are sticking together, no matter how big is the trouble is we definately can conquer it...but why is mine always not strong enough? I don't understand... better stay single, don't fall in love with anyone, that the best way to protect myself. Even when I have nothing, I'll still have Orion. Whenever I look up, I'll see Orion... I don't know what will I have when I go UK, perhaps I'll see more constellation but I'll lost Orion...
Chat with a few friend last night while I was trying to think about the back up plan for the trip. I found one quite interesting place and I actually regreted to tell them go Colmar Tropicale after see the place, but I believe they won't like the place, only TB like me will like it. And the other thing about this place was...NO ACCESS OF PUBLIC TRANSPORT!!!! That is the main point, wherever we go we need to first consider about transportation. I believe Michelle will love it too! Maybe I shall show her the page next time.
I suddenly remember about Michelle's new working place, perhaps I should bring all my friends go that place! We can take Aircraft together! After I look at the price for their activities...GOSH! Super expensive! Ya Lah! Take aircraft wo! Definately expensive! But I'll prefer to take the Microlight, it is cheaper (RM180) and with certificate and sourvenier. I love that!!!! GOSH!!!
I tried to think of some fun places like National Science centre but all got rejected...until I betahan and tell them let's go KLIA watch aeroplane! Shelton say if rainning then go Sunway play ice-skating..I don't really like that suggestion, Sunway is a bit too far for me.
Perhaps due to the UK trip, I am totally in tripping mood right now. I have so many places to go and need to prepare so many things for my explorations within these two months until I feel like postpone some of it to after come back from UK. Now I am waiting to go Cameron Highland AGAIN this year, what to do~ my family got addicted with Cameron Highland's weather and life. So every year we will go there although my grandpa was so boring with it. I hope I still can join them for this trip next year...but I don't think it is possible for me.
Today morning the bus was sucks! I waited for half an hour for the bus, who know d bus driver purposely postpone his schedule so that he can come out with another bus with the money box. At the end, 3 same bus come out at the same time and there was only 5 same number's buses. So that means if the fella so bad luck and missed these 3 buses then he/she has to wait for another hour lo? Stupid bus driver! And stupid new system too! They tried to copy what had been done in Hongkong and Singapore, but do u think that can be effective? Hey, u stil have competitors de lo...In Singapore and Hongkong their buses all use the same card system lo? Here ar? Do you think every bus also will practice the same system?
This morning I met Christina. Feel so weird when saw her...suddenly don't know how to react.. we was so close last time, but...haiz... She was still the same, still talking like a big sister, then ask me whether finish study already or not and so on. I hope She wont go and tell Fattyboy about that. I do not wish fattyboy know so many things about me. I didn't talk much to her, try to act sleeping and avoid her keep asking question.
Totally not in working mood today. Today was totally different from yesterday. Yesterday working time seems so short and I dont even realise I had reach time to go back. Today I was keep looking at the watch and keep on asking what time can I go home...lof~ totally different me!
Some of them went out for set up the booth for the upcoming jobfair but my big boss never go. Why he never go leh?! He should go what! He should go there and watch them do things, shouldn't be staying in the office and observe us do thing! Aww....if he is not in, all of us can talk nonsense and time pastby faster leh!
Just now when I was watching tv, the person in tv says: when two hearts are sticking together, no matter how big is the trouble is we definately can conquer it...but why is mine always not strong enough? I don't understand... better stay single, don't fall in love with anyone, that the best way to protect myself. Even when I have nothing, I'll still have Orion. Whenever I look up, I'll see Orion... I don't know what will I have when I go UK, perhaps I'll see more constellation but I'll lost Orion...
13.04 daPrawn's Cottage- Last day in TARC_Last day for exam! I am Liberate!
Finally came to my last paper in my advance diploma. I hope this will be the end of it because I really do not want to have any resit on resit paper again. I hate to have resit, so ashame to have it. However, I do feel a bit lost after all the things ended...seems so fast...it is a bit too fast...I wish I could have it all over again.
Mr Chee was right, sense of direction is very important to motivate a person. When you feel lost, you won't feel like doing anything beside daydreaming...even daydream also don't know what to dream of...how pity~ I am now like a homeless child looking for direction to back home, can I go back to TARC to study again? With all my friends, same bunch of friends...
Today I met Senior's new gf's sister when waiting for the exam. She is taking exam at the same block with me. I believe she won't know about me, she won't know her sister's bf's ex.
I went to office to collect my offer letter today. Ken Yap was right, the resit candidates will not get their unconditional offer letter that fast. I need to go back to college to collect my letter again in the future. So, what I need to do now is wait~ But is there anything I can do while waiting? Work lo! Work with aimless life.
I found a funny name while I was doing the failing jobs- Loh Lai Chin..sounds like Lo Lei Jin... wakakakaka... Yvoone scolded me for laughing at people's name, but I can't control. I am so bad... everytime also laugh at people.
Mr Chee was right, sense of direction is very important to motivate a person. When you feel lost, you won't feel like doing anything beside daydreaming...even daydream also don't know what to dream of...how pity~ I am now like a homeless child looking for direction to back home, can I go back to TARC to study again? With all my friends, same bunch of friends...
Today I met Senior's new gf's sister when waiting for the exam. She is taking exam at the same block with me. I believe she won't know about me, she won't know her sister's bf's ex.
I went to office to collect my offer letter today. Ken Yap was right, the resit candidates will not get their unconditional offer letter that fast. I need to go back to college to collect my letter again in the future. So, what I need to do now is wait~ But is there anything I can do while waiting? Work lo! Work with aimless life.
I found a funny name while I was doing the failing jobs- Loh Lai Chin..sounds like Lo Lei Jin... wakakakaka... Yvoone scolded me for laughing at people's name, but I can't control. I am so bad... everytime also laugh at people.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
12.04 daPrawn's Cottage
2 days never log on to Blogger. Too lazy and tired these few days. This morning I went to work with a totally blank out mind after whole night of dating with Commercial Banking Management. Everyone know I hate the subject the most yet now I have to fall in love with it to graduate my Advance Diploma.
My mom was about weird this few days, perhaps she betahan the way I study. I always hang out with others even during exam period. I went for shopping these 3 days since Friday to Sunday. Friday I went Isetan to buy my luggage, it is so cheap plus I really love it's design. Saturday I bring my mom go the same Isetan again. Sunday me, my mom and uncle and aunty's families went to shopping again at Jusco. People might have not believe that I actually work very hard for my study, but to be honest, I do work hard on it. If not I won't burn mid night oil... do you know that burning mid night oil is very harmful to my body and my face?
These few days I didn't bought much things but I spent alot, inflation effect (my mom say I am still staying in the olden days and believing I can buy very cheap things in KL). I don't feel worthwhile to spend on all these things but my mom say it is a neccessity, I have no choice but to buy it. I bought a luggage, 28' inch, the biggest size, I told Squid I finally can bring her to UK with me. I bought a pair of nice formal shoes, it is not really the fashionable one but it is something that looks pretty formal and neat. It is with good quality too. It's those kind of shoes you won't find it with discount in the market, it has something call shock absorb. Although I don't really understand what it means but my mom said:" That means good for your legs and backbone laah!" I bought myself a pair of long formal pants as well. I realise one weird thing about me, I love wearing pants to work, but I don't like buying pants, I'll prefer to buy skirt. Ended up I have plenty of new skirt which I have never wear before and don't feel like wearing in the future, but I keep on wearing my limited old old pants.
Due to burning mid night oil last night, today whole morning was ruined. I don't understand how am I surviving right now I guess this morning the drivers on the road must be having an 'extreemly exciting' morning due to there is a zombie walking on the road without watching for the cars. I believe God must be the one holding my steps to make sure I will not be hurt even never watch at the road. Thanks God!
Anyway, I didn't do much mistakes but finish up my jobs quite fast with a blur blur motion. I believe I am looking for things at 10 Dimension right now...so many shadows around one object. No one realised I am blur-ing when they ask me to do stuffs but it is obvious that I am blur when I stop working. I'll feel fall asleep once I stop. I don't like to wait for interviewer to come today because I might fall asleep while waiting and do nothing at receptionist's counter. However, that is my major jobscope. Whoever come for interview must first go though me. I'll prepare all the neccessary things before I call the interviewer come for interview session. I have to do that everyday. Kinda easy but boring jobs.
Today my stomach is not feeling well, I guess I ate something not that clean for lunch. One of the pieces of meat smell a bit weird, perhaps it is oxidated.
Today I have plenty works to do. They starts looking for people again after hire the last batch candidates. So, I have to start busying again~ now, just put away all those filing stuffs and start doing my own things again. Next week we have another job fair again, so I need to do all those job fair stuffs again and deal with all the candidates. Sometimes I really do not like to deal with candidates and see their fake faces, but you will learn alot while dealing with them, at least you will know how to prepare yourself for your interviews in the future. Make up is a neccessity to make yourself neat and professional but not too much, a light one will do. Thick make up makes people looks like clubbing kaki and improffessional.
I told Squid about demand of account and finance staffs in the labour market. Everytime when we say about jobs she also say she wanna quit her job, but everytime when there is a good job I wanna offer to her, she will say alot of thing to reject me. Her main problem is the probation period, she scare after she quit the job she cannot get another job again...pening saya... LOL....the finance market is so big, why cannot get jobs leh?! Another thing is, when you go for interview, you can tell the person that you need 1 month notice!
My mom was about weird this few days, perhaps she betahan the way I study. I always hang out with others even during exam period. I went for shopping these 3 days since Friday to Sunday. Friday I went Isetan to buy my luggage, it is so cheap plus I really love it's design. Saturday I bring my mom go the same Isetan again. Sunday me, my mom and uncle and aunty's families went to shopping again at Jusco. People might have not believe that I actually work very hard for my study, but to be honest, I do work hard on it. If not I won't burn mid night oil... do you know that burning mid night oil is very harmful to my body and my face?
These few days I didn't bought much things but I spent alot, inflation effect (my mom say I am still staying in the olden days and believing I can buy very cheap things in KL). I don't feel worthwhile to spend on all these things but my mom say it is a neccessity, I have no choice but to buy it. I bought a luggage, 28' inch, the biggest size, I told Squid I finally can bring her to UK with me. I bought a pair of nice formal shoes, it is not really the fashionable one but it is something that looks pretty formal and neat. It is with good quality too. It's those kind of shoes you won't find it with discount in the market, it has something call shock absorb. Although I don't really understand what it means but my mom said:" That means good for your legs and backbone laah!" I bought myself a pair of long formal pants as well. I realise one weird thing about me, I love wearing pants to work, but I don't like buying pants, I'll prefer to buy skirt. Ended up I have plenty of new skirt which I have never wear before and don't feel like wearing in the future, but I keep on wearing my limited old old pants.
Due to burning mid night oil last night, today whole morning was ruined. I don't understand how am I surviving right now I guess this morning the drivers on the road must be having an 'extreemly exciting' morning due to there is a zombie walking on the road without watching for the cars. I believe God must be the one holding my steps to make sure I will not be hurt even never watch at the road. Thanks God!
Anyway, I didn't do much mistakes but finish up my jobs quite fast with a blur blur motion. I believe I am looking for things at 10 Dimension right now...so many shadows around one object. No one realised I am blur-ing when they ask me to do stuffs but it is obvious that I am blur when I stop working. I'll feel fall asleep once I stop. I don't like to wait for interviewer to come today because I might fall asleep while waiting and do nothing at receptionist's counter. However, that is my major jobscope. Whoever come for interview must first go though me. I'll prepare all the neccessary things before I call the interviewer come for interview session. I have to do that everyday. Kinda easy but boring jobs.
Today my stomach is not feeling well, I guess I ate something not that clean for lunch. One of the pieces of meat smell a bit weird, perhaps it is oxidated.
Today I have plenty works to do. They starts looking for people again after hire the last batch candidates. So, I have to start busying again~ now, just put away all those filing stuffs and start doing my own things again. Next week we have another job fair again, so I need to do all those job fair stuffs again and deal with all the candidates. Sometimes I really do not like to deal with candidates and see their fake faces, but you will learn alot while dealing with them, at least you will know how to prepare yourself for your interviews in the future. Make up is a neccessity to make yourself neat and professional but not too much, a light one will do. Thick make up makes people looks like clubbing kaki and improffessional.
I told Squid about demand of account and finance staffs in the labour market. Everytime when we say about jobs she also say she wanna quit her job, but everytime when there is a good job I wanna offer to her, she will say alot of thing to reject me. Her main problem is the probation period, she scare after she quit the job she cannot get another job again...pening saya... LOL....the finance market is so big, why cannot get jobs leh?! Another thing is, when you go for interview, you can tell the person that you need 1 month notice!
Friday, April 8, 2011
08.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Due to lazy to write blog yesterday, today's blog will be abit longer because it consist of 2 days' life.
Yesterday (7 April 2011)
Yesterday I was quite busy for whole day, did failing jobs for the whole day. Thanks god, this is the first time I could file up all the documents that Yvonne gave me. This organisation has too many sub-company until I don't know where they put their files. Perhaps because I am too new and I'll only work with them for two months, they don't feel like giving me high responsible jobs. As Squid said, my jobscope is damn easy, anyone also can do that. They don't even give me to typ letter of appointment or for the candidates, actually I should be the one incharge in all these things..but they put the jobs on Yvonne. Luckily Yvonne pass the jobs back to me so that I have chances to learn all these things. I don't like to do failing, I can't learn much with failing.
There was I guy came in for interview. He actually told us that he wanna reject the appointment for interview before but who knows he sent his profile to the head of department (for tourism) again and now the head send him back to us to arrange inteview. GOSH!!! This guy ar.... When I saw him, the first impression was why this guy looks different from photo? Again, height's problem. And the other thing I don't like about him was in the photo he was quite neat, but in reality he looks abit 'wui sor' and dirty. Perhaps it is due to his blade, he purposely keep it obviously but the blade is not suitable for him. He looks much more un-clean with all those things. So far I had only saw those leng zai with no scars on face looks nice with blade...this guy..his face got alot of pimples scars...since ur face already looks not so clean type adi, why still add something to make it more dirty leh???
Finally I betahan go and tell Ken Yap that I don't like the way he comment on my facebook. I tell him actually his action will break both of our image and my relatives keep on asking about him also after see my facebook's profile, it caused alot of misunderstanding. Actually because of that also, I don't feel wanna meet him in reality. He make me to have unsecured impression.
Today (8 April 2011)
Due to quarrel with mom last few day as she force me to eat something I don't want but I refused. This few days I went out to work quite early. Because of this, I reached office quite early too.
I reached KLCC about 7.45am this morning. The sky was quite dark and it looks like just 7am only. It still too early to go office so I decided to go for McD myself. The McD just operate when I reach there, alot of people taking the coupon to redeem the burger...I wonder where they get all these coupon, I also want it... One guy try to use the photocopied coupon but the staff says cannot use.. Just like what Squid said that day, only original copy is usable.
I tought I will be the first one reach office today (usually if I never late, I'll be the first one) but surprisingly, the new staff reach earlier than me. It is usual for new staffs to reach early to show that they are good. Perhaps the same happened on him also.
I wrote in to Colmar Tropicale and ask for fees and offer, yet they reply my nonsense. So I tried to write in again...now need to wait for their reply.
My mood fly to organising trip already, no mood to study. That is why I do not like to organise things. I'll be too focus on one thing until I cannot study at all...No Way! I must stay at home to study my CBM on the next two days! I must get good result this time! I cannot miss my UK, I cannot miss my Degree!
Today I had a quite cheap but nice lunch (consider quite cheap within KL area). During lunch, 3 of us (the newees from HR department) chat about our company, many people have a bad thought and believe we are so free and have nothing to do. We chat about ourselves too..From there only I realised the new comer is not HR Exec but he is HR Officer. He is a MBA, he is now about 30 years old already but he looks like 25 years old only. I wonder how he keeps himself looks young. He said he planned to work here 5 years. Ya, it's true...when you are at that age already, don't simply jump here jump there. It will spoil your reputation, you're too old to jump...
Today the group manager suddenly treat us xiu bao and ka yang kok. He says it is from Seremban...wow...it so nice! I wish to take second piece but I scared others might not have enough to eat, so...don't eat lo~
I went KLCC's Isetan after work. Today KLCC was so crowed due the the event. I can feel the noise when I step out from my office, they have very good sound system, until whole KL can hear the all the songs being played by them clearly.
Today my purpose was luggage, this morning I saw the advertisment for luggage fair infront of Isetan when I went for Mcd. They said there is a special offer there for 3 days, today is the first day. When I went there, many people were there looking at those luggage. I picked 2 at the end, I actually prefer the one with checked pattern, but at the end I choose the other one because it is lighter and many people choose that one.
Yesterday (7 April 2011)
Yesterday I was quite busy for whole day, did failing jobs for the whole day. Thanks god, this is the first time I could file up all the documents that Yvonne gave me. This organisation has too many sub-company until I don't know where they put their files. Perhaps because I am too new and I'll only work with them for two months, they don't feel like giving me high responsible jobs. As Squid said, my jobscope is damn easy, anyone also can do that. They don't even give me to typ letter of appointment or for the candidates, actually I should be the one incharge in all these things..but they put the jobs on Yvonne. Luckily Yvonne pass the jobs back to me so that I have chances to learn all these things. I don't like to do failing, I can't learn much with failing.
There was I guy came in for interview. He actually told us that he wanna reject the appointment for interview before but who knows he sent his profile to the head of department (for tourism) again and now the head send him back to us to arrange inteview. GOSH!!! This guy ar.... When I saw him, the first impression was why this guy looks different from photo? Again, height's problem. And the other thing I don't like about him was in the photo he was quite neat, but in reality he looks abit 'wui sor' and dirty. Perhaps it is due to his blade, he purposely keep it obviously but the blade is not suitable for him. He looks much more un-clean with all those things. So far I had only saw those leng zai with no scars on face looks nice with blade...this guy..his face got alot of pimples scars...since ur face already looks not so clean type adi, why still add something to make it more dirty leh???
Finally I betahan go and tell Ken Yap that I don't like the way he comment on my facebook. I tell him actually his action will break both of our image and my relatives keep on asking about him also after see my facebook's profile, it caused alot of misunderstanding. Actually because of that also, I don't feel wanna meet him in reality. He make me to have unsecured impression.
Today (8 April 2011)
Due to quarrel with mom last few day as she force me to eat something I don't want but I refused. This few days I went out to work quite early. Because of this, I reached office quite early too.
I reached KLCC about 7.45am this morning. The sky was quite dark and it looks like just 7am only. It still too early to go office so I decided to go for McD myself. The McD just operate when I reach there, alot of people taking the coupon to redeem the burger...I wonder where they get all these coupon, I also want it... One guy try to use the photocopied coupon but the staff says cannot use.. Just like what Squid said that day, only original copy is usable.
I tought I will be the first one reach office today (usually if I never late, I'll be the first one) but surprisingly, the new staff reach earlier than me. It is usual for new staffs to reach early to show that they are good. Perhaps the same happened on him also.
I wrote in to Colmar Tropicale and ask for fees and offer, yet they reply my nonsense. So I tried to write in again...now need to wait for their reply.
My mood fly to organising trip already, no mood to study. That is why I do not like to organise things. I'll be too focus on one thing until I cannot study at all...No Way! I must stay at home to study my CBM on the next two days! I must get good result this time! I cannot miss my UK, I cannot miss my Degree!
Today I had a quite cheap but nice lunch (consider quite cheap within KL area). During lunch, 3 of us (the newees from HR department) chat about our company, many people have a bad thought and believe we are so free and have nothing to do. We chat about ourselves too..From there only I realised the new comer is not HR Exec but he is HR Officer. He is a MBA, he is now about 30 years old already but he looks like 25 years old only. I wonder how he keeps himself looks young. He said he planned to work here 5 years. Ya, it's true...when you are at that age already, don't simply jump here jump there. It will spoil your reputation, you're too old to jump...
Today the group manager suddenly treat us xiu bao and ka yang kok. He says it is from Seremban...wow...it so nice! I wish to take second piece but I scared others might not have enough to eat, so...don't eat lo~
I went KLCC's Isetan after work. Today KLCC was so crowed due the the event. I can feel the noise when I step out from my office, they have very good sound system, until whole KL can hear the all the songs being played by them clearly.
Today my purpose was luggage, this morning I saw the advertisment for luggage fair infront of Isetan when I went for Mcd. They said there is a special offer there for 3 days, today is the first day. When I went there, many people were there looking at those luggage. I picked 2 at the end, I actually prefer the one with checked pattern, but at the end I choose the other one because it is lighter and many people choose that one.
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
06.04 daPrawn's Cottage- Exam starts, nightmare started
This morning was an extreamely memorable morning for me. For the last time I go into the SBS office and I shout to the officer. Fuyoooh! What happened?!
This morning I was so lazy and tired due to not enough of sleep last night, I planned to wake up at 4am supposingly to study but eventually I went and play facebook. I am a facebook Kaki, I admit that. After that I just study for a while and went back to sleep.
My mom was so tension this morning, perhaps she is not feeling good when see me looks not that serious in my studies recently. Actually I am afraid also, I am so tension especially when comes to CBM.
I was planning to wait for SeeSee to take away breakfast for me- MCD breakfast set, but due to her anger towards the MCD staff because the staff do not allow her to use the photstated coupon and her forgetful, I lost my breakfast. How dare her forget about my breakfast. Luckily my dearest mommy prepared some biscult for me as breakfast. She is soooo sweet~
Actually I planned to go SBS school to collect my exam slip then straight away go for exam as Fishy actually told me there I need to go back to the office to get exam slip before go for exam. However, Seesee told me that she purposely print 2 copies of exam bills to me and one of the copy is to be used as the pass to enter the exam hall for exam. I didn't brought it so I quicky run to CITC from canteen 2 to try and print the bill. Yet, they do not have the post anymore. So from there I run back to SBS office and look for the officer there and see what can I do about it. The officer said they have exam slip and we need to come and collet the slip before go for the exam. Pn Rohana was not there (had not arrived yet) and I cannot found my exam slip on the list of exam slips for my course. I was so panic as I might not be able to go for exam so I shouted to the officer and scold them why their management so bad. The officer check on their system and found I have paid for my resit, but the thing funny is they cannot straight away issue authorisation slip to enable me to enter the exam hall, the make me to go to block A to ask about my slip. The block A's officer ask me to run back to SBS office to get my slip....GOSH!!!! My exam hall open at 8.45am, my exam starts at 9am yet at 8.40am you still want me to run back to SBS office to get my slip then only can go for exam huh?! So I make them to issue a temporary slip for me to enter the exam. I told them my exam going to start very soon and they have to bear the responsibility if I am late for the exam as they made me to run here and there for the slip! This is TARC...bad management...
Regarding the exam, next time I wont do so much studies in advance on the case studies. Due to my own careless, I forgot to bring my spec along and I can't read well. Another thing make me feel even worst was I felt so confusing with the facts I got from online and the article in the case study. I don't understand what the whole article was, so I simply throw all the facts I got online and whatever I know about Sime Darby.
I felt exhausted after the exam, don't put much hope on that but I really wish I could pass this subject or else I may need to wait for 1 more year to resit it. I went back to the SBS office and look for Pn Rohana for my exam slip again after I finished my exam.
After that I brought Squid to Pavilion food court and eat the nice nice wantan mee. She loves the wantan mee as well...but I don't know she honestly like it or not. She doesn't looks like she like it.
Today there is one new guy came into the office, new HR exec incharged on Payroll. I arranged the interview. I remember that day he came 1 hour earlier for the interview. I was quite surprise when he arrive as I was still preparing for those candidates who come in at 10am. He is a quiet guy, looks like shy shy and good guy type..
Squid asked me about the Ken Yap on my facebook. I have make it clear here... He is just NOBODY! I have not even met this guy before, although he might had seen me before. He is just a playboy who keeps on polluting my facebook wall and always comment on my post. No big deal. I told Squid, he is just that kind of person who speak louder than action, we can just ignore him. He treat every girl he same, loves flirting around. I bet he will not dare enough to approach me.
This morning I was so lazy and tired due to not enough of sleep last night, I planned to wake up at 4am supposingly to study but eventually I went and play facebook. I am a facebook Kaki, I admit that. After that I just study for a while and went back to sleep.
My mom was so tension this morning, perhaps she is not feeling good when see me looks not that serious in my studies recently. Actually I am afraid also, I am so tension especially when comes to CBM.
I was planning to wait for SeeSee to take away breakfast for me- MCD breakfast set, but due to her anger towards the MCD staff because the staff do not allow her to use the photstated coupon and her forgetful, I lost my breakfast. How dare her forget about my breakfast. Luckily my dearest mommy prepared some biscult for me as breakfast. She is soooo sweet~
Actually I planned to go SBS school to collect my exam slip then straight away go for exam as Fishy actually told me there I need to go back to the office to get exam slip before go for exam. However, Seesee told me that she purposely print 2 copies of exam bills to me and one of the copy is to be used as the pass to enter the exam hall for exam. I didn't brought it so I quicky run to CITC from canteen 2 to try and print the bill. Yet, they do not have the post anymore. So from there I run back to SBS office and look for the officer there and see what can I do about it. The officer said they have exam slip and we need to come and collet the slip before go for the exam. Pn Rohana was not there (had not arrived yet) and I cannot found my exam slip on the list of exam slips for my course. I was so panic as I might not be able to go for exam so I shouted to the officer and scold them why their management so bad. The officer check on their system and found I have paid for my resit, but the thing funny is they cannot straight away issue authorisation slip to enable me to enter the exam hall, the make me to go to block A to ask about my slip. The block A's officer ask me to run back to SBS office to get my slip....GOSH!!!! My exam hall open at 8.45am, my exam starts at 9am yet at 8.40am you still want me to run back to SBS office to get my slip then only can go for exam huh?! So I make them to issue a temporary slip for me to enter the exam. I told them my exam going to start very soon and they have to bear the responsibility if I am late for the exam as they made me to run here and there for the slip! This is TARC...bad management...
Regarding the exam, next time I wont do so much studies in advance on the case studies. Due to my own careless, I forgot to bring my spec along and I can't read well. Another thing make me feel even worst was I felt so confusing with the facts I got from online and the article in the case study. I don't understand what the whole article was, so I simply throw all the facts I got online and whatever I know about Sime Darby.
I felt exhausted after the exam, don't put much hope on that but I really wish I could pass this subject or else I may need to wait for 1 more year to resit it. I went back to the SBS office and look for Pn Rohana for my exam slip again after I finished my exam.
After that I brought Squid to Pavilion food court and eat the nice nice wantan mee. She loves the wantan mee as well...but I don't know she honestly like it or not. She doesn't looks like she like it.
Today there is one new guy came into the office, new HR exec incharged on Payroll. I arranged the interview. I remember that day he came 1 hour earlier for the interview. I was quite surprise when he arrive as I was still preparing for those candidates who come in at 10am. He is a quiet guy, looks like shy shy and good guy type..
Squid asked me about the Ken Yap on my facebook. I have make it clear here... He is just NOBODY! I have not even met this guy before, although he might had seen me before. He is just a playboy who keeps on polluting my facebook wall and always comment on my post. No big deal. I told Squid, he is just that kind of person who speak louder than action, we can just ignore him. He treat every girl he same, loves flirting around. I bet he will not dare enough to approach me.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
05.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Freaking hot this few days, yesterday morning's rain does not help much in cooling up the land. Perhaps I was too used to the freaking cold temperature in my office because my managers love switching the aircon to the lowest temperature, I cannot take outside's temperature anymore. I don't feel anything even when I switch the aircon to 16 degrees. I guess the mutton soup just started to be effective this few days...that's why I feel so hot this few days.
This morning I feel like wearing something with long sleeves and long pants, just don't know why.. the mood is like this. Even my mom also questioned me why am I wearing unusually formal today, because usually I'll prefer something semi formal instead of full formal like today.
Perhaps because of the shirt, I feel much hotter when I step out from my house. I sweated so much today while waiting bus at the bus stop. Today I went out quite late and I took the later bus. The bus was so smelly, I believe someone stepped on something like dog's mm... and never realised that.
I reached office quite early today, feel like walking around and so something silly. Don't know why suddenly feel like shaking my body left and right while walking, actually that is what Prince used to do while walking, just don't understand why today I feel like following that this morning..but I believe I won't repeat it again as this really makes me looks weird and rude. Prince had a very bad walking posture, perhaps it is due to his height and long feets, he needs to balance up his body while walking so he came out with such weird posture. He start learning on walking again after he started with me.
I got a shocked news. I wish going to burst...I might not be able to explore the world as what I planned anymore. I want that...God..please do not take it away from me..please make sure they don't throw me out... God please hold me tight and bless me. I know my God will never leave me alone, I have faith in Him.
I don't have much work to do today, so I just do my own revising via internet and read more about Sime Darby last year's management changes case. There are many things I don't really understand about their strategies..like we always say merger and aquicition is good, but it doesn't seems that good to Sime Darby until at the end they even choose to break it back to 6 piece. Why? They said it's to reduce risk... All the while I thought merger and aquicition can help reduce risk as all the risk will be spread and share among all the mergered companies. Why this time different? I really don't get that. Futhermore, I realise I can't get anything about their internal management changes on the internet. I believe the CEO must has came out with alot of strategies to change their internal management and culture as what I know was their internal culture was not good, they are very 'patrotic' and have many politics.. that's what I think about them. Actually that was what my ex-candidate told me.
One candidate came in for Traveling Consultant position today. The candidate looks really handsome on his CV, but in reality...ermmm...wakakakaka~ Actually he looks good, just not as good as in the photo. He was too short. I don't like his hair style, his hair is those soft and long type, obviously he purposely put a lot of gel to make it stands. But I guess he needs the hair style, as it helps maximize his height..wakakakaaka....you can scold me for being so evil and simply laugh at people's height, but I can't control on that particular thing.
Today alot of companies called and ask me wanna work or not...GOSH! What are you doing all these while? You never prescreen ur candidates is it? I have sent my resume to you guys one month ago! Please be effective in searching people if you seriously looking for people.
My mom wanna change my name. She wanna change my chinese name to something sounds stronger. But I love my name and I don't really want to change it. I don't like strong strong names, it makes me feel so fake.
This morning I feel like wearing something with long sleeves and long pants, just don't know why.. the mood is like this. Even my mom also questioned me why am I wearing unusually formal today, because usually I'll prefer something semi formal instead of full formal like today.
Perhaps because of the shirt, I feel much hotter when I step out from my house. I sweated so much today while waiting bus at the bus stop. Today I went out quite late and I took the later bus. The bus was so smelly, I believe someone stepped on something like dog's mm... and never realised that.
I reached office quite early today, feel like walking around and so something silly. Don't know why suddenly feel like shaking my body left and right while walking, actually that is what Prince used to do while walking, just don't understand why today I feel like following that this morning..but I believe I won't repeat it again as this really makes me looks weird and rude. Prince had a very bad walking posture, perhaps it is due to his height and long feets, he needs to balance up his body while walking so he came out with such weird posture. He start learning on walking again after he started with me.
I got a shocked news. I wish going to burst...I might not be able to explore the world as what I planned anymore. I want that...God..please do not take it away from me..please make sure they don't throw me out... God please hold me tight and bless me. I know my God will never leave me alone, I have faith in Him.
I don't have much work to do today, so I just do my own revising via internet and read more about Sime Darby last year's management changes case. There are many things I don't really understand about their strategies..like we always say merger and aquicition is good, but it doesn't seems that good to Sime Darby until at the end they even choose to break it back to 6 piece. Why? They said it's to reduce risk... All the while I thought merger and aquicition can help reduce risk as all the risk will be spread and share among all the mergered companies. Why this time different? I really don't get that. Futhermore, I realise I can't get anything about their internal management changes on the internet. I believe the CEO must has came out with alot of strategies to change their internal management and culture as what I know was their internal culture was not good, they are very 'patrotic' and have many politics.. that's what I think about them. Actually that was what my ex-candidate told me.
One candidate came in for Traveling Consultant position today. The candidate looks really handsome on his CV, but in reality...ermmm...wakakakaka~ Actually he looks good, just not as good as in the photo. He was too short. I don't like his hair style, his hair is those soft and long type, obviously he purposely put a lot of gel to make it stands. But I guess he needs the hair style, as it helps maximize his height..wakakakaaka....you can scold me for being so evil and simply laugh at people's height, but I can't control on that particular thing.
Today alot of companies called and ask me wanna work or not...GOSH! What are you doing all these while? You never prescreen ur candidates is it? I have sent my resume to you guys one month ago! Please be effective in searching people if you seriously looking for people.
My mom wanna change my name. She wanna change my chinese name to something sounds stronger. But I love my name and I don't really want to change it. I don't like strong strong names, it makes me feel so fake.
Monday, April 4, 2011
04.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Yesterday keep on kacau here and there because of too tired cum over stress due to the coming exam on next Wednesday. I tried to call and sms Prince but he never reply nor pick up, I guess for the whole life he would never forgive me. Anyway, it is good for him not to forgive me, he would hate me more if after I tell him my plan now, he won't like the way I escaping and push him away from the problem.
Perhaps I cried too much yesterday, today eyesight become even worst. I have to guess all the alphabert and faces to know things. So I have no choice but to bring along my spec just in case I really have problem to see.
Old man proverbs always have their own meaning. Qing Ming will always rain. This morning there was a heavy rain at my house area. The rain pour down like water is free of charge... but it is good to have rain today as yesterday was freaking hot. Kelvin need to go out to take bus earlier so he went out himselves. He suggested to take 1 umbrella with him and leave at the bus stop so that after we come out we can take the umbrella. He persume that no one will take the umbrella..he believe that in this world, everyone is honest and will not take those things which are not belongs to them. My dear Kelvin.. always as naive as 3 years old boy..
This morning the LRT system was broke down. I was stuck inside the LRT for more than 1 hour just to get to KLCC, usually it will ony takes 20 minutes for me to get there. Quite unlucky for I was standing throughout the journey but I am consider quite lucky also for at least I managed to get into the LRT once I reach the station. I am lucky compared to the people who waits at Wangsa Maju Station. I was so 'amazed' when I saw the situation in Wangsa LRT Station, thosands people there waiting for LRT and trying to squeeze into the train. I was quite worry if my train might break down or unable to move due to overloaded.
I informed Diana and Wxin not to take LRT for the system broke down. I believe Diana didn't take my advice but Wxin does, she says she can't even squeeze into the station. The station was damn crouded. She has no choice but choose alternative way to go for work. I told her I was lagi teruk due to stucking inside the train, I cannot move out from the LRT and change my way.
So tired after standing for one hour inside the train like sardin fish. The guy infront of me was quite leng zai but I can't see him well. Thanks God for I have my phone with me and I have a mobile bible, at the mid time I was just reading on the book of Joshua, read some chapters at while waiting.
I reach the office about 9.10am. Yvonne was pretty lucky for escaping from the suck LRT system as she took leave today. I was the only one late in my department and no one was entertaining me after I reach, so I was just hanging around and doing my own stuffs here and there. One of my ex-candidate who FFK me when I asked her to interview with me called and ask me for job...GOSH!!! I had left the company, do not call me again! I cannot and won't get you any job anymore!
My group manager and all my colleagues discussed about the pronouciation of my name, they made it like a funny topic and call me into the room just to tell them how to pronous the name somemore. Actually my name should be called as Adelaide, but to make people easy you can call me Adelyn. My mom call me Adelyn as well. If you think you don't like Adelyn also, just call me Ad or Adah will do. If you want, you can call me Sue as well.
Due to everyone was busying with own matters, no one inform me to go out for lunch anymore. I was quite busy around that time as well and this makes me forgot to go out for lunch. I realised about lunch time at somewhere around 1.30pm, my lunch time is until 2pm only. So I quickly pack off my things and throw the laptop into the drawer. I ate very fast, kind of like swallowing everything in to the stomach without bitting it. I finish my lunch about 1.45pm, this is the shortest time I take for my lunch after I put on the braces. When I backed, my laptop was still on, I forgot to switch off my laptop when I went out for lunch. Luckily I didn't forgot to keep my laptop. If my laptop is stolen, I might need to pay them back for this laptop....I don't wanna lost my money on this kind of thing. After this inccident, another worry actually pops out from my mind- am I big enough and independent enough to take care of myself? I doubt.
About 2pm, one candidate came in for interview for the HR Exec position. His name was kinda funny and everyone keeps laughing when heard his name, especially the receptionist- Romeyo. He looks kind of mm....I don't know how to explain but it's just no that handsome kind and not suitable for his name. The receptionist ask me to get him his Juliet...lof...
My manager ask me to go out for buying some stationaries at the shop nearby. This is my first time going out during the office hour with Pass~ So I took this chance to look around the shops near by and try to look for some kiosik or 7-11. But...failed..I guess they really do not have 7-11 nearby. What we have here is just a tiny indian convenient shop. I think 7-11 should open a branch here, they shouldn't just focus on the Pavilion area. There was plenty 7-11 nearby that area but nobody goes in.. They have too much 7-11 there, they should move one here.
When my candidate arrived around 6pm, there was another lady waiting for interview as well. The receptionist call me to helpout for the interview and take the interview accessment form for them. I quickly run from 9 floor to 5th floor to get the form and make te whole thing look nice. Yet, the interviewer seems does not really appreciate that. She looks like so unsatisfy for what I've done for her. She makes me feel like scolding myself for being so busybody. Later on, my manager went up and join the interview session. The interviewer actually trying to conduct interview without HR notice. Luckily I brought the candidate's resume back to my floor and my manager saw that. As what the group manager have said, every candidates have to prescreened by HR people, we must see them at least for once before they join us. The other thing wrong about the interviewer was actually she is given a wrong form to the candidate to fill up, the form is one with old format, the new form is not like the old form. So, at the end did I did the right thing? I confused... The part I don't understand the most is, why that interviewer want to hire people without going through HR department?
After two days wearing spec, my eyes feel much better. The eyes does not looks as tired as before anymore. I believe all these while my eyes were too tired because I never wear spec, gonna bring my spec wherever I go from now on. Need to make myself a pair of new spec after I got money. I need to treat my eyes better...
I need another MP3 player as well, the MP3 player must able to play for long long time. Then I can listen to it while I am in the plane. YES! Buy a MP3! I want Sony one! I wanna engrave my name on it!
Perhaps I cried too much yesterday, today eyesight become even worst. I have to guess all the alphabert and faces to know things. So I have no choice but to bring along my spec just in case I really have problem to see.
Old man proverbs always have their own meaning. Qing Ming will always rain. This morning there was a heavy rain at my house area. The rain pour down like water is free of charge... but it is good to have rain today as yesterday was freaking hot. Kelvin need to go out to take bus earlier so he went out himselves. He suggested to take 1 umbrella with him and leave at the bus stop so that after we come out we can take the umbrella. He persume that no one will take the umbrella..he believe that in this world, everyone is honest and will not take those things which are not belongs to them. My dear Kelvin.. always as naive as 3 years old boy..
This morning the LRT system was broke down. I was stuck inside the LRT for more than 1 hour just to get to KLCC, usually it will ony takes 20 minutes for me to get there. Quite unlucky for I was standing throughout the journey but I am consider quite lucky also for at least I managed to get into the LRT once I reach the station. I am lucky compared to the people who waits at Wangsa Maju Station. I was so 'amazed' when I saw the situation in Wangsa LRT Station, thosands people there waiting for LRT and trying to squeeze into the train. I was quite worry if my train might break down or unable to move due to overloaded.
I informed Diana and Wxin not to take LRT for the system broke down. I believe Diana didn't take my advice but Wxin does, she says she can't even squeeze into the station. The station was damn crouded. She has no choice but choose alternative way to go for work. I told her I was lagi teruk due to stucking inside the train, I cannot move out from the LRT and change my way.
So tired after standing for one hour inside the train like sardin fish. The guy infront of me was quite leng zai but I can't see him well. Thanks God for I have my phone with me and I have a mobile bible, at the mid time I was just reading on the book of Joshua, read some chapters at while waiting.
I reach the office about 9.10am. Yvonne was pretty lucky for escaping from the suck LRT system as she took leave today. I was the only one late in my department and no one was entertaining me after I reach, so I was just hanging around and doing my own stuffs here and there. One of my ex-candidate who FFK me when I asked her to interview with me called and ask me for job...GOSH!!! I had left the company, do not call me again! I cannot and won't get you any job anymore!
My group manager and all my colleagues discussed about the pronouciation of my name, they made it like a funny topic and call me into the room just to tell them how to pronous the name somemore. Actually my name should be called as Adelaide, but to make people easy you can call me Adelyn. My mom call me Adelyn as well. If you think you don't like Adelyn also, just call me Ad or Adah will do. If you want, you can call me Sue as well.
Due to everyone was busying with own matters, no one inform me to go out for lunch anymore. I was quite busy around that time as well and this makes me forgot to go out for lunch. I realised about lunch time at somewhere around 1.30pm, my lunch time is until 2pm only. So I quickly pack off my things and throw the laptop into the drawer. I ate very fast, kind of like swallowing everything in to the stomach without bitting it. I finish my lunch about 1.45pm, this is the shortest time I take for my lunch after I put on the braces. When I backed, my laptop was still on, I forgot to switch off my laptop when I went out for lunch. Luckily I didn't forgot to keep my laptop. If my laptop is stolen, I might need to pay them back for this laptop....I don't wanna lost my money on this kind of thing. After this inccident, another worry actually pops out from my mind- am I big enough and independent enough to take care of myself? I doubt.
About 2pm, one candidate came in for interview for the HR Exec position. His name was kinda funny and everyone keeps laughing when heard his name, especially the receptionist- Romeyo. He looks kind of mm....I don't know how to explain but it's just no that handsome kind and not suitable for his name. The receptionist ask me to get him his Juliet...lof...
My manager ask me to go out for buying some stationaries at the shop nearby. This is my first time going out during the office hour with Pass~ So I took this chance to look around the shops near by and try to look for some kiosik or 7-11. But...failed..I guess they really do not have 7-11 nearby. What we have here is just a tiny indian convenient shop. I think 7-11 should open a branch here, they shouldn't just focus on the Pavilion area. There was plenty 7-11 nearby that area but nobody goes in.. They have too much 7-11 there, they should move one here.
When my candidate arrived around 6pm, there was another lady waiting for interview as well. The receptionist call me to helpout for the interview and take the interview accessment form for them. I quickly run from 9 floor to 5th floor to get the form and make te whole thing look nice. Yet, the interviewer seems does not really appreciate that. She looks like so unsatisfy for what I've done for her. She makes me feel like scolding myself for being so busybody. Later on, my manager went up and join the interview session. The interviewer actually trying to conduct interview without HR notice. Luckily I brought the candidate's resume back to my floor and my manager saw that. As what the group manager have said, every candidates have to prescreened by HR people, we must see them at least for once before they join us. The other thing wrong about the interviewer was actually she is given a wrong form to the candidate to fill up, the form is one with old format, the new form is not like the old form. So, at the end did I did the right thing? I confused... The part I don't understand the most is, why that interviewer want to hire people without going through HR department?
After two days wearing spec, my eyes feel much better. The eyes does not looks as tired as before anymore. I believe all these while my eyes were too tired because I never wear spec, gonna bring my spec wherever I go from now on. Need to make myself a pair of new spec after I got money. I need to treat my eyes better...
I need another MP3 player as well, the MP3 player must able to play for long long time. Then I can listen to it while I am in the plane. YES! Buy a MP3! I want Sony one! I wanna engrave my name on it!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
03.04 daPrawn's Cottage
可能最近太转注于下个星期三的SPM考试，最近整个人都怪怪的，老是想着一些奇奇怪怪的东西，好像做什么计划啦、有什么打算啦等等的。昨天还严重到发梦自己变成manyjer了！我不太喜欢当起大责任的，因为自己知道自己当不起。我只要求自己办好自己的事就好，其他无必要的责任我不要扛，免得做多错多。不过这个梦真的好搞笑，我居然去学人谈十年八年那个公司该有的计划等等。自己都觉得自己好搞笑。不过呢，搞笑的梦是要付出惨重的代价的。搞笑完了就要负代价。
梦里面我也有看到Joy，其实我对Joy的印象不太深刻，跟她也没说过话，却不知道为什么她会在msn上加我。我对她唯一的印象是她是在我跟王子开始后不久跟她男朋友一起的，王子还笑别人说可能是因为看到他也拍拖了随随便便找个人要就好。她还有叫王子带我去她的生日会，不过我拒绝了。事后其实我挺后悔的，毕竟雯霖有在，我蛮想跟雯霖聚一聚的。梦里面她问起关于我跟王子的，我忘了我怎样回答她，不过我想应该都是些很敷衍了事的话，毕竟我跟她真的很陌生。
梦太过不切实际就反映着一个人在睡觉的时候头脑并没有休息，而是在‘猛烈’地操作着。今天早上起来的时候真的有够力累，还累过失眠整晚，精神不能集中，总是好像一直在梦游这样。就这样子‘游’着去了教会。
妈妈说阿姨反口说没有答应要帮我买旅行箱。头脑已经blur到不得了的我真的不懂要怎样回答她，然后她就一直在自己讲自己的，我都没有听下去，因为脑袋实在转不动了。
下午睡了一觉后，脑袋开始恢复正常操作了。本来是想要乖乖读书的，不过那起书来，头脑就开始乱乱飘了，没有办法集中读书。在加上今天天气super热，太阳晒到我的眼睛都看不见了，要带眼镜，今天的心情更加郁闷了。结果就开始东想想、西想想的。想想王子是否原谅我了呢？想象我该怎样搭车去买旅行箱呢？想想我该怎样把我妈妈的花带出国种？她有一盆从金马伦偷下来的花我好喜欢，不过它一直都不繁殖，我们都不知道该拿它怎么办。除此之外，我还有想好多的。王子以前常常会这样的，没想到这一点我居然也学到了。
梦里面我也有看到Joy，其实我对Joy的印象不太深刻，跟她也没说过话，却不知道为什么她会在msn上加我。我对她唯一的印象是她是在我跟王子开始后不久跟她男朋友一起的，王子还笑别人说可能是因为看到他也拍拖了随随便便找个人要就好。她还有叫王子带我去她的生日会，不过我拒绝了。事后其实我挺后悔的，毕竟雯霖有在，我蛮想跟雯霖聚一聚的。梦里面她问起关于我跟王子的，我忘了我怎样回答她，不过我想应该都是些很敷衍了事的话，毕竟我跟她真的很陌生。
梦太过不切实际就反映着一个人在睡觉的时候头脑并没有休息，而是在‘猛烈’地操作着。今天早上起来的时候真的有够力累，还累过失眠整晚，精神不能集中，总是好像一直在梦游这样。就这样子‘游’着去了教会。
妈妈说阿姨反口说没有答应要帮我买旅行箱。头脑已经blur到不得了的我真的不懂要怎样回答她，然后她就一直在自己讲自己的，我都没有听下去，因为脑袋实在转不动了。
下午睡了一觉后，脑袋开始恢复正常操作了。本来是想要乖乖读书的，不过那起书来，头脑就开始乱乱飘了，没有办法集中读书。在加上今天天气super热，太阳晒到我的眼睛都看不见了，要带眼镜，今天的心情更加郁闷了。结果就开始东想想、西想想的。想想王子是否原谅我了呢？想象我该怎样搭车去买旅行箱呢？想想我该怎样把我妈妈的花带出国种？她有一盆从金马伦偷下来的花我好喜欢，不过它一直都不繁殖，我们都不知道该拿它怎么办。除此之外，我还有想好多的。王子以前常常会这样的，没想到这一点我居然也学到了。
Saturday, April 2, 2011
02.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Today is my first operational day. Finally I start functioning...maybe because it's my first time, I messed up everything. Thanks alot to my executive who helps me alot on my works today. I'll perform better next time. This morning the manager bought us wantan mee as breakfast, but I cannot manage to eat it properly asI have to run here run there from 9 to 5 and 5 to 9 floor for the whole day. I don't even have time to drink water.
This morning I wanna change my luck, so I wore my new sport shoes to work. Yet, who knows the shoes are not as comfortable as what I thought. I guess I need to buy a new shoes. So I went to KLCC and look for the cheap cheap reebok shoe after work, but it's too late, they do not have discount anymore. Aiks...I need to wait again... If I really cannot get any shoe then I'll go UK buy a better one...
I went to Times Square with my mom after work as we want to go to see skin specialist. After that we went hang out around in Times Square and look for shoes. Actually I don't feel like buy shoes also. Don't know why just don't have any mood on shopping at all. I went to see Nikon's camera today, they don't have that kind of camera I am looking for...So now I only have 3 choice- Lumix, Olympus and Sony. Aww...
This morning I wanna change my luck, so I wore my new sport shoes to work. Yet, who knows the shoes are not as comfortable as what I thought. I guess I need to buy a new shoes. So I went to KLCC and look for the cheap cheap reebok shoe after work, but it's too late, they do not have discount anymore. Aiks...I need to wait again... If I really cannot get any shoe then I'll go UK buy a better one...
I went to Times Square with my mom after work as we want to go to see skin specialist. After that we went hang out around in Times Square and look for shoes. Actually I don't feel like buy shoes also. Don't know why just don't have any mood on shopping at all. I went to see Nikon's camera today, they don't have that kind of camera I am looking for...So now I only have 3 choice- Lumix, Olympus and Sony. Aww...
Friday, April 1, 2011
01.04 daPrawn's Cottage- April fool? Oppsss!
The night before yesterday mommy cook me a herbal mutton soup, she said it is good for my health and good for protecting my body increase my body's temperature...the next day, I felt so uncomfort, seems going to sick again..need to drink more water...
Yesterday night I had a bad dream again. 3 new faces, 2 were guys and 1 lady, I had never seen these face before..but I think maybe one day later I might have chance to meet these people, if not there's must be something hidden in it until I can remember the dream so well. 4 of us seems to be very good friend who always hang out together. The two guys 1 of them were very rich and handsome, another one very tall and with quite good looking as well. The lady was a pretty, cute nd adorable lady. The 2 guys were actually interested with the lady, so I always got ignored as both of the guy will only care about the lady and sometimes the lady might not understand or realise I have problems or difficulties as she doesn't have any problem, the guys will take care of her business. In that dream, we actually went out for a meal. We went to a cafe looks something like secret recipi type of western cafe. The two guys was trying their best to approach themselves to the lady and 3 of them actually forgotten me, the lady didn't realised I was being left behind, she was so comfort and didn't feel anything. I was alone there at their back and tried to slot into their gang. This makes me so upset...I tried to do something to get attention...*woke up*
Actually this always happen in my life. Last time don't know why I always get those very leng lui friends and people always put their attention on them, I was always the one lefted behind. Remember when I was small in the church, people will only put their attention on my friends around me like Jessy and Angeline (Actually we have 5 in the gang but 3 of us were closer that time due to we were in the same study batch), I was thinking maybe I am not good enough to get people attention, but at least my result is the best..but perhaps I was too arrogant, my result keeps worsten these years.
This cases seems to be much lesser recently maybe because of I am too used to my own gang and never go out to meet others. Eventhough I did meet new people but I don't have problem where I have a super model good friend and everyone keep entertaining her and I was ignored. Some people say that I am more talkative and outgoing recently and that's why I started to be adaptable to people..But I think that is not what really happening. I start closing up my world and start to have lesser and lesser friends. Perhaps I have plenty of friends, but when something really happen I'll find myself to have no one to talk. That is why I was so regreted to start with Prince, started with him means I lost a good friend, I lost a good friend where I can tell him everything without feeling unsecure or stress.. he was my best friend once upon a time.
Today I almost overslept in the LRT, perhaps it because of the dream last night and caused my brain non-stop functioning for the whole night without resting. On top of that, I was too tired due to facing computers for long time everyday due to working and I don't know how to adjust the light and brightness of the laptop. I hope I will figure it out soon.
When I walk to my working space, try to hang around and see is there any special places around this area. Yet, it seems like all working places only..all the shops occupied by offices and I can't find a single grocery shops or kiosik nearby. I remember on my first working day I saw someone bought Popeye's so I tried to hang around and look for it...but I failed again...perhaps I should google first before I look for it next time..
This two days due to my executive and my manager took leave, our jobs messed up. Lots people called and came to look for her. This is the problem when the company is too centralised their jobs..centralised management..that's is the cons of it. Nobody understand their jobs and we cannot handle it.
Perhaps I am too new in this company or I do not seems dependable and responsible, people doesn't want to talk to me, they'll rather to talk to someone younger than me. In this company, I am incharged of all those recruitment and interviews. Someone actually called in and look for my executive to ask for the interview stuffs, she wants to reschedule one of the candidate but the candidate cannot make it. So one of my colleague picked up and try to talk to her with all the information she has. She actually gave some wrong information and caused some misunderstanding. When the colleague went out, the lady called again and ask for the interview informations again, so I gave her all the correct information but she still want and prefer to talk to my colleague..I really wish to shout that her tell her I am the one incharged in doing all these thingy, why not just ask me?! My colleague knows nothing about recruitment, she only do payroll! I am the one dealing with the candidate all these while!
I went out for lunch at KLCC today, MCD again. After that we actually go to bank to do some office stuffs. I saw the burberry new colection and I really love it crazily!!!!! Awww~~~ When would I be able to buy myself one? I want either Tod's or Burberry.
Today was another day for me to OT until very late. This company OT claim very less only as they do not encourage OT. Actually it is useless to OT if you have enough time to finish up your jobs or you can work effectively. OT only shows you are not productive and it will increase the company's expenses. I wonder why last time RE loves us to OT for them everyday. Yet, today is a special case. I need to wait for the my candidate to come for interview after she finish work. So...I wait until 7.30pm and reached home around 8.45pm.
My dad called me and ask me to go for扫墓with them. I straight away tell him that I am not free for that. Actually he asked me for few times already, I know what is he thinking that's why I don't want to go. He want to use me to show off around again. He told Kelvin if we don't go means if next time we have anything need helps please do not beg him as well. I was SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOOOOO angry and really wish to call back and shout at him! I won't beg you anymore! You are not qualified for me to beg! I really don't wanna be so rude to my own dad but...My dad is sucks!!!!! He only treat my step brother as his own child, me and Kelvin are just extra people for him! Why should we go for with him if that is the case! I TELL YOU NOW, I HAD NEVER TREATED PATRICK CHONG YAO SHENG AS MY OWN BROTHER! I only have one brother call Kelvin! Patrick Chong is just an unknown person to me, I don't really want to know this person! And the other thing is, please next time if you want to say such thing say infront of me, don't go and scold Kelvin! I will tell you you better don't come, I won't beg you! I'll rather not to see you again especially on my departure day and my convocation! You better don't shown up and spoil my mood! I don't really want to have you in that special and memorable days!
My mom and HangBi's mom came out to fetch me at the bus stop. Hangbi was so cute an talkative! I feel much better everytime I saw him...but he is getting more and more naughty and he does not speak. His mom is so worry about him, she scared that he will not speak when he go to school. Lof...
She actually tells me last time her husband had one gf who loves branded stuffs. She always ask her husband to buy her those branded things... She told me alot of thing. I don't know what does she means but I really wish to say that I am not that kind of lady who always ask for branded stuffs. Branded stuffs is just an aim for me to achieve, it some sort of thing to compensate and reward myself when I have some achievement. It is not really that important to me. I am not that 贪慕虚荣, I didn't ask Prince to buy anything for me but I'll buy things for him myself. I am not that kind of people! It is just that nowadays those non branded stuffs' quality are getting lousier and cannot be use, my mom tell me to spend a little bit more to buy something with good quality and can be use for long time.
Although today is april fool, but luckily I am not fooled. Thanks God for every single good and peace day I am having! May God bless everyone and let His wisdom and holiness spread throughout the world.
Yesterday night I had a bad dream again. 3 new faces, 2 were guys and 1 lady, I had never seen these face before..but I think maybe one day later I might have chance to meet these people, if not there's must be something hidden in it until I can remember the dream so well. 4 of us seems to be very good friend who always hang out together. The two guys 1 of them were very rich and handsome, another one very tall and with quite good looking as well. The lady was a pretty, cute nd adorable lady. The 2 guys were actually interested with the lady, so I always got ignored as both of the guy will only care about the lady and sometimes the lady might not understand or realise I have problems or difficulties as she doesn't have any problem, the guys will take care of her business. In that dream, we actually went out for a meal. We went to a cafe looks something like secret recipi type of western cafe. The two guys was trying their best to approach themselves to the lady and 3 of them actually forgotten me, the lady didn't realised I was being left behind, she was so comfort and didn't feel anything. I was alone there at their back and tried to slot into their gang. This makes me so upset...I tried to do something to get attention...*woke up*
Actually this always happen in my life. Last time don't know why I always get those very leng lui friends and people always put their attention on them, I was always the one lefted behind. Remember when I was small in the church, people will only put their attention on my friends around me like Jessy and Angeline (Actually we have 5 in the gang but 3 of us were closer that time due to we were in the same study batch), I was thinking maybe I am not good enough to get people attention, but at least my result is the best..but perhaps I was too arrogant, my result keeps worsten these years.
This cases seems to be much lesser recently maybe because of I am too used to my own gang and never go out to meet others. Eventhough I did meet new people but I don't have problem where I have a super model good friend and everyone keep entertaining her and I was ignored. Some people say that I am more talkative and outgoing recently and that's why I started to be adaptable to people..But I think that is not what really happening. I start closing up my world and start to have lesser and lesser friends. Perhaps I have plenty of friends, but when something really happen I'll find myself to have no one to talk. That is why I was so regreted to start with Prince, started with him means I lost a good friend, I lost a good friend where I can tell him everything without feeling unsecure or stress.. he was my best friend once upon a time.
Today I almost overslept in the LRT, perhaps it because of the dream last night and caused my brain non-stop functioning for the whole night without resting. On top of that, I was too tired due to facing computers for long time everyday due to working and I don't know how to adjust the light and brightness of the laptop. I hope I will figure it out soon.
When I walk to my working space, try to hang around and see is there any special places around this area. Yet, it seems like all working places only..all the shops occupied by offices and I can't find a single grocery shops or kiosik nearby. I remember on my first working day I saw someone bought Popeye's so I tried to hang around and look for it...but I failed again...perhaps I should google first before I look for it next time..
This two days due to my executive and my manager took leave, our jobs messed up. Lots people called and came to look for her. This is the problem when the company is too centralised their jobs..centralised management..that's is the cons of it. Nobody understand their jobs and we cannot handle it.
Perhaps I am too new in this company or I do not seems dependable and responsible, people doesn't want to talk to me, they'll rather to talk to someone younger than me. In this company, I am incharged of all those recruitment and interviews. Someone actually called in and look for my executive to ask for the interview stuffs, she wants to reschedule one of the candidate but the candidate cannot make it. So one of my colleague picked up and try to talk to her with all the information she has. She actually gave some wrong information and caused some misunderstanding. When the colleague went out, the lady called again and ask for the interview informations again, so I gave her all the correct information but she still want and prefer to talk to my colleague..I really wish to shout that her tell her I am the one incharged in doing all these thingy, why not just ask me?! My colleague knows nothing about recruitment, she only do payroll! I am the one dealing with the candidate all these while!
I went out for lunch at KLCC today, MCD again. After that we actually go to bank to do some office stuffs. I saw the burberry new colection and I really love it crazily!!!!! Awww~~~ When would I be able to buy myself one? I want either Tod's or Burberry.
Today was another day for me to OT until very late. This company OT claim very less only as they do not encourage OT. Actually it is useless to OT if you have enough time to finish up your jobs or you can work effectively. OT only shows you are not productive and it will increase the company's expenses. I wonder why last time RE loves us to OT for them everyday. Yet, today is a special case. I need to wait for the my candidate to come for interview after she finish work. So...I wait until 7.30pm and reached home around 8.45pm.
My dad called me and ask me to go for扫墓with them. I straight away tell him that I am not free for that. Actually he asked me for few times already, I know what is he thinking that's why I don't want to go. He want to use me to show off around again. He told Kelvin if we don't go means if next time we have anything need helps please do not beg him as well. I was SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOOOOO angry and really wish to call back and shout at him! I won't beg you anymore! You are not qualified for me to beg! I really don't wanna be so rude to my own dad but...My dad is sucks!!!!! He only treat my step brother as his own child, me and Kelvin are just extra people for him! Why should we go for with him if that is the case! I TELL YOU NOW, I HAD NEVER TREATED PATRICK CHONG YAO SHENG AS MY OWN BROTHER! I only have one brother call Kelvin! Patrick Chong is just an unknown person to me, I don't really want to know this person! And the other thing is, please next time if you want to say such thing say infront of me, don't go and scold Kelvin! I will tell you you better don't come, I won't beg you! I'll rather not to see you again especially on my departure day and my convocation! You better don't shown up and spoil my mood! I don't really want to have you in that special and memorable days!
My mom and HangBi's mom came out to fetch me at the bus stop. Hangbi was so cute an talkative! I feel much better everytime I saw him...but he is getting more and more naughty and he does not speak. His mom is so worry about him, she scared that he will not speak when he go to school. Lof...
She actually tells me last time her husband had one gf who loves branded stuffs. She always ask her husband to buy her those branded things... She told me alot of thing. I don't know what does she means but I really wish to say that I am not that kind of lady who always ask for branded stuffs. Branded stuffs is just an aim for me to achieve, it some sort of thing to compensate and reward myself when I have some achievement. It is not really that important to me. I am not that 贪慕虚荣, I didn't ask Prince to buy anything for me but I'll buy things for him myself. I am not that kind of people! It is just that nowadays those non branded stuffs' quality are getting lousier and cannot be use, my mom tell me to spend a little bit more to buy something with good quality and can be use for long time.
Although today is april fool, but luckily I am not fooled. Thanks God for every single good and peace day I am having! May God bless everyone and let His wisdom and holiness spread throughout the world.
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