如果可以，
他要为人低调，但要偶尔高调
他要很厉害，不然肯定抓不住我
他要有目标，我会陪他一起达到目标
他要细心如尘，因为我很习惯死撑，尤其是生病还是不舒服的时候，还有发闷气的时候
要很相信我
要知道为人高调到连三餐吃什么都想告诉全世界的我要是真的有什么瞒了你不说的就肯定有我自己的原因，或是为了保护自己，或是为了保护你，或是我不知道怎样说。其实大半都是因为我不知道怎样说才不说的。
当我不听话的时候，要坚决自己的立场。当我听话的时候记得让我觉得我的听话是值得的，因为我是个很重视收获和结果的人。
要常常知道自己的地位，要很清楚自己站在什么位置，知道自己在我心目中是属于什么位置的。当我说你不是那一位的时候请你自己走。
脾气要好，因为我脾气不好，很会发小姐脾气，更会发闷气。这是至小家里宠坏的，而且家里人的脾气都很不好，所以至小就学会发闷气，闷在心里就好。
人品要好，嘴巴要好。我最讨厌人家动不动就出口成脏的！我觉得这样的人很没有品位，no standard！
不可以抽烟！这是绝对绝对不可以的！因为我的身体不好，我的呼吸系统不好。
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
30.03 daPrawn's Cottage
After the big dim sum buffet, my stomach is having digest problem this few days. Finally today my stomach beh tahan adi and clean up all the toxic itselves. Sounds disgusting huh? But this considered a big thing for me and for all the human as well. We must have some way to clean up all the toxic or make it come out from our body, if not your body will have problem in long run. Same as being human, we need somewhere to released all our emotion and feeling, if not we will become crazy in long run. So, do not ever ask this ask that after read my blog again!
Yesterday one of my long time gor gor suddenly pop out from my msn.. Same as before, he was just broke up with his gf again. Perhaps I know him too well already, everytime when he find me I don't need to guess also know definately because of just break uy, everytime he ignore me means definately he got new girl already. This called 有异性没人性, but I already used to it la...all my gor gor(s) also like that one...same pattern..no eyes to see... I ask him when is he going to come back to Msia, ask him to look for me before I go UK, but he say he doesn't know when will he come back and got time to come and look for me. He ask why I changed my plan suddenly, I think this is the best plan for me and as well people around me.
This morning my day was a bit tough, I did some mistakes yesterday and this morning the manager call me up to talk..nothing big actually, just call me up and told me what to do, what not to do. But at least I think I am still lucky to get into the earlier bus and avoided the unexpected LRT delay. Thanks God for leading me through this. I already late on the first working day, I cannot be late again.
The manager keep on asking me to update him my working status, where am I now, what am I doing so and so on. He keep on asking me to call people early in the morning, the problem is..the candidates havn't wake up yet. So for the whole day, I was doing all the thing as what I did in RE before..again, I am back to RC although I wanted to become a payroll clerk. But what is different here was I need to report everything to my superior here and I don't need to report to anyone while I was in RE. They say I have experience in recruitment so make me as the recruitment... Actually I have experience in payroll as well... why no one realise about that?!
The group manager keep scolding people since early in the morning..scold this scold that.. He is not like what I thought before.. not that easy going type, he is very strict in the working stuffs and our performance. Like today, my manager got scolded so geng due to they always send the application form to the candidates before they come for interview. The group manager think it is not right to send the forms to the candidates as it considered P&C..but actually they do this for shorten up the time and cut away the unneccessary time for filling up application. My executive also kena due to bad english...actually not really bad...just some grammar mistakes and wrong format. I should be scolded as well actually, I aware about the wrong format but I didn't tell her. I thought that is just fine...This taught me a great lesson again, in the business world, even a single word or single alphabert is important and must be proper. We need to double check everything before we send something...
Today I got a shocked news, my exam is on next wednesday! Gosh! Today only I realised about that! Why no one tell me about that?!
Today is my lovely friend- Wxin's birthday as well but my phone don't have credit already and I cannot sms her...I need to wait until tommorrow to get my salary from RE and to top up my phone...so...happy birthday my dear, I hope u'll see this...
Yesterday one of my long time gor gor suddenly pop out from my msn.. Same as before, he was just broke up with his gf again. Perhaps I know him too well already, everytime when he find me I don't need to guess also know definately because of just break uy, everytime he ignore me means definately he got new girl already. This called 有异性没人性, but I already used to it la...all my gor gor(s) also like that one...same pattern..no eyes to see... I ask him when is he going to come back to Msia, ask him to look for me before I go UK, but he say he doesn't know when will he come back and got time to come and look for me. He ask why I changed my plan suddenly, I think this is the best plan for me and as well people around me.
This morning my day was a bit tough, I did some mistakes yesterday and this morning the manager call me up to talk..nothing big actually, just call me up and told me what to do, what not to do. But at least I think I am still lucky to get into the earlier bus and avoided the unexpected LRT delay. Thanks God for leading me through this. I already late on the first working day, I cannot be late again.
The manager keep on asking me to update him my working status, where am I now, what am I doing so and so on. He keep on asking me to call people early in the morning, the problem is..the candidates havn't wake up yet. So for the whole day, I was doing all the thing as what I did in RE before..again, I am back to RC although I wanted to become a payroll clerk. But what is different here was I need to report everything to my superior here and I don't need to report to anyone while I was in RE. They say I have experience in recruitment so make me as the recruitment... Actually I have experience in payroll as well... why no one realise about that?!
The group manager keep scolding people since early in the morning..scold this scold that.. He is not like what I thought before.. not that easy going type, he is very strict in the working stuffs and our performance. Like today, my manager got scolded so geng due to they always send the application form to the candidates before they come for interview. The group manager think it is not right to send the forms to the candidates as it considered P&C..but actually they do this for shorten up the time and cut away the unneccessary time for filling up application. My executive also kena due to bad english...actually not really bad...just some grammar mistakes and wrong format. I should be scolded as well actually, I aware about the wrong format but I didn't tell her. I thought that is just fine...This taught me a great lesson again, in the business world, even a single word or single alphabert is important and must be proper. We need to double check everything before we send something...
Today I got a shocked news, my exam is on next wednesday! Gosh! Today only I realised about that! Why no one tell me about that?!
Today is my lovely friend- Wxin's birthday as well but my phone don't have credit already and I cannot sms her...I need to wait until tommorrow to get my salary from RE and to top up my phone...so...happy birthday my dear, I hope u'll see this...
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
29.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Big girl, don't cry...one of my friend told me this recently. Don't cry...actually I am not crying anymore, just moodly.
Yesterday Zeus drunk again, because of my again. I really I wish I could do something to stop all these. I don't want to listen anything about him anymore. I wanna leave all these! Can I dump everything here and escape to somewhere that no one know me?
Today my boss brief and introduce me around the company. Today only I know that Reliance Pacific Berhad is so big. I started to feel blur and don't remember anyone's name when I reached second floor.
My boss treated all of us lunch. That is a nice place, with nice enviroment, but I don't really like the food as it is not what I used to eat. I'll prefer to have chinese or western food, I don't like indian or malay food.
After lunch I met the guy I dislike while walking back to office. He tried to say hi to me but I just skipped him, just don't feel like entertaining him.
Yesterday Zeus drunk again, because of my again. I really I wish I could do something to stop all these. I don't want to listen anything about him anymore. I wanna leave all these! Can I dump everything here and escape to somewhere that no one know me?
Today my boss brief and introduce me around the company. Today only I know that Reliance Pacific Berhad is so big. I started to feel blur and don't remember anyone's name when I reached second floor.
My boss treated all of us lunch. That is a nice place, with nice enviroment, but I don't really like the food as it is not what I used to eat. I'll prefer to have chinese or western food, I don't like indian or malay food.
After lunch I met the guy I dislike while walking back to office. He tried to say hi to me but I just skipped him, just don't feel like entertaining him.
Monday, March 28, 2011
28.03 daPrawn's Cottage
I planned to start my day with Mcdonal breakfast with Squid today. Yet the planned bursted as my bus broke down this morning. About 7.30am, I was still at the bus stop near my house..we planned to meet at 7.30 am actually... Luckily my dearest Squid helped me to take away the Mcd Sets, she also rescue back my breakfast.. sayang you the must, squidchy~!
When I reach my office, it was 8.45am. I was late on my first day of working. When I step into the office, the office was so messy. One of my colleague stood there with the office phone and keep on crying. At first I don't understand what was happening as well, after that only I know her handbag was snatched. She was so pity, lost her phone, her money and everything. She reminds me about my own experience and it makes me so scare while hear motor engine's voice...so terrify...
Today I only did some failing jobs, havn't really go into my jobs. The HR manager looks like hamsap lou but I believe he is not really hamsap..he just looks like that. He change my job scope after knowing that I have experience as a recruitment consultant before, I was previously incharged in doing administrative jobs like payroll, claims and so on in the HR department but now I am incharge in doing recruitment and hiring. He ask me whether am I familiar with jobstreet...GOSH! That exactly what I did when I was in RE! Prescreen in jobstreet, calling, shortlisting, interview and hiring~! I purposely run away from RE so that I can explore more,who know at the end I still fall into the same function... can I learn something new? I don't wanna keep on repeat doing the same thing. I am too tired with the thing!
Exam is so soon already, yet I am still blogging...I need more time study already...
He kept appearing in my mind again and again. The feeling of him was so strong this few days without any reason. Perhaps it is just because I am currently into the field he is in. I hope that's about it. I really wish I can meet up with an major accident and this person can totally and eternally get out from my life (I can forget about him totally), it sounds like self cursing but I really wish this will happen on me and I'll only lost the memories about him and the others will still remained. I need to get start with a new life, a brand new one..IMMEDIATELY!
Zeus keep on asking why I can't really put effort on making us better. I am so sorry, Zeus. I can't help on that. This is not what I can force myself to be, I can't control on that.
When I reach my office, it was 8.45am. I was late on my first day of working. When I step into the office, the office was so messy. One of my colleague stood there with the office phone and keep on crying. At first I don't understand what was happening as well, after that only I know her handbag was snatched. She was so pity, lost her phone, her money and everything. She reminds me about my own experience and it makes me so scare while hear motor engine's voice...so terrify...
Today I only did some failing jobs, havn't really go into my jobs. The HR manager looks like hamsap lou but I believe he is not really hamsap..he just looks like that. He change my job scope after knowing that I have experience as a recruitment consultant before, I was previously incharged in doing administrative jobs like payroll, claims and so on in the HR department but now I am incharge in doing recruitment and hiring. He ask me whether am I familiar with jobstreet...GOSH! That exactly what I did when I was in RE! Prescreen in jobstreet, calling, shortlisting, interview and hiring~! I purposely run away from RE so that I can explore more,who know at the end I still fall into the same function... can I learn something new? I don't wanna keep on repeat doing the same thing. I am too tired with the thing!
Exam is so soon already, yet I am still blogging...I need more time study already...
He kept appearing in my mind again and again. The feeling of him was so strong this few days without any reason. Perhaps it is just because I am currently into the field he is in. I hope that's about it. I really wish I can meet up with an major accident and this person can totally and eternally get out from my life (I can forget about him totally), it sounds like self cursing but I really wish this will happen on me and I'll only lost the memories about him and the others will still remained. I need to get start with a new life, a brand new one..IMMEDIATELY!
Zeus keep on asking why I can't really put effort on making us better. I am so sorry, Zeus. I can't help on that. This is not what I can force myself to be, I can't control on that.
27.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Since yesterday night I was at Aunt Jamie house, she promised to bring me to hunt for luggage and prepare for things that needed when go UK. My family members all were so excited about this travel..this makes me so scare of thr coming exam, 2more papers to go.
Actually this is my first time coming to my aunt's new home after she moved here. I love her love so much, since the first house until now. She and her husband is very good in interior design, both of them have their own renovation business. No matter it's big house or small house, they always make the house very nice, like palace. I wish in the future my house can be as nice as their house also.
My aunt is a very brave woman. She went through alot bad things but yet she is still standing strong and and face her life. When she first married her husband, her husband want to stay with his parents but her mother in law was so bias and treated her very bad, until 1day she even force my aunt to leave the house. That time my aunt just give birth to my cousin Lydia, so her whole family moved to my house. That time my uncle's family was staying at house as well, so all of us squeeze into 1 room... although the life was hard that time, but my aunt and her husband work really hard to give their children a better living.
In order to celebrate my coming explorations, my aunt wanna bring me to eat all the food I love. After all kind of consideration, she decided to bring me for Dim Sum buffet. Early in the morning, she bought us to eat dim sum. My mom was so greedy, keep on taking all the food but she never eat also.. forced me to eat. This is my first time eat so much, full until I can feel my stomach going to explode, so pain...feel like vomiting. Usually I will be full after eat 1 pau and 1 plate of dim sum...but this time i eat almost 10 plate dim sum plus alot of paus~ Until night only those dim sums fully digested. For the whole day I was so scared of food and all the topics related to eating. Really feel like slapping myself and make myself write 1000 times I wont be eating like this anymore..
I bought myself a watch finally! I love this watch so much! At first I saw another Elle's watch, but it is quite expensive and I scare if suddenly I don't like the watch adi I might regret. I bought another Bernetti Polo's watch, decided to give them anothe try because the watch was DAMN PRETTY MAN!!! I can't put my hand down after I wear it, I like to just watch at the watch like that~ but the watch have 1 not good part...it doesn't have night growing function. I love playing with night growing watch..now I cannot play with watches anymore...
Although we planned to go hunt for luggage, but we ended up buying other stuff. My aunt say we should wait for Isetan member sales to get nice nice luggage...wait lo~
Actually this is my first time coming to my aunt's new home after she moved here. I love her love so much, since the first house until now. She and her husband is very good in interior design, both of them have their own renovation business. No matter it's big house or small house, they always make the house very nice, like palace. I wish in the future my house can be as nice as their house also.
My aunt is a very brave woman. She went through alot bad things but yet she is still standing strong and and face her life. When she first married her husband, her husband want to stay with his parents but her mother in law was so bias and treated her very bad, until 1day she even force my aunt to leave the house. That time my aunt just give birth to my cousin Lydia, so her whole family moved to my house. That time my uncle's family was staying at house as well, so all of us squeeze into 1 room... although the life was hard that time, but my aunt and her husband work really hard to give their children a better living.
In order to celebrate my coming explorations, my aunt wanna bring me to eat all the food I love. After all kind of consideration, she decided to bring me for Dim Sum buffet. Early in the morning, she bought us to eat dim sum. My mom was so greedy, keep on taking all the food but she never eat also.. forced me to eat. This is my first time eat so much, full until I can feel my stomach going to explode, so pain...feel like vomiting. Usually I will be full after eat 1 pau and 1 plate of dim sum...but this time i eat almost 10 plate dim sum plus alot of paus~ Until night only those dim sums fully digested. For the whole day I was so scared of food and all the topics related to eating. Really feel like slapping myself and make myself write 1000 times I wont be eating like this anymore..
I bought myself a watch finally! I love this watch so much! At first I saw another Elle's watch, but it is quite expensive and I scare if suddenly I don't like the watch adi I might regret. I bought another Bernetti Polo's watch, decided to give them anothe try because the watch was DAMN PRETTY MAN!!! I can't put my hand down after I wear it, I like to just watch at the watch like that~ but the watch have 1 not good part...it doesn't have night growing function. I love playing with night growing watch..now I cannot play with watches anymore...
Although we planned to go hunt for luggage, but we ended up buying other stuff. My aunt say we should wait for Isetan member sales to get nice nice luggage...wait lo~
Sunday, March 27, 2011
26.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Today is my first day in Reliance, started to miss Sony now..
This morning I went to PWTC for the job fair. I wanted to call my colleague don't come because the organizer is BN.. Don't know why I have a bit prejudist towards this kind of organizer, yet who knows many great company was there involve in this fair (not include those international company). Companies like YTL, Maybank, MAS, Airasia and so on was involved in looking for good talent in this event. There was also many recruitment company trying to look for good candidates and good consultant as well.
The fair was not exactly in PWTC but it is at Dewan Tun Razak. They lead us to walk here and there and make us take so long time to reach that fair. My colleagues were not friendly type of person (perhaps in Sony I was a receptionist that's why many people chat around with me), there was a young guy that I dislike him alot.. He gives mr a kind of aggorant feeling. When I tried to talk, he was like so unfriendly. He said he is doesn't understand mandarin, but his English is not really banana type excellent as well.. What sort of Banana he is if I can speak better English than him? He say me lack of experience for I don't know marketing needs advertisting.. Stupid la u! Don't tell ppl u came out to work for years! These type of jobs usually will bd outsoursed to other company to do de la! If not each and every company also need to have a design team lo! Even big company like Sony also outsource it to other design firm, do u think reliance needs designer leh?! Laugh at me somemore! U r more stupid than me la!
Today my job was just stand there smile and distribute brouchers. The teamleader say they have alot to give out and they want to give out everything. So I simply simply give to people lo! About 3pm, we have distributed almost all of the brouchers, most of the managers already got enough candidate they want. Thus we just sit there and wait for time to go back. The big boss come and ask me to go back earlier. The boss also treated us ice cream for we stand or whole today.
I saw 1 very familiar face, he seems to be appeared in my dream before. The feeling was kinda weird as you don't know the person at all but he came into your dream before. But I believe he is not someone going to affect me as I don't have any bad or good feeling when I look at him and I strongly believe we are not going to meet each other again.
The teamleader give me some money today...I'll prefer to have 1 replacement holiday lo..aiks..
This morning I went to PWTC for the job fair. I wanted to call my colleague don't come because the organizer is BN.. Don't know why I have a bit prejudist towards this kind of organizer, yet who knows many great company was there involve in this fair (not include those international company). Companies like YTL, Maybank, MAS, Airasia and so on was involved in looking for good talent in this event. There was also many recruitment company trying to look for good candidates and good consultant as well.
The fair was not exactly in PWTC but it is at Dewan Tun Razak. They lead us to walk here and there and make us take so long time to reach that fair. My colleagues were not friendly type of person (perhaps in Sony I was a receptionist that's why many people chat around with me), there was a young guy that I dislike him alot.. He gives mr a kind of aggorant feeling. When I tried to talk, he was like so unfriendly. He said he is doesn't understand mandarin, but his English is not really banana type excellent as well.. What sort of Banana he is if I can speak better English than him? He say me lack of experience for I don't know marketing needs advertisting.. Stupid la u! Don't tell ppl u came out to work for years! These type of jobs usually will bd outsoursed to other company to do de la! If not each and every company also need to have a design team lo! Even big company like Sony also outsource it to other design firm, do u think reliance needs designer leh?! Laugh at me somemore! U r more stupid than me la!
Today my job was just stand there smile and distribute brouchers. The teamleader say they have alot to give out and they want to give out everything. So I simply simply give to people lo! About 3pm, we have distributed almost all of the brouchers, most of the managers already got enough candidate they want. Thus we just sit there and wait for time to go back. The big boss come and ask me to go back earlier. The boss also treated us ice cream for we stand or whole today.
I saw 1 very familiar face, he seems to be appeared in my dream before. The feeling was kinda weird as you don't know the person at all but he came into your dream before. But I believe he is not someone going to affect me as I don't have any bad or good feeling when I look at him and I strongly believe we are not going to meet each other again.
The teamleader give me some money today...I'll prefer to have 1 replacement holiday lo..aiks..
Friday, March 25, 2011
25.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Today is my last day in Sony, suddenly don't feel like leaving this company. I wish I am a permanent staff there, then I can buy a nice nice camera with staff purchase. So many people asking me where will I go after this today, ask me whether will I come back to Sony in the future. I don't know how should I answer them, perhaps thers's such chance in the future, who knows? The future is uncertain, we cannot simply claim anything right now.
Due to it's my last day in Sony, I tried to get know with others and try to remember all the names and faces, but I know I failed it, I only remember the two Liz(s) from Corporate Sales because both of them are damn Leng Lui!!!!! Anyway, I do tried to chat around with alot of people today and tried to understand the structure of every departments today...and tried my best to send all the calls to the right departments (Although no one complaint or blamed me about this, I know I failed it as well).
I did some survey on cameras today, today only I realised there are differences between camera here and camera I need to have when I go UK (on the function part). I need something that enables me to capture for long period in the low temperature environment, thus I need something which have temperature proof function..that's the essential one. As a result, I cannot take Canon as they do not have such product. Besides, I wish to have something that have water proof and shock proof function because I love water activities and I am very careless, may drop things easily... So at the end I got four cameras on my list...two from Sony (TX5 and TX10) and two from Olympus Tough (6020 and 3000).
These two brands have things that I like and I dislike...
SONY
+I like it because it looks nice and it's light in weight (easy to carry especially when I need to travel around)
+They have sweep panorama function, I can take picture even if the scene is too big until I cannot capture it at once in 1 picture.
+have dust proof function
+have alot of extra fuction in the camera...such as background blur and so on.
+Sony have engraving service in their Sony style store...(at klcc, times square n the curve) I can engrave my name on the camera. It's looks so cool when your camera have your own name...
-I don't like Sony because it's all in touch screen, I don't feel secure with touch screen eventhough everyone says touch screen is ok and my phone is in touch screen as well. I feel more secure when I have something to click with when the thing hanged or lagging.
(TX5 only has 10MP, 1.5m shockproof, 3m waterproof ; TX10 has 16MP, 3m shockproof, 5m waterproof)
OLYMPUS (6020)
+they have good reputation in cameras, everyone praise on their cameras
+the one I like can support 100kg weight on step. It has every hard metal cover. It won't break even if I accidently step on it...I am the Big Head Prawn one...this is good for me...
+it's MP is higher thanTX5 but price the price is same with TX5 (14MP), it has 3m shockproof, 10m waterproof...means I can capture even in deep sea also.
-I don't like Olympus because it is so heavy and it looks so ugly...perhaps I'll used to it in the future but now since I still can compare I'll prefer the lighter one..
-no engraving service... I cannot engrave my own name on the camera
Today Farenheit come to Midvalley for promote Canon's camera. It cause so many leng mui zai came and surrounding at the camera booths at the centre court..so crowded and they blocked all the people who really want to see and buy camera...Aiks!! Shoo Shoo Shoo!!! I'll rather Farenheit never come to midvalley. Yet, at the end I never saw them also cause I am not planning and don't feel like stay there to see them also.
Due to it's my last day in Sony, I tried to get know with others and try to remember all the names and faces, but I know I failed it, I only remember the two Liz(s) from Corporate Sales because both of them are damn Leng Lui!!!!! Anyway, I do tried to chat around with alot of people today and tried to understand the structure of every departments today...and tried my best to send all the calls to the right departments (Although no one complaint or blamed me about this, I know I failed it as well).
I did some survey on cameras today, today only I realised there are differences between camera here and camera I need to have when I go UK (on the function part). I need something that enables me to capture for long period in the low temperature environment, thus I need something which have temperature proof function..that's the essential one. As a result, I cannot take Canon as they do not have such product. Besides, I wish to have something that have water proof and shock proof function because I love water activities and I am very careless, may drop things easily... So at the end I got four cameras on my list...two from Sony (TX5 and TX10) and two from Olympus Tough (6020 and 3000).
These two brands have things that I like and I dislike...
SONY
+I like it because it looks nice and it's light in weight (easy to carry especially when I need to travel around)
+They have sweep panorama function, I can take picture even if the scene is too big until I cannot capture it at once in 1 picture.
+have dust proof function
+have alot of extra fuction in the camera...such as background blur and so on.
+Sony have engraving service in their Sony style store...(at klcc, times square n the curve) I can engrave my name on the camera. It's looks so cool when your camera have your own name...
-I don't like Sony because it's all in touch screen, I don't feel secure with touch screen eventhough everyone says touch screen is ok and my phone is in touch screen as well. I feel more secure when I have something to click with when the thing hanged or lagging.
(TX5 only has 10MP, 1.5m shockproof, 3m waterproof ; TX10 has 16MP, 3m shockproof, 5m waterproof)
OLYMPUS (6020)
+they have good reputation in cameras, everyone praise on their cameras
+the one I like can support 100kg weight on step. It has every hard metal cover. It won't break even if I accidently step on it...I am the Big Head Prawn one...this is good for me...
+it's MP is higher thanTX5 but price the price is same with TX5 (14MP), it has 3m shockproof, 10m waterproof...means I can capture even in deep sea also.
-I don't like Olympus because it is so heavy and it looks so ugly...perhaps I'll used to it in the future but now since I still can compare I'll prefer the lighter one..
-no engraving service... I cannot engrave my own name on the camera
Today Farenheit come to Midvalley for promote Canon's camera. It cause so many leng mui zai came and surrounding at the camera booths at the centre court..so crowded and they blocked all the people who really want to see and buy camera...Aiks!! Shoo Shoo Shoo!!! I'll rather Farenheit never come to midvalley. Yet, at the end I never saw them also cause I am not planning and don't feel like stay there to see them also.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
24.03 dapPrawn's Cottage
Yesterday heard alot of gosip about my ex colleague. Perhaps I was really too kiddy or too careless, I had never tot of that before. My mom was right, I am not good on politics, I don't know how to avoid people from attacking me, I don't know how to keep myself safe from those rumours and politics. Someone I tot she is a good person all these while tell the whole world I leave RE because got better offer, previously I told all the bosses there I leave because I want to focus on my exam.. she shout in the office and tell my candidates I leave because of got better offer, whole office looking at her.. I was so shocked when I heard about this, I trusted her so much all these while, who knows after I left she did such things on me... Who is the trustable person an who isn't? I am confused.
Today I reach Sony about 7 something, the door was locked. So I keep walking here and there while waiting for the person in charged to come, when hungry I don't know where should I eat, so go toilet hide myself and eat~
Second day in Sony, made some mistakes today..actually no big deal, but it seems really big ones.. Today the person I can refer to went out after lunch. So i signed something I shouldn't sign, it's incharged by somebody else...I wasn't told about that, the sender ask me to sign then I just sign. Next time I must be more alert when I sign anything...
Today started to have some colleague come and chit chat with me, started to get know to people around me and started to recognise some faces. Many of them ask me why I only work with them for 3 days, why not I continue with them after this? I told them that company I am going to after this is nearer to my house. Ya, it's so far away to travel from my house to midvalley everyday. But I believe it also shows that they quite like me, at least they will try to make me stay on after this. Even the HR manager also ask me whether want to come back to Sony after I graduated from degree, I wish I can but I don't know which position shall I go to after that, I can't go for finance division, I am not from accounting.
Today mommy is so CUTE! She cook all the dishes I hate sooo MUCH all at the same time... I feel like vomiting when I look at the dishes yet no choice, I have to finish it up. T.T~~~ so pity....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffS40XbwUZI
Today I reach Sony about 7 something, the door was locked. So I keep walking here and there while waiting for the person in charged to come, when hungry I don't know where should I eat, so go toilet hide myself and eat~
Second day in Sony, made some mistakes today..actually no big deal, but it seems really big ones.. Today the person I can refer to went out after lunch. So i signed something I shouldn't sign, it's incharged by somebody else...I wasn't told about that, the sender ask me to sign then I just sign. Next time I must be more alert when I sign anything...
Today started to have some colleague come and chit chat with me, started to get know to people around me and started to recognise some faces. Many of them ask me why I only work with them for 3 days, why not I continue with them after this? I told them that company I am going to after this is nearer to my house. Ya, it's so far away to travel from my house to midvalley everyday. But I believe it also shows that they quite like me, at least they will try to make me stay on after this. Even the HR manager also ask me whether want to come back to Sony after I graduated from degree, I wish I can but I don't know which position shall I go to after that, I can't go for finance division, I am not from accounting.
Today mommy is so CUTE! She cook all the dishes I hate sooo MUCH all at the same time... I feel like vomiting when I look at the dishes yet no choice, I have to finish it up. T.T~~~ so pity....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffS40XbwUZI
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
23.03 daPrawn's Cottage
What a easy day~! Early in the morning went to work today, this time is as a replacement receptionist for 3 days at Sony M'sia, Midvalley. This is my first so called freelance job, I had never tried so short jobs before this.
Their HR staff want me to stay and work for them as a data entry clerk after this replacement job, but i rejected as I prefer something which salary counted in months yet their policy is in days. Besides, I don't think the designation as a data entry clerk will help on building up my resume in the future, so I choosed to become a HR assistant although the salary is a bit lower and the working hour is much longer. Anyway, I still feel proud to work for the best IT brand in Malaysia throughout the year even it's just for 3 days.
I was so amazed with Midvalley City's structure when I reach there this morning. I had never realise that there are actually 3 to 4 big buildings between The Gardens and Midvalley Megamall, and they are developing new buildings there somemore. I am feel ashame to tell others that I had been 'wet-ing' in Midvalley since form 3, I don't know about Midvalley at all! What makes this city so different was every of these buildings are linked to Midvalley Megamall, and between these buildings there's many restaurants and this is so convinient for those OL and OM there. We won't found the restaurant so crouded even at lunch time (at least during 12pm McD not crouded).. wakakaka~
Sony- the forth Malaysian Superbrand throughout the year, the best IT brand throughout the country. Today is my first day in this company... I don't know what to do when I was in there because they do not have receptionist, I am the receptionist, I can only refer to myself...wakakaka..this feeling was so weird! I am earning RM72 today by doing nothing beside kacau-ing people and SMS, and simply link people to the 'picked' extention number (I simply pick and point when transfering calls, see who so bad luck la~)
12pm, ppl chase me to go out for lunch; 5.30pm, ppl chase me go back faster...that's my life in sony. It's so much different than Recruit Express! My first day in Recruit Express I stay until 7.30pm.. no no OT counted also.. Here everyone was so scare if I forgot to go for lunch or go back home...lolz... My 'kak' even scare my lunch is not healthy and so on...(coz i took mcd ma!)
After work here, I suddenly have idea what kind of hair style I want to cut... I want something Egypt-nese, I want take away the Japanese look, but I am quite worry if this hair style will makes me looks old or looks Koreanese, I don't think I can bring out the secretive and wild and royal feeling like Egypt Queen did. Anyway, that's the only hair style I had never tried so far and it is as short as what my mom what and it is CLASSIC!! 20s...Smart + Neat + Pro= Presentable...I cannot go for those cute cute or dolly cut anymore...that's what I learned from Sony's OL today.
p.s. anyone have any special idea to heal my hand? I was swollent and I hurt it again while taking bus today... I need this hand...
Their HR staff want me to stay and work for them as a data entry clerk after this replacement job, but i rejected as I prefer something which salary counted in months yet their policy is in days. Besides, I don't think the designation as a data entry clerk will help on building up my resume in the future, so I choosed to become a HR assistant although the salary is a bit lower and the working hour is much longer. Anyway, I still feel proud to work for the best IT brand in Malaysia throughout the year even it's just for 3 days.
I was so amazed with Midvalley City's structure when I reach there this morning. I had never realise that there are actually 3 to 4 big buildings between The Gardens and Midvalley Megamall, and they are developing new buildings there somemore. I am feel ashame to tell others that I had been 'wet-ing' in Midvalley since form 3, I don't know about Midvalley at all! What makes this city so different was every of these buildings are linked to Midvalley Megamall, and between these buildings there's many restaurants and this is so convinient for those OL and OM there. We won't found the restaurant so crouded even at lunch time (at least during 12pm McD not crouded).. wakakaka~
Sony- the forth Malaysian Superbrand throughout the year, the best IT brand throughout the country. Today is my first day in this company... I don't know what to do when I was in there because they do not have receptionist, I am the receptionist, I can only refer to myself...wakakaka..this feeling was so weird! I am earning RM72 today by doing nothing beside kacau-ing people and SMS, and simply link people to the 'picked' extention number (I simply pick and point when transfering calls, see who so bad luck la~)
12pm, ppl chase me to go out for lunch; 5.30pm, ppl chase me go back faster...that's my life in sony. It's so much different than Recruit Express! My first day in Recruit Express I stay until 7.30pm.. no no OT counted also.. Here everyone was so scare if I forgot to go for lunch or go back home...lolz... My 'kak' even scare my lunch is not healthy and so on...(coz i took mcd ma!)
After work here, I suddenly have idea what kind of hair style I want to cut... I want something Egypt-nese, I want take away the Japanese look, but I am quite worry if this hair style will makes me looks old or looks Koreanese, I don't think I can bring out the secretive and wild and royal feeling like Egypt Queen did. Anyway, that's the only hair style I had never tried so far and it is as short as what my mom what and it is CLASSIC!! 20s...Smart + Neat + Pro= Presentable...I cannot go for those cute cute or dolly cut anymore...that's what I learned from Sony's OL today.
p.s. anyone have any special idea to heal my hand? I was swollent and I hurt it again while taking bus today... I need this hand...
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
22.03 daPrawn's Another starting, another revolution
So lazy, gonna start working tmr...Don't feel like going for work... My first freelance job, can I consider it as freelance job? Tmr need to make up..wake up early to make up...
Today I was abit moody, perhaps due to the rainny days. Prince keeps appearing in my mind... the betraying..everything... This kind of weather is not suitable for him, he might be colded. Haiz... Ignore him!!! He shouldn't appear in my mind again... Please! Stop appearing! Stop affecting my life!
I bought a new watch for Kelvin, actually it looks exactly the same with his former watch. He lost his watch in school couple weeks agao, he was quite upset after tat incident, keep talking about the watch until I really cannot stand with him and agree to buy him a better watch in the futre.. So, since I bought him back this watch today, he cannot ask me to buy him watches in the future~ wakakaka~ I saw another nice watch for myself also, but I have to wait until end of the month to buy the watch...what to do..over budget this month~
While walking alone in the shopping mall, I heard one very nice mandarin song- 我是一只小小鸟by丁当 (refer to the link below). So touch when heard the song, sound exactly like what I am having now- the future is uncertain, I am going to conquer everything, I am going to achieve what I haven't been and haven't dreamed before. Sometimes might feel exhausted, but what to do? C'est La Vie...
Tmr have to wake up early and make up... I don't have any experience as Receptionist before...anyone can help me??? Any idea how should I dress and make up? What should I prepare? Gosh...HELP!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4RqAbOWXY8
Today I was abit moody, perhaps due to the rainny days. Prince keeps appearing in my mind... the betraying..everything... This kind of weather is not suitable for him, he might be colded. Haiz... Ignore him!!! He shouldn't appear in my mind again... Please! Stop appearing! Stop affecting my life!
I bought a new watch for Kelvin, actually it looks exactly the same with his former watch. He lost his watch in school couple weeks agao, he was quite upset after tat incident, keep talking about the watch until I really cannot stand with him and agree to buy him a better watch in the futre.. So, since I bought him back this watch today, he cannot ask me to buy him watches in the future~ wakakaka~ I saw another nice watch for myself also, but I have to wait until end of the month to buy the watch...what to do..over budget this month~
While walking alone in the shopping mall, I heard one very nice mandarin song- 我是一只小小鸟by丁当 (refer to the link below). So touch when heard the song, sound exactly like what I am having now- the future is uncertain, I am going to conquer everything, I am going to achieve what I haven't been and haven't dreamed before. Sometimes might feel exhausted, but what to do? C'est La Vie...
Tmr have to wake up early and make up... I don't have any experience as Receptionist before...anyone can help me??? Any idea how should I dress and make up? What should I prepare? Gosh...HELP!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4RqAbOWXY8
Monday, March 21, 2011
20.03 daPrawn's Cottage
今天照常一早就起身去教会。早上也如常的去那个巴刹吃早餐，特别的是平时很早卖完的炒米粉还有好多，椰浆饭却七早八早卖完了。妈妈就叫我去隔壁的当口买替她买椰浆饭。那档的椰浆饭不好吃，而且老板很吝啬，都给得很少，而且价钱很贵。
今天教会来了一个外来讲员，他的分享很不错，只不过我知道是不是我太累了，一直在打瞌睡。他提到要如何教导孩子等的，要交到孩子成为一个爱主的人，不要让孩子看重世界胜过看重主基督。跟我妈妈对望了一下，笑笑不语，我想她明白我的意思的。希望以后弟弟不会有跟我一样的遭遇，可以选择自己要走的路。
散会后我们照常来到当初我去找王子的时候王子带我去那间餐馆吃午餐。我渐渐发现当初那种痛楚渐渐没有了，那种期待重逢的感觉也没有了，我想我已经习惯了这个地点，已经适应了这间餐馆。想起昨天章鱼跟我提起王子跟那姐妹的东西，她说他们在面子书上的互动并没有我们以前来的多。我觉得他们应该是平时见面的时间已经很多了，不需要面子书，毕竟他们是同班同学。我跟章鱼说其实我跟他分手是件好事，虽然让人很心痛，可是我后来得到的更多了。感谢上帝我跟他分手了，要不然现在的我做每一件事都会有很多顾虑，我不可能有今天的这一步。跟那姐妹一起了对他来说也是好的，他也不用特地分两边时间来陪两边的人，他可以天天都见到她。
章鱼有问过我有什么打算（对于感情），我会问她我还有资格谈感情吗？不要害人害己啦！自己知道自己是什么时候了，不要让人家等你那么久。
今天阿姨原本说五点带我们去吃晚饭的，结果一拖就拖到八点，变成吃宵夜了。看着妈妈卖给他们吃的蛋塔，我真的很想把它吃完当我的晚餐！阿姨还要我下个星期到她家住，我真的不太想去，不过妈妈说要买行李箱等东西需要有车载，所以我分得去不可咯！阿姨还说要带我去吃自助点心。虽然我是很爱吃点心，不过她这样子会搞到我很不好意思。好像那么大个人还不会自己挣钱养家，还要家里人负担我的费用，还要那么奢侈。
今天教会来了一个外来讲员，他的分享很不错，只不过我知道是不是我太累了，一直在打瞌睡。他提到要如何教导孩子等的，要交到孩子成为一个爱主的人，不要让孩子看重世界胜过看重主基督。跟我妈妈对望了一下，笑笑不语，我想她明白我的意思的。希望以后弟弟不会有跟我一样的遭遇，可以选择自己要走的路。
散会后我们照常来到当初我去找王子的时候王子带我去那间餐馆吃午餐。我渐渐发现当初那种痛楚渐渐没有了，那种期待重逢的感觉也没有了，我想我已经习惯了这个地点，已经适应了这间餐馆。想起昨天章鱼跟我提起王子跟那姐妹的东西，她说他们在面子书上的互动并没有我们以前来的多。我觉得他们应该是平时见面的时间已经很多了，不需要面子书，毕竟他们是同班同学。我跟章鱼说其实我跟他分手是件好事，虽然让人很心痛，可是我后来得到的更多了。感谢上帝我跟他分手了，要不然现在的我做每一件事都会有很多顾虑，我不可能有今天的这一步。跟那姐妹一起了对他来说也是好的，他也不用特地分两边时间来陪两边的人，他可以天天都见到她。
章鱼有问过我有什么打算（对于感情），我会问她我还有资格谈感情吗？不要害人害己啦！自己知道自己是什么时候了，不要让人家等你那么久。
今天阿姨原本说五点带我们去吃晚饭的，结果一拖就拖到八点，变成吃宵夜了。看着妈妈卖给他们吃的蛋塔，我真的很想把它吃完当我的晚餐！阿姨还要我下个星期到她家住，我真的不太想去，不过妈妈说要买行李箱等东西需要有车载，所以我分得去不可咯！阿姨还说要带我去吃自助点心。虽然我是很爱吃点心，不过她这样子会搞到我很不好意思。好像那么大个人还不会自己挣钱养家，还要家里人负担我的费用，还要那么奢侈。
Sunday, March 20, 2011
19.03 daPrawn's Cottage
今天一早就回去学校上课，超久没有这种经验了，挺怀念上课的感觉的。今天好懒惰起床，一直给自己借口睡迟些，告诉自己以前好象没那么早起床的，不过到最后还是起床了。
好久没跟章鱼聚在一起了，这种感觉就好像我们终于有机会回到大海去一样，好有归属感。她常常怨我老是没有留时间给她，老是把她推掉。对不起嘛！我真的太忙了！我会留多一些时间给朋友的。我真的不是不想跟你们出门。
今天很开心，好久没有从times square走去klcc了！好久没有走那么多路了。今天原本还打算去找cafeinees的，不过走了好久都找不到的！不过呢我们总算找到了去caffeinees的路，这次准没错的啦！我去google过了！我好喜欢走路，我可以学会很多东西，可以放慢来看很多东西，也可以学会怎样去很多地方，又可以运动。今天我又学会从times square走去pudu了！够力！以后我可以从klcc直接走去pasar seni了！这次走路的感觉有点不同，可能是因为我还没吃早餐跟午餐的关系，也可能是我们两个这次怕晒怕的要命的关系，两个人都很没有耐性走路了。
由于找不到caffeinees，我们最后决定在times square搞定所有东西（包括看戏，逛街，吃饭等全部在那里包办）。我们吃了很丰富的午餐，两个人吃四个人的分量。这种暴饮暴食的感觉好过瘾！我们吃了一个套餐后再另加一个法式土司，超饱的！这种吃法把我早餐所减掉的都加倍补回来了，结果减了等于没减，白饿了整个早上。不过随便啦，一餐伴餐由他吧，反正那个法式土司免费的，用戏票换回来的，胖一点也值得啦！章鱼一直引诱我买东西，不过还好我的定力够强，我最近真的太贫了，用了好多钱！
可能今天走太多路了，右脚的旧患又隐隐作痛了！痛！不过这次不太敢告诉别人了，告诉别人会给人骂的。其实也没有人肯给我嗲了啦...只好自己躲起来痛咯！再加上昨天左手扭伤了~ 我好像满身都是伤处，几可怜一下，不同的是这次只能自己躲起来可怜了。人家说的，过了二十岁的女生要自己学会承担痛苦。其实说起来我最痛的还是左手的伤，毕竟左手是我最重要的肢体。写字、打字、缝纫、烹饪等都是靠左手的，万一它有什么闪失我真的不敢想象我的世界会变成怎样。
今天回到家后的晚餐才是要我的命的，够力辣！明明是苦瓜炒饭，炒出来却变了辣瓜炒饭。妈妈剁了一些小辣椒下去炒那个炒饭，由于是用来剁的，小辣椒的味道完全出来了，再加上妈妈真的巴它剁得很细，辣椒粘着每一颗饭粒，每一口都是超级辣的！我吃了几口就不吃了，妈妈跟他的朋友带我到山底的麦当劳去吃东西，不过我最后还是去了对面妈妈档买那个很出名的ayam special tambah mayonese。妈妈跟他的朋友就在麦当劳一直聊天聊到差不多十二点。可能最近习惯早睡，我一个人坐在旁边睡着了。
好久没跟章鱼聚在一起了，这种感觉就好像我们终于有机会回到大海去一样，好有归属感。她常常怨我老是没有留时间给她，老是把她推掉。对不起嘛！我真的太忙了！我会留多一些时间给朋友的。我真的不是不想跟你们出门。
今天很开心，好久没有从times square走去klcc了！好久没有走那么多路了。今天原本还打算去找cafeinees的，不过走了好久都找不到的！不过呢我们总算找到了去caffeinees的路，这次准没错的啦！我去google过了！我好喜欢走路，我可以学会很多东西，可以放慢来看很多东西，也可以学会怎样去很多地方，又可以运动。今天我又学会从times square走去pudu了！够力！以后我可以从klcc直接走去pasar seni了！这次走路的感觉有点不同，可能是因为我还没吃早餐跟午餐的关系，也可能是我们两个这次怕晒怕的要命的关系，两个人都很没有耐性走路了。
由于找不到caffeinees，我们最后决定在times square搞定所有东西（包括看戏，逛街，吃饭等全部在那里包办）。我们吃了很丰富的午餐，两个人吃四个人的分量。这种暴饮暴食的感觉好过瘾！我们吃了一个套餐后再另加一个法式土司，超饱的！这种吃法把我早餐所减掉的都加倍补回来了，结果减了等于没减，白饿了整个早上。不过随便啦，一餐伴餐由他吧，反正那个法式土司免费的，用戏票换回来的，胖一点也值得啦！章鱼一直引诱我买东西，不过还好我的定力够强，我最近真的太贫了，用了好多钱！
可能今天走太多路了，右脚的旧患又隐隐作痛了！痛！不过这次不太敢告诉别人了，告诉别人会给人骂的。其实也没有人肯给我嗲了啦...只好自己躲起来痛咯！再加上昨天左手扭伤了~ 我好像满身都是伤处，几可怜一下，不同的是这次只能自己躲起来可怜了。人家说的，过了二十岁的女生要自己学会承担痛苦。其实说起来我最痛的还是左手的伤，毕竟左手是我最重要的肢体。写字、打字、缝纫、烹饪等都是靠左手的，万一它有什么闪失我真的不敢想象我的世界会变成怎样。
今天回到家后的晚餐才是要我的命的，够力辣！明明是苦瓜炒饭，炒出来却变了辣瓜炒饭。妈妈剁了一些小辣椒下去炒那个炒饭，由于是用来剁的，小辣椒的味道完全出来了，再加上妈妈真的巴它剁得很细，辣椒粘着每一颗饭粒，每一口都是超级辣的！我吃了几口就不吃了，妈妈跟他的朋友带我到山底的麦当劳去吃东西，不过我最后还是去了对面妈妈档买那个很出名的ayam special tambah mayonese。妈妈跟他的朋友就在麦当劳一直聊天聊到差不多十二点。可能最近习惯早睡，我一个人坐在旁边睡着了。
Thursday, March 17, 2011
17.03 daPrawn's Cottage
终于今天临到了，喜乐与不舍交集的一天。喜乐的是因为终于脱离苦海了，不舍是因为的跟一班一起受苦一起笑了一个月多的好朋友分开了。
今天大家都对我超级好。由于我今天的午餐时间是十二点，七早八早就吵Nigel跟我换时间。Nigel今天也特别好，二话不说就答应了我的要求，还要是在他的好朋友们都 lunch一点的时候哦！真高兴，原来他很gentleman的咧！今天他最帅了！不过他也很搞笑咯！他还问我：‘那我不是不能跟你一起吃饭了咯？！’我心想：你有很想跟我吃饭么？？你平时都不是跟我吃饭的啦！不过他一直都有在说要在我出国前大家出来聚一聚，毕竟大家都相处了那么久，难免会有不舍得的。不知道我不在之后他会不会轻松一些呢？从今以后就没有人天天呱呱吵他偷candidate了。
今天lunch剩下我们四个人，大家一起去cosway吃最后午餐~希望我们还有机会一起吃东西啦！希望以后我还可以有机会跟大家一起吃东西。
其实我最不舍得的是Little Tiny, 她教会我好多东西，在这一路上一直帮我，一直提醒我。很可惜今天不能跟她一起拍照吃饭的。她其实最可怜，总是看着自己的好朋友离开公司，cammy是这样，我也是这样，clara又是这样。
今天最开心的是不用做RO!我今天完全没有做RO哦！今天就忙着帮jess排interview,忙着打电话，忙着收拾。
今天大家都对我超级好。由于我今天的午餐时间是十二点，七早八早就吵Nigel跟我换时间。Nigel今天也特别好，二话不说就答应了我的要求，还要是在他的好朋友们都 lunch一点的时候哦！真高兴，原来他很gentleman的咧！今天他最帅了！不过他也很搞笑咯！他还问我：‘那我不是不能跟你一起吃饭了咯？！’我心想：你有很想跟我吃饭么？？你平时都不是跟我吃饭的啦！不过他一直都有在说要在我出国前大家出来聚一聚，毕竟大家都相处了那么久，难免会有不舍得的。不知道我不在之后他会不会轻松一些呢？从今以后就没有人天天呱呱吵他偷candidate了。
今天lunch剩下我们四个人，大家一起去cosway吃最后午餐~希望我们还有机会一起吃东西啦！希望以后我还可以有机会跟大家一起吃东西。
其实我最不舍得的是Little Tiny, 她教会我好多东西，在这一路上一直帮我，一直提醒我。很可惜今天不能跟她一起拍照吃饭的。她其实最可怜，总是看着自己的好朋友离开公司，cammy是这样，我也是这样，clara又是这样。
今天最开心的是不用做RO!我今天完全没有做RO哦！今天就忙着帮jess排interview,忙着打电话，忙着收拾。
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
16.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Tommorrow gonna be my last day in Recruit Express, suddenly feel so hard to leave, I am gonna to miss all my colleagues alot.. especially Little tiny and Jess.
Suddenly have such thought to thank Prince for breaking up with me, but I believe he won't accept my thank and won't appreciate it.. I'll rather to keep it back for myself if that's the case, in cantonese we called it as 'better keep the breath back for myself to warm my stomach'. Should I give him a message to thank him? Should I just pretend nothing happened? I am blur... Anyone have any idea?
Today I cannot concentrate on my work at all. Jess was keep looking at those branded bags websites, we were keep talking branded bags and wallets.. nothing on work..wakakaka... after talk to Jess, I went to find Cla to continue chatting, then we keep talking about diet and keep fit... At the end, I didn't manage to get much RO...so less RO today..
Today sales meeting Ms Big Boss was not in, she was out for Career Fair. Her assistant conducted the sales meeting. She shared about responsible at the end of the sales meeting. She asked us what cartoon character we love. This reminded me about Barney...I miss Barney soooo muchie!!!! So long time never watch Barney...
Suddenly have such thought to thank Prince for breaking up with me, but I believe he won't accept my thank and won't appreciate it.. I'll rather to keep it back for myself if that's the case, in cantonese we called it as 'better keep the breath back for myself to warm my stomach'. Should I give him a message to thank him? Should I just pretend nothing happened? I am blur... Anyone have any idea?
Today I cannot concentrate on my work at all. Jess was keep looking at those branded bags websites, we were keep talking branded bags and wallets.. nothing on work..wakakaka... after talk to Jess, I went to find Cla to continue chatting, then we keep talking about diet and keep fit... At the end, I didn't manage to get much RO...so less RO today..
Today sales meeting Ms Big Boss was not in, she was out for Career Fair. Her assistant conducted the sales meeting. She shared about responsible at the end of the sales meeting. She asked us what cartoon character we love. This reminded me about Barney...I miss Barney soooo muchie!!!! So long time never watch Barney...
Monday, March 14, 2011
14.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Just came back from Ipoh yesterday night. Nowadays something seems wrong with my phone, I keep lossing credit without reason, 1 week reload for RM100 also not enough.. I wonder why also.. perhaps it's because of the auto connection or line's problem.
Went back to ipoh and visit my grandpa on Saturaday. My family members all discussing about my coming explorations, they are planning to send me to airport together on 9th June. My aunt wanna bring me for dimsum buffet before I go UK, my uncle wanna bring me to Cameron Highland on May, they wanna bring me to buy ludgage and jackets... They plan like I am not going to come back to Msia again~ hahahaha~
Yesterday I saw news about Japan's Tsunami, I was shocked when I look at it.. The colour of the waives looks exactly like my dream...black seas dream...exactly the same... Sounds so weird and so...ridiculous... but it happens on me always.. although no one believe in me, it sounds so ridiculous for a normal human being... now waiting for the next dream to come true... although I don't put much hope on that.
Today I got 10 RO without the help of AEON and ICIMB~ I love this feeling! Ms Big Boss praised me today because finally I achieve target! She give me pass to do calling only for next two days for I really have to finish up all the piles back there and call up all those ppl back there~ good luck for me in the next two days~
Went back to ipoh and visit my grandpa on Saturaday. My family members all discussing about my coming explorations, they are planning to send me to airport together on 9th June. My aunt wanna bring me for dimsum buffet before I go UK, my uncle wanna bring me to Cameron Highland on May, they wanna bring me to buy ludgage and jackets... They plan like I am not going to come back to Msia again~ hahahaha~
Yesterday I saw news about Japan's Tsunami, I was shocked when I look at it.. The colour of the waives looks exactly like my dream...black seas dream...exactly the same... Sounds so weird and so...ridiculous... but it happens on me always.. although no one believe in me, it sounds so ridiculous for a normal human being... now waiting for the next dream to come true... although I don't put much hope on that.
Today I got 10 RO without the help of AEON and ICIMB~ I love this feeling! Ms Big Boss praised me today because finally I achieve target! She give me pass to do calling only for next two days for I really have to finish up all the piles back there and call up all those ppl back there~ good luck for me in the next two days~
Friday, March 11, 2011
11.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Due to the bad traffic and lack of buses in the morning, I was a bit late to work compared to usual. Jess was so happy whe nwas me step into the office, she was so scare if I really run away like that. Hahahaha~ I won't, I'll do what I promised...somemore I still have some good candidates who needs jobs, I have to do my best to help them.
After yesterday incident, my supervisor was so disappointed with me. This morning I had a conversation with her and tried to make her feel better. I told her I have to leave the company because I need to put more time for my studies as I still have two outstanding papers to take in this April and I also want to put more time for my family before I leave Msia. My supervisor treat me good again after I said so.
Miss Big Boss was keep watching over me today. At first I thought I was thinking too much, but who knows actually everyone have the same feeling as well. I really feel like want to go and ask her is there anything she wanna tell me or what but I really scared this might affects her mood again, so just pretend I don't know or never realised that. Before leaving the company, I ask my supervisor to sign the time sheet for me. She ask me to go see Miss Big Boss. Miss Big Boss asked some very weird questions like how am I feeling today and so on.. She doesn't seems normal. She asked me why I didn't achieve 10 today, I told her because currently all the candidates I have is not good ones, I will only send out the good one and with good English.
*多的是 你不知道的事
After yesterday incident, my supervisor was so disappointed with me. This morning I had a conversation with her and tried to make her feel better. I told her I have to leave the company because I need to put more time for my studies as I still have two outstanding papers to take in this April and I also want to put more time for my family before I leave Msia. My supervisor treat me good again after I said so.
Miss Big Boss was keep watching over me today. At first I thought I was thinking too much, but who knows actually everyone have the same feeling as well. I really feel like want to go and ask her is there anything she wanna tell me or what but I really scared this might affects her mood again, so just pretend I don't know or never realised that. Before leaving the company, I ask my supervisor to sign the time sheet for me. She ask me to go see Miss Big Boss. Miss Big Boss asked some very weird questions like how am I feeling today and so on.. She doesn't seems normal. She asked me why I didn't achieve 10 today, I told her because currently all the candidates I have is not good ones, I will only send out the good one and with good English.
*多的是 你不知道的事
Thursday, March 10, 2011
10.03 daPrawn's Cottage
This few days was so dramatic, suddenly I am released!
Tuesday I go back quite late due to wait my candidate to come and sign contract. After signing contract, one of my colleague came and told me that day was her last day. I was shocked, I never expect that she is going faster than me! GOSH~~~!!! I wait her settle down all her things with my supervisor then we leave together.
Wednesday morning the colleague came in with casual wear and hand in her resignation letter. The boss was so angry and she brought it up during the sales meeting after working hour and ask us to discuss about that. She was keep talking bad about the colleague like auntie gosip in the market. The colleague actually had settled her things with her supervisor before she leave, this is not considered as irresponsible and unprofessional behaviour! The boss asked me for my opinion, I scold her back and say she shouldn't do so and talk bad things about her. Perhaps I was too emotional and react in a bad way, the boss was so angry with me and the whole office (expecially upstairs) start gossiping about me. I told my friend:" I've prepared for it, I am preapred to leave after I said so." But now I am quite regret, I should make it in a proper way, shouldn't scold the boss back.
The colleague was so upset after she knows the boss said her like that. She feels like all the hardwork and good things she did all this while when she is with Recruit Express has been ignored. People only remember she left in a improper way. They start to say bad of her just to makes the boss happy. This is not the right way, this is unethical! Human shouldn't behave like this!
Today me and another colleague hand in the resignation letter. The HR manager said she already expected I'll do so. My supervisor is very disappointed with me, I can see it...she was so angry... I should talk to her in advance...aiks..I've did a wrong step... Anyway, I'll do my best to correct back my mistake in the left week I have. The HR manager said if I dont feel staying or not happy with the job, I can leave earlier, but I really wish to complete up my task before I left, so I rejected the offer. Some colleague asked me is it because I got better offer, I told them I have to concentrate in my study as I need to go for exam for my remaining 2 subjects in April.
I guess I am really addicted to my phone. Today I forgot to bring my phone when work, so I cannot refer to the phone for time and so on. So not used to it...keep on thinking about my phone and cannot concentrate in my job.
Tuesday I go back quite late due to wait my candidate to come and sign contract. After signing contract, one of my colleague came and told me that day was her last day. I was shocked, I never expect that she is going faster than me! GOSH~~~!!! I wait her settle down all her things with my supervisor then we leave together.
Wednesday morning the colleague came in with casual wear and hand in her resignation letter. The boss was so angry and she brought it up during the sales meeting after working hour and ask us to discuss about that. She was keep talking bad about the colleague like auntie gosip in the market. The colleague actually had settled her things with her supervisor before she leave, this is not considered as irresponsible and unprofessional behaviour! The boss asked me for my opinion, I scold her back and say she shouldn't do so and talk bad things about her. Perhaps I was too emotional and react in a bad way, the boss was so angry with me and the whole office (expecially upstairs) start gossiping about me. I told my friend:" I've prepared for it, I am preapred to leave after I said so." But now I am quite regret, I should make it in a proper way, shouldn't scold the boss back.
The colleague was so upset after she knows the boss said her like that. She feels like all the hardwork and good things she did all this while when she is with Recruit Express has been ignored. People only remember she left in a improper way. They start to say bad of her just to makes the boss happy. This is not the right way, this is unethical! Human shouldn't behave like this!
Today me and another colleague hand in the resignation letter. The HR manager said she already expected I'll do so. My supervisor is very disappointed with me, I can see it...she was so angry... I should talk to her in advance...aiks..I've did a wrong step... Anyway, I'll do my best to correct back my mistake in the left week I have. The HR manager said if I dont feel staying or not happy with the job, I can leave earlier, but I really wish to complete up my task before I left, so I rejected the offer. Some colleague asked me is it because I got better offer, I told them I have to concentrate in my study as I need to go for exam for my remaining 2 subjects in April.
I guess I am really addicted to my phone. Today I forgot to bring my phone when work, so I cannot refer to the phone for time and so on. So not used to it...keep on thinking about my phone and cannot concentrate in my job.
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
08.03 daPrawn's Cottage
I got one sales, one out of 5 of my candidates got job. He is a good one, he really want to work and really want to learn, I can see how much he want to work. He is a OKU, thats why he is much hardworking and strong and will do more to compete with the world. He makes me understand that God will not makes everyone perfect, the only one perfect in the world is God. God will put different kind of challege or difficulties in a human's life to makes Him looks perfect so that human will obey to him.
Today another colleague quit. I was quite surprise as I thought it won't comes so early yet she told me today before we leave the office. She told me she is going to send the letter by tommorrow early morning. I cannot send the letter now, my candidate is coming for interview and signing letter soon.. so I still have to stay here.
Today another colleague quit. I was quite surprise as I thought it won't comes so early yet she told me today before we leave the office. She told me she is going to send the letter by tommorrow early morning. I cannot send the letter now, my candidate is coming for interview and signing letter soon.. so I still have to stay here.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
06.03 daPrawn's Cottage
I need a psychologist, I got shoppaholic problem again. Every weeks also keep on buying things nowadays.. 2weeks ago buy cosmetic + earings, last week buy high heels, yesterday buy a bag, today buy another pair of shoes! To be honest, I still got plenty things I need to prepare and need to pack.. need to start thinking about ludgage and backpack. Need to buy another pair of slippers also..
Tommorrow my final semester's result will be released. So scare, lecture said got 8 ppl fail... I hope I am not one of them...but the possibility is very high...haiz...God please rescue me!!! I want to go UK, I don't want resit!! I already got 2 outstadning paper, I don't think I have enough time to prepare for the 3rd subject... please...Don't fail me!
Tommorrow my final semester's result will be released. So scare, lecture said got 8 ppl fail... I hope I am not one of them...but the possibility is very high...haiz...God please rescue me!!! I want to go UK, I don't want resit!! I already got 2 outstadning paper, I don't think I have enough time to prepare for the 3rd subject... please...Don't fail me!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
05.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Perhaps I was abit too boring today due to all my candidates MIA today, started to think alot again. Today I was abit emo, think alot of things especially during the time when I was with Prince and Senior. So I decided to surf around FB and have a look with every of my ex and 'ai mei' friend's FB.
Senior changed his profile photo for a few times adi, the latest was taken during his convocation. I was there that day also, but I guess he didn't saw me. Even if he did, I don't think he would able to recognise me. I believe he doesn't remember me also... At least, I know he would pretend he doesn't know me at all.
Prince changed his profile photo also, I believe this photo is taken by LiXin, only his gf can get such photo, I got alot this like photo before also. The photo I guess is taken at his house...
I walk around at Pavilion myself after finish work. A lot of thing had changed, I wonder why I didn't realised that. I love interior design, last time Prince always accompany me to see furniture shops. The furniture shop me and him went already closed. The store I always went and buy our couple keychain had gone also, I can't even find the SnJ shop near by the store... He always ask me to draw a nice picture and put in the dining room of our house in the future, I always complaint why he don't draw it himself as both of us took visual art before also...
To cheer my mood, I bought myself a nice nice bag. My heart quite pain as it's quite expensive, but I still feel great for finally I bought it. I am out of 'bag' recently, it is time for me to buy bag.
Today I also realised one thing, Prince was right, I didn't really love him alot. I am too adapted to Senior's style and copied all his habit. I never copied a single thing from Prince, he is still here just because he occupy a big part in my memories...
Senior changed his profile photo for a few times adi, the latest was taken during his convocation. I was there that day also, but I guess he didn't saw me. Even if he did, I don't think he would able to recognise me. I believe he doesn't remember me also... At least, I know he would pretend he doesn't know me at all.
Prince changed his profile photo also, I believe this photo is taken by LiXin, only his gf can get such photo, I got alot this like photo before also. The photo I guess is taken at his house...
I walk around at Pavilion myself after finish work. A lot of thing had changed, I wonder why I didn't realised that. I love interior design, last time Prince always accompany me to see furniture shops. The furniture shop me and him went already closed. The store I always went and buy our couple keychain had gone also, I can't even find the SnJ shop near by the store... He always ask me to draw a nice picture and put in the dining room of our house in the future, I always complaint why he don't draw it himself as both of us took visual art before also...
To cheer my mood, I bought myself a nice nice bag. My heart quite pain as it's quite expensive, but I still feel great for finally I bought it. I am out of 'bag' recently, it is time for me to buy bag.
Today I also realised one thing, Prince was right, I didn't really love him alot. I am too adapted to Senior's style and copied all his habit. I never copied a single thing from Prince, he is still here just because he occupy a big part in my memories...
Friday, March 4, 2011
04.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Too busy around this, so today I decided to compensate myself with a good set of Mcd Breakfast! Early in the morning, I took LRT to KLCC and wanted to buy MCD there...who knows their MCD havn't start operate...T.T... So I walk to bukit bintang to buy MCD and walk back to Menara Standard Chartered~
This few days don't know why N keep on stealing my candidates! Everyday also got such cases...this morning while i was talking with Jessy, perhaps I lloks abit serious..N suddenly come and say:" Adeline, don't be so serious pls..I wont steal your candidates anymore" who knows...today he still stealing my candidate~~~ pening~~ why those candidates never tell him they were my candidates?!~ Anyway, give him lo~ since I am just a temp, I wont get any commision from there~
Suddenly feel so excited about Beijing, I wish I can go there faster...I wanna eat their big big wantan~ and dimsum!!!! GOSH!!! Today only knows eating~~~
*把真实的感觉封锁在那深似无底洞的中心里，那曾经的重心该彻底地被埋在回忆里。可能我需要向金鱼学习，只有七分钟的记忆就好，只记得这七分钟的我平安就好。
This few days don't know why N keep on stealing my candidates! Everyday also got such cases...this morning while i was talking with Jessy, perhaps I lloks abit serious..N suddenly come and say:" Adeline, don't be so serious pls..I wont steal your candidates anymore" who knows...today he still stealing my candidate~~~ pening~~ why those candidates never tell him they were my candidates?!~ Anyway, give him lo~ since I am just a temp, I wont get any commision from there~
Suddenly feel so excited about Beijing, I wish I can go there faster...I wanna eat their big big wantan~ and dimsum!!!! GOSH!!! Today only knows eating~~~
*把真实的感觉封锁在那深似无底洞的中心里，那曾经的重心该彻底地被埋在回忆里。可能我需要向金鱼学习，只有七分钟的记忆就好，只记得这七分钟的我平安就好。
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
02.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Hooray! I got both China and UK!
Early in the morning I called to the office and applied half day leave to go college and attend so called second round interview conducted by HNA group. I am the only one in my course got the offer, that makes me abit worried and feel unsecured. I might need to go to a place where I've never been before all by myself and stay there myself...the feeling was so...scared. Anyway, I am still proud for I am the only one get the offer. I really wish I could go this place, I want to go to the whole world, I want to explore every city in the world while young, I want to get as much experience I could while I still have the ability to do so, I want to walk as much as I could when I still can walk.
Everyone says this is a very good opportunity. I shouldn't miss this chance, no U-Turn~ but I am still feel hard to make decision...I may need to leave here for so long, I might miss here alot, I might not able to accompany my family if they have any problem, I might not able to take care my mom when she is sick... Mom keep on telling me not to worry about her, she will take care the family well...but I still feel so unsecured.
Anyway, thanks god for given me so many good opportunity. Thanks god for letting me to go both UK and China~ THANKS GOD!!!!
Early in the morning I called to the office and applied half day leave to go college and attend so called second round interview conducted by HNA group. I am the only one in my course got the offer, that makes me abit worried and feel unsecured. I might need to go to a place where I've never been before all by myself and stay there myself...the feeling was so...scared. Anyway, I am still proud for I am the only one get the offer. I really wish I could go this place, I want to go to the whole world, I want to explore every city in the world while young, I want to get as much experience I could while I still have the ability to do so, I want to walk as much as I could when I still can walk.
Everyone says this is a very good opportunity. I shouldn't miss this chance, no U-Turn~ but I am still feel hard to make decision...I may need to leave here for so long, I might miss here alot, I might not able to accompany my family if they have any problem, I might not able to take care my mom when she is sick... Mom keep on telling me not to worry about her, she will take care the family well...but I still feel so unsecured.
Anyway, thanks god for given me so many good opportunity. Thanks god for letting me to go both UK and China~ THANKS GOD!!!!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
01.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Although I took a full day leave today, I don't feel like I am on leave also...so busy today!
This early morning I have to wake up and rush to college just to attend the SHU briefing. Luckily I went for the briefing, something is wrong with my offer letter, need to get the ammendment letter from the college.
Yesterday Hainan Airlines called me for interview today, who knows they made mistake...don't know why my name appear on their list today. This evening they call me again...I have to double check with them again to make sure they didn't make any mistake this time... called and took leave with my company, Ms Big Boss scold me gao gao for take so long leave..apa boleh buat?! this is tarc's style!
Today I went to settle up alot of thing also...freaking tired!
This early morning I have to wake up and rush to college just to attend the SHU briefing. Luckily I went for the briefing, something is wrong with my offer letter, need to get the ammendment letter from the college.
Yesterday Hainan Airlines called me for interview today, who knows they made mistake...don't know why my name appear on their list today. This evening they call me again...I have to double check with them again to make sure they didn't make any mistake this time... called and took leave with my company, Ms Big Boss scold me gao gao for take so long leave..apa boleh buat?! this is tarc's style!
Today I went to settle up alot of thing also...freaking tired!
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