I guess I'm seeing someone like you, quiet and polite.
I guess I'm seeing someone like you, small but wild.
I guess I'm seeing someone like you, rude but caring.
I guess I'm seeing someone like you, cunning but gentle,
I guess I'm seeing someone like you, uncivilised but brilliant...
I have no idea how does he link to you, I have no idea whom exactly he is similar to,
but I am certain, he is like someone.
Perhaps he is just some kind of mixture of you(s).
Yeah, its true, I am seeing someone, whom so near, yet so far.
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Sunday, September 2, 2012
09.02 daPrawn's Castle
Dear heavenly father, sorry for being an unfaithful servant, sorry for doubting your works, but I know You are merciful, You'll always hold onto Your promises no matter what happens around me. God, please feels me with your strength when I am weak, I'm just too weak to obey and hold onto Your path. God, please make me strong enough to walk on Your path. I know God has a better plan for me, I always knew that, please makes me walk onto Your path, mold me and makes me a faithful servant. God, I am weak, but You are strong in me, your blessing be enough for me to cope with all problems I face. God, makes me live by faith and not by sight, the future is uncertain but I am so certain that God would lead me through no matter in good or bad times. Dear God, I am nothing if without You, please live in my life and be the one who take over my life. This is my prayer, in Jesus almighty's name, Amen.
Thursday, August 23, 2012
08.23 daPrawn's Castle
Today is the China's Valentine's day, every girls have roses on their hands, it makes me feel kinda bad as I have nothing. Wake up Prawn, you're the one choosed to be single. Yeah, sometimes I really feel like want to simply start a relationship, but I am afraid... I'm too afraid for that... perhaps no one would understand how much I afraid.
I had a bad gastric today, after my dinner. I thought Takeshi might have medicine, so messaged him, he came to my place and saw my ill face (perhaps I really looks so ill, until yloon also came and ask me am I ok) then went away. I thought he went back to his own place and sleep, who knows later he came to my place again with medicines. This really makes me so touched. Yeah, he always makes me touched, but I know it is impossible between us. I don't want any relationship between this two years, I want something last, I hope my next bf would be my forever one.
Today W asked me am I falling for him, I replied no, he is my dream man, but not the right man, dream is sweet and nice because it is a dream, it will not be pretty anymore when it come to reality.
I had a bad gastric today, after my dinner. I thought Takeshi might have medicine, so messaged him, he came to my place and saw my ill face (perhaps I really looks so ill, until yloon also came and ask me am I ok) then went away. I thought he went back to his own place and sleep, who knows later he came to my place again with medicines. This really makes me so touched. Yeah, he always makes me touched, but I know it is impossible between us. I don't want any relationship between this two years, I want something last, I hope my next bf would be my forever one.
Today W asked me am I falling for him, I replied no, he is my dream man, but not the right man, dream is sweet and nice because it is a dream, it will not be pretty anymore when it come to reality.
Monday, August 20, 2012
08.20 daPrawn's Cottage
After getting a new phone, I started to catch back with William, I told him alot of thgs about life here but he seems reluctant to say about his life...well, perhaps he doesn't feel sharing. But one thing makes me keep thinking- why he keep asking me am I falling in love?
Few days ago Takeshi keep chatting with me until 2am, we share alot about our perception on relationship, and he was so shocked to my theories and he says my theories is terrifying him. LOLZ... his new target has same theory like mine I guess and he found answer for all the unclear incident such as the girl says she love him but never want to be his gf...the theory i gave him was- perhaps it would be better to retain as friend, friends never break up but couples do. I believe this really drive him crazy~ hahahaha~
Few days ago Takeshi keep chatting with me until 2am, we share alot about our perception on relationship, and he was so shocked to my theories and he says my theories is terrifying him. LOLZ... his new target has same theory like mine I guess and he found answer for all the unclear incident such as the girl says she love him but never want to be his gf...the theory i gave him was- perhaps it would be better to retain as friend, friends never break up but couples do. I believe this really drive him crazy~ hahahaha~
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Thursday, August 16, 2012
08.16 daPrawn's Cottage
Kinda boring lately, I don't dare to disturb others, seems disturbing people when they are busying. Bought a new phone yesterday, a samsung phone. Previously I was thinking to buy a iphone even thought I dont really wish to buy iphone, I dont really encourage people to use Apple, it is not really user friendly, and they use tricky way to makes u stick to Apple's products and keep buying new iphone products, eg. the contacts and their apps supportation. Really sick of it.
Buying a new phone forced me to spend alot of extra money, buying cover, putting screen protector n so on. OMG! Had dinner with takeshi today, looking at his phone, I feel so pity about his phone, a one month plus phone is now looks like a 2 years phone...lolz....boy, please take care of your phone leh!
Takeshi told me about his relationship with his target now, well, kinda speechless when looking at his jealous face due to the girl went for movie with two other male friends. What is so big deal about that? I always hang out with guys as well.
Buying a new phone forced me to spend alot of extra money, buying cover, putting screen protector n so on. OMG! Had dinner with takeshi today, looking at his phone, I feel so pity about his phone, a one month plus phone is now looks like a 2 years phone...lolz....boy, please take care of your phone leh!
Takeshi told me about his relationship with his target now, well, kinda speechless when looking at his jealous face due to the girl went for movie with two other male friends. What is so big deal about that? I always hang out with guys as well.
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
08.14 daPrawn's Castle
Temperature started to fall, darkness reaches earlier and longer, would it left the next day? I doubted. Well, here's autumn! It's my first autumn in China, also the first Autumn in my life.
When weather started to become colder, I realised I don't have enough jackets to keep myself warm. Oh my poor mind, how could I forgot about this? Perhaps I was too enjoy on the summer.
Received a call from Msia two days ago and heard my grandpa had a surgery and one of his leg was taken off, diabetes. They decided to put him in an old folks home, well...pity grandpa, please remember even when I am not there, I still love you, I do love you alot! May God bless my family, take care of my family members, fills them with Your words, holds them on Your hands.
Honestly, it affected my mood. But thanks to Takeshi, he realised something is wrong with me recently, and asked me about that. He never ask me to do much after knowing my problem, and I guess he was quite surprised also when see me still smiling and eating with him, he never thought it could be something that serious I guess.
Sometimes it is quite touched when have him, yesterday while I was having nap after lunch, he came to my place to switch off my monitor (I am too lazy to switch it off), I woke up when he did so, then he told me the radioactive from monitor is harmful... I feel so sweet when he said so, but my rational pulled me back to the reality. "We are impossible", I told myself, it is too hard for us to sustain, I don't need anymore short relationship. He asked me why no one spread rumours about us, I wonder why also...how come he doesn't know that everyone in our department (including the manager) is doubting our status? But I always make it every clear, we are just friends, best working partners while I'm in China.
When weather started to become colder, I realised I don't have enough jackets to keep myself warm. Oh my poor mind, how could I forgot about this? Perhaps I was too enjoy on the summer.
Received a call from Msia two days ago and heard my grandpa had a surgery and one of his leg was taken off, diabetes. They decided to put him in an old folks home, well...pity grandpa, please remember even when I am not there, I still love you, I do love you alot! May God bless my family, take care of my family members, fills them with Your words, holds them on Your hands.
Honestly, it affected my mood. But thanks to Takeshi, he realised something is wrong with me recently, and asked me about that. He never ask me to do much after knowing my problem, and I guess he was quite surprised also when see me still smiling and eating with him, he never thought it could be something that serious I guess.
Sometimes it is quite touched when have him, yesterday while I was having nap after lunch, he came to my place to switch off my monitor (I am too lazy to switch it off), I woke up when he did so, then he told me the radioactive from monitor is harmful... I feel so sweet when he said so, but my rational pulled me back to the reality. "We are impossible", I told myself, it is too hard for us to sustain, I don't need anymore short relationship. He asked me why no one spread rumours about us, I wonder why also...how come he doesn't know that everyone in our department (including the manager) is doubting our status? But I always make it every clear, we are just friends, best working partners while I'm in China.
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