Temperature started to fall, darkness reaches earlier and longer, would it left the next day? I doubted. Well, here's autumn! It's my first autumn in China, also the first Autumn in my life.
When weather started to become colder, I realised I don't have enough jackets to keep myself warm. Oh my poor mind, how could I forgot about this? Perhaps I was too enjoy on the summer.
Received a call from Msia two days ago and heard my grandpa had a surgery and one of his leg was taken off, diabetes. They decided to put him in an old folks home, well...pity grandpa, please remember even when I am not there, I still love you, I do love you alot! May God bless my family, take care of my family members, fills them with Your words, holds them on Your hands.
Honestly, it affected my mood. But thanks to Takeshi, he realised something is wrong with me recently, and asked me about that. He never ask me to do much after knowing my problem, and I guess he was quite surprised also when see me still smiling and eating with him, he never thought it could be something that serious I guess.
Sometimes it is quite touched when have him, yesterday while I was having nap after lunch, he came to my place to switch off my monitor (I am too lazy to switch it off), I woke up when he did so, then he told me the radioactive from monitor is harmful... I feel so sweet when he said so, but my rational pulled me back to the reality. "We are impossible", I told myself, it is too hard for us to sustain, I don't need anymore short relationship. He asked me why no one spread rumours about us, I wonder why also...how come he doesn't know that everyone in our department (including the manager) is doubting our status? But I always make it every clear, we are just friends, best working partners while I'm in China.
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