Arrg~ Mama make me to wake up at 5am saying we are going to depart at 6am sharp yet at 6am, she is still sleeping! Anyway, since I have some private time now, lets start my story~
Recently there's this guy call Andrew, hmm.... I did mentioned him in my previous post I believe~ I told him I am going to leave very soon and I guess that demotivated him alot. Previously he keep telling me to stay, he even said he has friends in OSK and can make me become the next dealer. The problem is, I dont really aim to become a dealer, I aim to learn and become a lecturer! I insist to leave and I told him what he said has actually affecting me, I see it as like virus and moving my direction, so I guess he understood and will leave. No one will be able to wait you for 2more years, I understand and I am not blaming on that. He is not young anymore and he has time limit.
After Kelvin left, everything seems gone different. No one clear up all the leftover dishes, all the nice food become no longer nice, perhaps because no one eating with me anymore. Yesterday I seems saw someone like Kelvin in my dream taking off his blazier and put on me, the blazier was in grey. I guess I miss him too much. Without him, even satay doesn't look tasty anymore~
Quite some time never chat with others beside this Andrew, surprisingly this morning blackie star looked for me and ask me to lend him some luck~ Alright! He was the one encouraging and motivating me while in UK, if he ask me for luck, definately I will help!
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