Another day he didn't sms or call me again. He is too busy sometimes. Wondering what keeps him busying again, he would never tell me. Even if he does, I don't think I can 100% understand his situation as well, slowly he started to keep everything with himself again. I shouldn't ask too much or else he will feel stress or feel like hiding away from me, he said so.
Although we know each other so long, sometimes I will felt piss off due to his style- cold cold style. I remember when he started to approach me, he was so nice and always stick with me and watch football with me...it seems so far away when I look back now, maybe this is so called aquarius style, scorpio will never understand them.
Suddenly reminded he said he might be too busy until forget my birthday after I saw the Barney Birthday Cake. This is my 21st birthday, I thought I should celebrate with him. I thought he knows I really wish to celebrate with him. I was believing he will be with me that day...I told him when we were first started, but i guess he had forgotten everything I said. Perhaps I should blame myself, why am I born on November? Why not July? Why not when he is free? Or I should think twice now, should I continue or just let go?
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ReplyDeletei think he need space and as boy give reason a lot, show that he don`t have feeling with you