Due to lazy to write blog yesterday, today's blog will be abit longer because it consist of 2 days' life.
Yesterday (7 April 2011)
Yesterday I was quite busy for whole day, did failing jobs for the whole day. Thanks god, this is the first time I could file up all the documents that Yvonne gave me. This organisation has too many sub-company until I don't know where they put their files. Perhaps because I am too new and I'll only work with them for two months, they don't feel like giving me high responsible jobs. As Squid said, my jobscope is damn easy, anyone also can do that. They don't even give me to typ letter of appointment or for the candidates, actually I should be the one incharge in all these things..but they put the jobs on Yvonne. Luckily Yvonne pass the jobs back to me so that I have chances to learn all these things. I don't like to do failing, I can't learn much with failing.
There was I guy came in for interview. He actually told us that he wanna reject the appointment for interview before but who knows he sent his profile to the head of department (for tourism) again and now the head send him back to us to arrange inteview. GOSH!!! This guy ar.... When I saw him, the first impression was why this guy looks different from photo? Again, height's problem. And the other thing I don't like about him was in the photo he was quite neat, but in reality he looks abit 'wui sor' and dirty. Perhaps it is due to his blade, he purposely keep it obviously but the blade is not suitable for him. He looks much more un-clean with all those things. So far I had only saw those leng zai with no scars on face looks nice with blade...this guy..his face got alot of pimples scars...since ur face already looks not so clean type adi, why still add something to make it more dirty leh???
Finally I betahan go and tell Ken Yap that I don't like the way he comment on my facebook. I tell him actually his action will break both of our image and my relatives keep on asking about him also after see my facebook's profile, it caused alot of misunderstanding. Actually because of that also, I don't feel wanna meet him in reality. He make me to have unsecured impression.
Today (8 April 2011)
Due to quarrel with mom last few day as she force me to eat something I don't want but I refused. This few days I went out to work quite early. Because of this, I reached office quite early too.
I reached KLCC about 7.45am this morning. The sky was quite dark and it looks like just 7am only. It still too early to go office so I decided to go for McD myself. The McD just operate when I reach there, alot of people taking the coupon to redeem the burger...I wonder where they get all these coupon, I also want it... One guy try to use the photocopied coupon but the staff says cannot use.. Just like what Squid said that day, only original copy is usable.
I tought I will be the first one reach office today (usually if I never late, I'll be the first one) but surprisingly, the new staff reach earlier than me. It is usual for new staffs to reach early to show that they are good. Perhaps the same happened on him also.
I wrote in to Colmar Tropicale and ask for fees and offer, yet they reply my nonsense. So I tried to write in again...now need to wait for their reply.
My mood fly to organising trip already, no mood to study. That is why I do not like to organise things. I'll be too focus on one thing until I cannot study at all...No Way! I must stay at home to study my CBM on the next two days! I must get good result this time! I cannot miss my UK, I cannot miss my Degree!
Today I had a quite cheap but nice lunch (consider quite cheap within KL area). During lunch, 3 of us (the newees from HR department) chat about our company, many people have a bad thought and believe we are so free and have nothing to do. We chat about ourselves too..From there only I realised the new comer is not HR Exec but he is HR Officer. He is a MBA, he is now about 30 years old already but he looks like 25 years old only. I wonder how he keeps himself looks young. He said he planned to work here 5 years. Ya, it's true...when you are at that age already, don't simply jump here jump there. It will spoil your reputation, you're too old to jump...
Today the group manager suddenly treat us xiu bao and ka yang kok. He says it is from Seremban...wow...it so nice! I wish to take second piece but I scared others might not have enough to eat, so...don't eat lo~
I went KLCC's Isetan after work. Today KLCC was so crowed due the the event. I can feel the noise when I step out from my office, they have very good sound system, until whole KL can hear the all the songs being played by them clearly.
Today my purpose was luggage, this morning I saw the advertisment for luggage fair infront of Isetan when I went for Mcd. They said there is a special offer there for 3 days, today is the first day. When I went there, many people were there looking at those luggage. I picked 2 at the end, I actually prefer the one with checked pattern, but at the end I choose the other one because it is lighter and many people choose that one.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
06.04 daPrawn's Cottage- Exam starts, nightmare started
This morning was an extreamely memorable morning for me. For the last time I go into the SBS office and I shout to the officer. Fuyoooh! What happened?!
This morning I was so lazy and tired due to not enough of sleep last night, I planned to wake up at 4am supposingly to study but eventually I went and play facebook. I am a facebook Kaki, I admit that. After that I just study for a while and went back to sleep.
My mom was so tension this morning, perhaps she is not feeling good when see me looks not that serious in my studies recently. Actually I am afraid also, I am so tension especially when comes to CBM.
I was planning to wait for SeeSee to take away breakfast for me- MCD breakfast set, but due to her anger towards the MCD staff because the staff do not allow her to use the photstated coupon and her forgetful, I lost my breakfast. How dare her forget about my breakfast. Luckily my dearest mommy prepared some biscult for me as breakfast. She is soooo sweet~
Actually I planned to go SBS school to collect my exam slip then straight away go for exam as Fishy actually told me there I need to go back to the office to get exam slip before go for exam. However, Seesee told me that she purposely print 2 copies of exam bills to me and one of the copy is to be used as the pass to enter the exam hall for exam. I didn't brought it so I quicky run to CITC from canteen 2 to try and print the bill. Yet, they do not have the post anymore. So from there I run back to SBS office and look for the officer there and see what can I do about it. The officer said they have exam slip and we need to come and collet the slip before go for the exam. Pn Rohana was not there (had not arrived yet) and I cannot found my exam slip on the list of exam slips for my course. I was so panic as I might not be able to go for exam so I shouted to the officer and scold them why their management so bad. The officer check on their system and found I have paid for my resit, but the thing funny is they cannot straight away issue authorisation slip to enable me to enter the exam hall, the make me to go to block A to ask about my slip. The block A's officer ask me to run back to SBS office to get my slip....GOSH!!!! My exam hall open at 8.45am, my exam starts at 9am yet at 8.40am you still want me to run back to SBS office to get my slip then only can go for exam huh?! So I make them to issue a temporary slip for me to enter the exam. I told them my exam going to start very soon and they have to bear the responsibility if I am late for the exam as they made me to run here and there for the slip! This is TARC...bad management...
Regarding the exam, next time I wont do so much studies in advance on the case studies. Due to my own careless, I forgot to bring my spec along and I can't read well. Another thing make me feel even worst was I felt so confusing with the facts I got from online and the article in the case study. I don't understand what the whole article was, so I simply throw all the facts I got online and whatever I know about Sime Darby.
I felt exhausted after the exam, don't put much hope on that but I really wish I could pass this subject or else I may need to wait for 1 more year to resit it. I went back to the SBS office and look for Pn Rohana for my exam slip again after I finished my exam.
After that I brought Squid to Pavilion food court and eat the nice nice wantan mee. She loves the wantan mee as well...but I don't know she honestly like it or not. She doesn't looks like she like it.
Today there is one new guy came into the office, new HR exec incharged on Payroll. I arranged the interview. I remember that day he came 1 hour earlier for the interview. I was quite surprise when he arrive as I was still preparing for those candidates who come in at 10am. He is a quiet guy, looks like shy shy and good guy type..
Squid asked me about the Ken Yap on my facebook. I have make it clear here... He is just NOBODY! I have not even met this guy before, although he might had seen me before. He is just a playboy who keeps on polluting my facebook wall and always comment on my post. No big deal. I told Squid, he is just that kind of person who speak louder than action, we can just ignore him. He treat every girl he same, loves flirting around. I bet he will not dare enough to approach me.
This morning I was so lazy and tired due to not enough of sleep last night, I planned to wake up at 4am supposingly to study but eventually I went and play facebook. I am a facebook Kaki, I admit that. After that I just study for a while and went back to sleep.
My mom was so tension this morning, perhaps she is not feeling good when see me looks not that serious in my studies recently. Actually I am afraid also, I am so tension especially when comes to CBM.
I was planning to wait for SeeSee to take away breakfast for me- MCD breakfast set, but due to her anger towards the MCD staff because the staff do not allow her to use the photstated coupon and her forgetful, I lost my breakfast. How dare her forget about my breakfast. Luckily my dearest mommy prepared some biscult for me as breakfast. She is soooo sweet~
Actually I planned to go SBS school to collect my exam slip then straight away go for exam as Fishy actually told me there I need to go back to the office to get exam slip before go for exam. However, Seesee told me that she purposely print 2 copies of exam bills to me and one of the copy is to be used as the pass to enter the exam hall for exam. I didn't brought it so I quicky run to CITC from canteen 2 to try and print the bill. Yet, they do not have the post anymore. So from there I run back to SBS office and look for the officer there and see what can I do about it. The officer said they have exam slip and we need to come and collet the slip before go for the exam. Pn Rohana was not there (had not arrived yet) and I cannot found my exam slip on the list of exam slips for my course. I was so panic as I might not be able to go for exam so I shouted to the officer and scold them why their management so bad. The officer check on their system and found I have paid for my resit, but the thing funny is they cannot straight away issue authorisation slip to enable me to enter the exam hall, the make me to go to block A to ask about my slip. The block A's officer ask me to run back to SBS office to get my slip....GOSH!!!! My exam hall open at 8.45am, my exam starts at 9am yet at 8.40am you still want me to run back to SBS office to get my slip then only can go for exam huh?! So I make them to issue a temporary slip for me to enter the exam. I told them my exam going to start very soon and they have to bear the responsibility if I am late for the exam as they made me to run here and there for the slip! This is TARC...bad management...
Regarding the exam, next time I wont do so much studies in advance on the case studies. Due to my own careless, I forgot to bring my spec along and I can't read well. Another thing make me feel even worst was I felt so confusing with the facts I got from online and the article in the case study. I don't understand what the whole article was, so I simply throw all the facts I got online and whatever I know about Sime Darby.
I felt exhausted after the exam, don't put much hope on that but I really wish I could pass this subject or else I may need to wait for 1 more year to resit it. I went back to the SBS office and look for Pn Rohana for my exam slip again after I finished my exam.
After that I brought Squid to Pavilion food court and eat the nice nice wantan mee. She loves the wantan mee as well...but I don't know she honestly like it or not. She doesn't looks like she like it.
Today there is one new guy came into the office, new HR exec incharged on Payroll. I arranged the interview. I remember that day he came 1 hour earlier for the interview. I was quite surprise when he arrive as I was still preparing for those candidates who come in at 10am. He is a quiet guy, looks like shy shy and good guy type..
Squid asked me about the Ken Yap on my facebook. I have make it clear here... He is just NOBODY! I have not even met this guy before, although he might had seen me before. He is just a playboy who keeps on polluting my facebook wall and always comment on my post. No big deal. I told Squid, he is just that kind of person who speak louder than action, we can just ignore him. He treat every girl he same, loves flirting around. I bet he will not dare enough to approach me.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
05.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Freaking hot this few days, yesterday morning's rain does not help much in cooling up the land. Perhaps I was too used to the freaking cold temperature in my office because my managers love switching the aircon to the lowest temperature, I cannot take outside's temperature anymore. I don't feel anything even when I switch the aircon to 16 degrees. I guess the mutton soup just started to be effective this few days...that's why I feel so hot this few days.
This morning I feel like wearing something with long sleeves and long pants, just don't know why.. the mood is like this. Even my mom also questioned me why am I wearing unusually formal today, because usually I'll prefer something semi formal instead of full formal like today.
Perhaps because of the shirt, I feel much hotter when I step out from my house. I sweated so much today while waiting bus at the bus stop. Today I went out quite late and I took the later bus. The bus was so smelly, I believe someone stepped on something like dog's mm... and never realised that.
I reached office quite early today, feel like walking around and so something silly. Don't know why suddenly feel like shaking my body left and right while walking, actually that is what Prince used to do while walking, just don't understand why today I feel like following that this morning..but I believe I won't repeat it again as this really makes me looks weird and rude. Prince had a very bad walking posture, perhaps it is due to his height and long feets, he needs to balance up his body while walking so he came out with such weird posture. He start learning on walking again after he started with me.
I got a shocked news. I wish going to burst...I might not be able to explore the world as what I planned anymore. I want that...God..please do not take it away from me..please make sure they don't throw me out... God please hold me tight and bless me. I know my God will never leave me alone, I have faith in Him.
I don't have much work to do today, so I just do my own revising via internet and read more about Sime Darby last year's management changes case. There are many things I don't really understand about their strategies..like we always say merger and aquicition is good, but it doesn't seems that good to Sime Darby until at the end they even choose to break it back to 6 piece. Why? They said it's to reduce risk... All the while I thought merger and aquicition can help reduce risk as all the risk will be spread and share among all the mergered companies. Why this time different? I really don't get that. Futhermore, I realise I can't get anything about their internal management changes on the internet. I believe the CEO must has came out with alot of strategies to change their internal management and culture as what I know was their internal culture was not good, they are very 'patrotic' and have many politics.. that's what I think about them. Actually that was what my ex-candidate told me.
One candidate came in for Traveling Consultant position today. The candidate looks really handsome on his CV, but in reality...ermmm...wakakakaka~ Actually he looks good, just not as good as in the photo. He was too short. I don't like his hair style, his hair is those soft and long type, obviously he purposely put a lot of gel to make it stands. But I guess he needs the hair style, as it helps maximize his height..wakakakaaka....you can scold me for being so evil and simply laugh at people's height, but I can't control on that particular thing.
Today alot of companies called and ask me wanna work or not...GOSH! What are you doing all these while? You never prescreen ur candidates is it? I have sent my resume to you guys one month ago! Please be effective in searching people if you seriously looking for people.
My mom wanna change my name. She wanna change my chinese name to something sounds stronger. But I love my name and I don't really want to change it. I don't like strong strong names, it makes me feel so fake.
This morning I feel like wearing something with long sleeves and long pants, just don't know why.. the mood is like this. Even my mom also questioned me why am I wearing unusually formal today, because usually I'll prefer something semi formal instead of full formal like today.
Perhaps because of the shirt, I feel much hotter when I step out from my house. I sweated so much today while waiting bus at the bus stop. Today I went out quite late and I took the later bus. The bus was so smelly, I believe someone stepped on something like dog's mm... and never realised that.
I reached office quite early today, feel like walking around and so something silly. Don't know why suddenly feel like shaking my body left and right while walking, actually that is what Prince used to do while walking, just don't understand why today I feel like following that this morning..but I believe I won't repeat it again as this really makes me looks weird and rude. Prince had a very bad walking posture, perhaps it is due to his height and long feets, he needs to balance up his body while walking so he came out with such weird posture. He start learning on walking again after he started with me.
I got a shocked news. I wish going to burst...I might not be able to explore the world as what I planned anymore. I want that...God..please do not take it away from me..please make sure they don't throw me out... God please hold me tight and bless me. I know my God will never leave me alone, I have faith in Him.
I don't have much work to do today, so I just do my own revising via internet and read more about Sime Darby last year's management changes case. There are many things I don't really understand about their strategies..like we always say merger and aquicition is good, but it doesn't seems that good to Sime Darby until at the end they even choose to break it back to 6 piece. Why? They said it's to reduce risk... All the while I thought merger and aquicition can help reduce risk as all the risk will be spread and share among all the mergered companies. Why this time different? I really don't get that. Futhermore, I realise I can't get anything about their internal management changes on the internet. I believe the CEO must has came out with alot of strategies to change their internal management and culture as what I know was their internal culture was not good, they are very 'patrotic' and have many politics.. that's what I think about them. Actually that was what my ex-candidate told me.
One candidate came in for Traveling Consultant position today. The candidate looks really handsome on his CV, but in reality...ermmm...wakakakaka~ Actually he looks good, just not as good as in the photo. He was too short. I don't like his hair style, his hair is those soft and long type, obviously he purposely put a lot of gel to make it stands. But I guess he needs the hair style, as it helps maximize his height..wakakakaaka....you can scold me for being so evil and simply laugh at people's height, but I can't control on that particular thing.
Today alot of companies called and ask me wanna work or not...GOSH! What are you doing all these while? You never prescreen ur candidates is it? I have sent my resume to you guys one month ago! Please be effective in searching people if you seriously looking for people.
My mom wanna change my name. She wanna change my chinese name to something sounds stronger. But I love my name and I don't really want to change it. I don't like strong strong names, it makes me feel so fake.
Monday, April 4, 2011
04.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Yesterday keep on kacau here and there because of too tired cum over stress due to the coming exam on next Wednesday. I tried to call and sms Prince but he never reply nor pick up, I guess for the whole life he would never forgive me. Anyway, it is good for him not to forgive me, he would hate me more if after I tell him my plan now, he won't like the way I escaping and push him away from the problem.
Perhaps I cried too much yesterday, today eyesight become even worst. I have to guess all the alphabert and faces to know things. So I have no choice but to bring along my spec just in case I really have problem to see.
Old man proverbs always have their own meaning. Qing Ming will always rain. This morning there was a heavy rain at my house area. The rain pour down like water is free of charge... but it is good to have rain today as yesterday was freaking hot. Kelvin need to go out to take bus earlier so he went out himselves. He suggested to take 1 umbrella with him and leave at the bus stop so that after we come out we can take the umbrella. He persume that no one will take the umbrella..he believe that in this world, everyone is honest and will not take those things which are not belongs to them. My dear Kelvin.. always as naive as 3 years old boy..
This morning the LRT system was broke down. I was stuck inside the LRT for more than 1 hour just to get to KLCC, usually it will ony takes 20 minutes for me to get there. Quite unlucky for I was standing throughout the journey but I am consider quite lucky also for at least I managed to get into the LRT once I reach the station. I am lucky compared to the people who waits at Wangsa Maju Station. I was so 'amazed' when I saw the situation in Wangsa LRT Station, thosands people there waiting for LRT and trying to squeeze into the train. I was quite worry if my train might break down or unable to move due to overloaded.
I informed Diana and Wxin not to take LRT for the system broke down. I believe Diana didn't take my advice but Wxin does, she says she can't even squeeze into the station. The station was damn crouded. She has no choice but choose alternative way to go for work. I told her I was lagi teruk due to stucking inside the train, I cannot move out from the LRT and change my way.
So tired after standing for one hour inside the train like sardin fish. The guy infront of me was quite leng zai but I can't see him well. Thanks God for I have my phone with me and I have a mobile bible, at the mid time I was just reading on the book of Joshua, read some chapters at while waiting.
I reach the office about 9.10am. Yvonne was pretty lucky for escaping from the suck LRT system as she took leave today. I was the only one late in my department and no one was entertaining me after I reach, so I was just hanging around and doing my own stuffs here and there. One of my ex-candidate who FFK me when I asked her to interview with me called and ask me for job...GOSH!!! I had left the company, do not call me again! I cannot and won't get you any job anymore!
My group manager and all my colleagues discussed about the pronouciation of my name, they made it like a funny topic and call me into the room just to tell them how to pronous the name somemore. Actually my name should be called as Adelaide, but to make people easy you can call me Adelyn. My mom call me Adelyn as well. If you think you don't like Adelyn also, just call me Ad or Adah will do. If you want, you can call me Sue as well.
Due to everyone was busying with own matters, no one inform me to go out for lunch anymore. I was quite busy around that time as well and this makes me forgot to go out for lunch. I realised about lunch time at somewhere around 1.30pm, my lunch time is until 2pm only. So I quickly pack off my things and throw the laptop into the drawer. I ate very fast, kind of like swallowing everything in to the stomach without bitting it. I finish my lunch about 1.45pm, this is the shortest time I take for my lunch after I put on the braces. When I backed, my laptop was still on, I forgot to switch off my laptop when I went out for lunch. Luckily I didn't forgot to keep my laptop. If my laptop is stolen, I might need to pay them back for this laptop....I don't wanna lost my money on this kind of thing. After this inccident, another worry actually pops out from my mind- am I big enough and independent enough to take care of myself? I doubt.
About 2pm, one candidate came in for interview for the HR Exec position. His name was kinda funny and everyone keeps laughing when heard his name, especially the receptionist- Romeyo. He looks kind of mm....I don't know how to explain but it's just no that handsome kind and not suitable for his name. The receptionist ask me to get him his Juliet...lof...
My manager ask me to go out for buying some stationaries at the shop nearby. This is my first time going out during the office hour with Pass~ So I took this chance to look around the shops near by and try to look for some kiosik or 7-11. But...failed..I guess they really do not have 7-11 nearby. What we have here is just a tiny indian convenient shop. I think 7-11 should open a branch here, they shouldn't just focus on the Pavilion area. There was plenty 7-11 nearby that area but nobody goes in.. They have too much 7-11 there, they should move one here.
When my candidate arrived around 6pm, there was another lady waiting for interview as well. The receptionist call me to helpout for the interview and take the interview accessment form for them. I quickly run from 9 floor to 5th floor to get the form and make te whole thing look nice. Yet, the interviewer seems does not really appreciate that. She looks like so unsatisfy for what I've done for her. She makes me feel like scolding myself for being so busybody. Later on, my manager went up and join the interview session. The interviewer actually trying to conduct interview without HR notice. Luckily I brought the candidate's resume back to my floor and my manager saw that. As what the group manager have said, every candidates have to prescreened by HR people, we must see them at least for once before they join us. The other thing wrong about the interviewer was actually she is given a wrong form to the candidate to fill up, the form is one with old format, the new form is not like the old form. So, at the end did I did the right thing? I confused... The part I don't understand the most is, why that interviewer want to hire people without going through HR department?
After two days wearing spec, my eyes feel much better. The eyes does not looks as tired as before anymore. I believe all these while my eyes were too tired because I never wear spec, gonna bring my spec wherever I go from now on. Need to make myself a pair of new spec after I got money. I need to treat my eyes better...
I need another MP3 player as well, the MP3 player must able to play for long long time. Then I can listen to it while I am in the plane. YES! Buy a MP3! I want Sony one! I wanna engrave my name on it!
Perhaps I cried too much yesterday, today eyesight become even worst. I have to guess all the alphabert and faces to know things. So I have no choice but to bring along my spec just in case I really have problem to see.
Old man proverbs always have their own meaning. Qing Ming will always rain. This morning there was a heavy rain at my house area. The rain pour down like water is free of charge... but it is good to have rain today as yesterday was freaking hot. Kelvin need to go out to take bus earlier so he went out himselves. He suggested to take 1 umbrella with him and leave at the bus stop so that after we come out we can take the umbrella. He persume that no one will take the umbrella..he believe that in this world, everyone is honest and will not take those things which are not belongs to them. My dear Kelvin.. always as naive as 3 years old boy..
This morning the LRT system was broke down. I was stuck inside the LRT for more than 1 hour just to get to KLCC, usually it will ony takes 20 minutes for me to get there. Quite unlucky for I was standing throughout the journey but I am consider quite lucky also for at least I managed to get into the LRT once I reach the station. I am lucky compared to the people who waits at Wangsa Maju Station. I was so 'amazed' when I saw the situation in Wangsa LRT Station, thosands people there waiting for LRT and trying to squeeze into the train. I was quite worry if my train might break down or unable to move due to overloaded.
I informed Diana and Wxin not to take LRT for the system broke down. I believe Diana didn't take my advice but Wxin does, she says she can't even squeeze into the station. The station was damn crouded. She has no choice but choose alternative way to go for work. I told her I was lagi teruk due to stucking inside the train, I cannot move out from the LRT and change my way.
So tired after standing for one hour inside the train like sardin fish. The guy infront of me was quite leng zai but I can't see him well. Thanks God for I have my phone with me and I have a mobile bible, at the mid time I was just reading on the book of Joshua, read some chapters at while waiting.
I reach the office about 9.10am. Yvonne was pretty lucky for escaping from the suck LRT system as she took leave today. I was the only one late in my department and no one was entertaining me after I reach, so I was just hanging around and doing my own stuffs here and there. One of my ex-candidate who FFK me when I asked her to interview with me called and ask me for job...GOSH!!! I had left the company, do not call me again! I cannot and won't get you any job anymore!
My group manager and all my colleagues discussed about the pronouciation of my name, they made it like a funny topic and call me into the room just to tell them how to pronous the name somemore. Actually my name should be called as Adelaide, but to make people easy you can call me Adelyn. My mom call me Adelyn as well. If you think you don't like Adelyn also, just call me Ad or Adah will do. If you want, you can call me Sue as well.
Due to everyone was busying with own matters, no one inform me to go out for lunch anymore. I was quite busy around that time as well and this makes me forgot to go out for lunch. I realised about lunch time at somewhere around 1.30pm, my lunch time is until 2pm only. So I quickly pack off my things and throw the laptop into the drawer. I ate very fast, kind of like swallowing everything in to the stomach without bitting it. I finish my lunch about 1.45pm, this is the shortest time I take for my lunch after I put on the braces. When I backed, my laptop was still on, I forgot to switch off my laptop when I went out for lunch. Luckily I didn't forgot to keep my laptop. If my laptop is stolen, I might need to pay them back for this laptop....I don't wanna lost my money on this kind of thing. After this inccident, another worry actually pops out from my mind- am I big enough and independent enough to take care of myself? I doubt.
About 2pm, one candidate came in for interview for the HR Exec position. His name was kinda funny and everyone keeps laughing when heard his name, especially the receptionist- Romeyo. He looks kind of mm....I don't know how to explain but it's just no that handsome kind and not suitable for his name. The receptionist ask me to get him his Juliet...lof...
My manager ask me to go out for buying some stationaries at the shop nearby. This is my first time going out during the office hour with Pass~ So I took this chance to look around the shops near by and try to look for some kiosik or 7-11. But...failed..I guess they really do not have 7-11 nearby. What we have here is just a tiny indian convenient shop. I think 7-11 should open a branch here, they shouldn't just focus on the Pavilion area. There was plenty 7-11 nearby that area but nobody goes in.. They have too much 7-11 there, they should move one here.
When my candidate arrived around 6pm, there was another lady waiting for interview as well. The receptionist call me to helpout for the interview and take the interview accessment form for them. I quickly run from 9 floor to 5th floor to get the form and make te whole thing look nice. Yet, the interviewer seems does not really appreciate that. She looks like so unsatisfy for what I've done for her. She makes me feel like scolding myself for being so busybody. Later on, my manager went up and join the interview session. The interviewer actually trying to conduct interview without HR notice. Luckily I brought the candidate's resume back to my floor and my manager saw that. As what the group manager have said, every candidates have to prescreened by HR people, we must see them at least for once before they join us. The other thing wrong about the interviewer was actually she is given a wrong form to the candidate to fill up, the form is one with old format, the new form is not like the old form. So, at the end did I did the right thing? I confused... The part I don't understand the most is, why that interviewer want to hire people without going through HR department?
After two days wearing spec, my eyes feel much better. The eyes does not looks as tired as before anymore. I believe all these while my eyes were too tired because I never wear spec, gonna bring my spec wherever I go from now on. Need to make myself a pair of new spec after I got money. I need to treat my eyes better...
I need another MP3 player as well, the MP3 player must able to play for long long time. Then I can listen to it while I am in the plane. YES! Buy a MP3! I want Sony one! I wanna engrave my name on it!
Sunday, April 3, 2011
03.04 daPrawn's Cottage
可能最近太转注于下个星期三的SPM考试，最近整个人都怪怪的，老是想着一些奇奇怪怪的东西，好像做什么计划啦、有什么打算啦等等的。昨天还严重到发梦自己变成manyjer了！我不太喜欢当起大责任的，因为自己知道自己当不起。我只要求自己办好自己的事就好，其他无必要的责任我不要扛，免得做多错多。不过这个梦真的好搞笑，我居然去学人谈十年八年那个公司该有的计划等等。自己都觉得自己好搞笑。不过呢，搞笑的梦是要付出惨重的代价的。搞笑完了就要负代价。
梦里面我也有看到Joy，其实我对Joy的印象不太深刻，跟她也没说过话，却不知道为什么她会在msn上加我。我对她唯一的印象是她是在我跟王子开始后不久跟她男朋友一起的，王子还笑别人说可能是因为看到他也拍拖了随随便便找个人要就好。她还有叫王子带我去她的生日会，不过我拒绝了。事后其实我挺后悔的，毕竟雯霖有在，我蛮想跟雯霖聚一聚的。梦里面她问起关于我跟王子的，我忘了我怎样回答她，不过我想应该都是些很敷衍了事的话，毕竟我跟她真的很陌生。
梦太过不切实际就反映着一个人在睡觉的时候头脑并没有休息，而是在‘猛烈’地操作着。今天早上起来的时候真的有够力累，还累过失眠整晚，精神不能集中，总是好像一直在梦游这样。就这样子‘游’着去了教会。
妈妈说阿姨反口说没有答应要帮我买旅行箱。头脑已经blur到不得了的我真的不懂要怎样回答她，然后她就一直在自己讲自己的，我都没有听下去，因为脑袋实在转不动了。
下午睡了一觉后，脑袋开始恢复正常操作了。本来是想要乖乖读书的，不过那起书来，头脑就开始乱乱飘了，没有办法集中读书。在加上今天天气super热，太阳晒到我的眼睛都看不见了，要带眼镜，今天的心情更加郁闷了。结果就开始东想想、西想想的。想想王子是否原谅我了呢？想象我该怎样搭车去买旅行箱呢？想想我该怎样把我妈妈的花带出国种？她有一盆从金马伦偷下来的花我好喜欢，不过它一直都不繁殖，我们都不知道该拿它怎么办。除此之外，我还有想好多的。王子以前常常会这样的，没想到这一点我居然也学到了。
梦里面我也有看到Joy，其实我对Joy的印象不太深刻，跟她也没说过话，却不知道为什么她会在msn上加我。我对她唯一的印象是她是在我跟王子开始后不久跟她男朋友一起的，王子还笑别人说可能是因为看到他也拍拖了随随便便找个人要就好。她还有叫王子带我去她的生日会，不过我拒绝了。事后其实我挺后悔的，毕竟雯霖有在，我蛮想跟雯霖聚一聚的。梦里面她问起关于我跟王子的，我忘了我怎样回答她，不过我想应该都是些很敷衍了事的话，毕竟我跟她真的很陌生。
梦太过不切实际就反映着一个人在睡觉的时候头脑并没有休息，而是在‘猛烈’地操作着。今天早上起来的时候真的有够力累，还累过失眠整晚，精神不能集中，总是好像一直在梦游这样。就这样子‘游’着去了教会。
妈妈说阿姨反口说没有答应要帮我买旅行箱。头脑已经blur到不得了的我真的不懂要怎样回答她，然后她就一直在自己讲自己的，我都没有听下去，因为脑袋实在转不动了。
下午睡了一觉后，脑袋开始恢复正常操作了。本来是想要乖乖读书的，不过那起书来，头脑就开始乱乱飘了，没有办法集中读书。在加上今天天气super热，太阳晒到我的眼睛都看不见了，要带眼镜，今天的心情更加郁闷了。结果就开始东想想、西想想的。想想王子是否原谅我了呢？想象我该怎样搭车去买旅行箱呢？想想我该怎样把我妈妈的花带出国种？她有一盆从金马伦偷下来的花我好喜欢，不过它一直都不繁殖，我们都不知道该拿它怎么办。除此之外，我还有想好多的。王子以前常常会这样的，没想到这一点我居然也学到了。
Saturday, April 2, 2011
02.04 daPrawn's Cottage
Today is my first operational day. Finally I start functioning...maybe because it's my first time, I messed up everything. Thanks alot to my executive who helps me alot on my works today. I'll perform better next time. This morning the manager bought us wantan mee as breakfast, but I cannot manage to eat it properly asI have to run here run there from 9 to 5 and 5 to 9 floor for the whole day. I don't even have time to drink water.
This morning I wanna change my luck, so I wore my new sport shoes to work. Yet, who knows the shoes are not as comfortable as what I thought. I guess I need to buy a new shoes. So I went to KLCC and look for the cheap cheap reebok shoe after work, but it's too late, they do not have discount anymore. Aiks...I need to wait again... If I really cannot get any shoe then I'll go UK buy a better one...
I went to Times Square with my mom after work as we want to go to see skin specialist. After that we went hang out around in Times Square and look for shoes. Actually I don't feel like buy shoes also. Don't know why just don't have any mood on shopping at all. I went to see Nikon's camera today, they don't have that kind of camera I am looking for...So now I only have 3 choice- Lumix, Olympus and Sony. Aww...
This morning I wanna change my luck, so I wore my new sport shoes to work. Yet, who knows the shoes are not as comfortable as what I thought. I guess I need to buy a new shoes. So I went to KLCC and look for the cheap cheap reebok shoe after work, but it's too late, they do not have discount anymore. Aiks...I need to wait again... If I really cannot get any shoe then I'll go UK buy a better one...
I went to Times Square with my mom after work as we want to go to see skin specialist. After that we went hang out around in Times Square and look for shoes. Actually I don't feel like buy shoes also. Don't know why just don't have any mood on shopping at all. I went to see Nikon's camera today, they don't have that kind of camera I am looking for...So now I only have 3 choice- Lumix, Olympus and Sony. Aww...
Friday, April 1, 2011
01.04 daPrawn's Cottage- April fool? Oppsss!
The night before yesterday mommy cook me a herbal mutton soup, she said it is good for my health and good for protecting my body increase my body's temperature...the next day, I felt so uncomfort, seems going to sick again..need to drink more water...
Yesterday night I had a bad dream again. 3 new faces, 2 were guys and 1 lady, I had never seen these face before..but I think maybe one day later I might have chance to meet these people, if not there's must be something hidden in it until I can remember the dream so well. 4 of us seems to be very good friend who always hang out together. The two guys 1 of them were very rich and handsome, another one very tall and with quite good looking as well. The lady was a pretty, cute nd adorable lady. The 2 guys were actually interested with the lady, so I always got ignored as both of the guy will only care about the lady and sometimes the lady might not understand or realise I have problems or difficulties as she doesn't have any problem, the guys will take care of her business. In that dream, we actually went out for a meal. We went to a cafe looks something like secret recipi type of western cafe. The two guys was trying their best to approach themselves to the lady and 3 of them actually forgotten me, the lady didn't realised I was being left behind, she was so comfort and didn't feel anything. I was alone there at their back and tried to slot into their gang. This makes me so upset...I tried to do something to get attention...*woke up*
Actually this always happen in my life. Last time don't know why I always get those very leng lui friends and people always put their attention on them, I was always the one lefted behind. Remember when I was small in the church, people will only put their attention on my friends around me like Jessy and Angeline (Actually we have 5 in the gang but 3 of us were closer that time due to we were in the same study batch), I was thinking maybe I am not good enough to get people attention, but at least my result is the best..but perhaps I was too arrogant, my result keeps worsten these years.
This cases seems to be much lesser recently maybe because of I am too used to my own gang and never go out to meet others. Eventhough I did meet new people but I don't have problem where I have a super model good friend and everyone keep entertaining her and I was ignored. Some people say that I am more talkative and outgoing recently and that's why I started to be adaptable to people..But I think that is not what really happening. I start closing up my world and start to have lesser and lesser friends. Perhaps I have plenty of friends, but when something really happen I'll find myself to have no one to talk. That is why I was so regreted to start with Prince, started with him means I lost a good friend, I lost a good friend where I can tell him everything without feeling unsecure or stress.. he was my best friend once upon a time.
Today I almost overslept in the LRT, perhaps it because of the dream last night and caused my brain non-stop functioning for the whole night without resting. On top of that, I was too tired due to facing computers for long time everyday due to working and I don't know how to adjust the light and brightness of the laptop. I hope I will figure it out soon.
When I walk to my working space, try to hang around and see is there any special places around this area. Yet, it seems like all working places only..all the shops occupied by offices and I can't find a single grocery shops or kiosik nearby. I remember on my first working day I saw someone bought Popeye's so I tried to hang around and look for it...but I failed again...perhaps I should google first before I look for it next time..
This two days due to my executive and my manager took leave, our jobs messed up. Lots people called and came to look for her. This is the problem when the company is too centralised their jobs..centralised management..that's is the cons of it. Nobody understand their jobs and we cannot handle it.
Perhaps I am too new in this company or I do not seems dependable and responsible, people doesn't want to talk to me, they'll rather to talk to someone younger than me. In this company, I am incharged of all those recruitment and interviews. Someone actually called in and look for my executive to ask for the interview stuffs, she wants to reschedule one of the candidate but the candidate cannot make it. So one of my colleague picked up and try to talk to her with all the information she has. She actually gave some wrong information and caused some misunderstanding. When the colleague went out, the lady called again and ask for the interview informations again, so I gave her all the correct information but she still want and prefer to talk to my colleague..I really wish to shout that her tell her I am the one incharged in doing all these thingy, why not just ask me?! My colleague knows nothing about recruitment, she only do payroll! I am the one dealing with the candidate all these while!
I went out for lunch at KLCC today, MCD again. After that we actually go to bank to do some office stuffs. I saw the burberry new colection and I really love it crazily!!!!! Awww~~~ When would I be able to buy myself one? I want either Tod's or Burberry.
Today was another day for me to OT until very late. This company OT claim very less only as they do not encourage OT. Actually it is useless to OT if you have enough time to finish up your jobs or you can work effectively. OT only shows you are not productive and it will increase the company's expenses. I wonder why last time RE loves us to OT for them everyday. Yet, today is a special case. I need to wait for the my candidate to come for interview after she finish work. So...I wait until 7.30pm and reached home around 8.45pm.
My dad called me and ask me to go for扫墓with them. I straight away tell him that I am not free for that. Actually he asked me for few times already, I know what is he thinking that's why I don't want to go. He want to use me to show off around again. He told Kelvin if we don't go means if next time we have anything need helps please do not beg him as well. I was SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOOOOO angry and really wish to call back and shout at him! I won't beg you anymore! You are not qualified for me to beg! I really don't wanna be so rude to my own dad but...My dad is sucks!!!!! He only treat my step brother as his own child, me and Kelvin are just extra people for him! Why should we go for with him if that is the case! I TELL YOU NOW, I HAD NEVER TREATED PATRICK CHONG YAO SHENG AS MY OWN BROTHER! I only have one brother call Kelvin! Patrick Chong is just an unknown person to me, I don't really want to know this person! And the other thing is, please next time if you want to say such thing say infront of me, don't go and scold Kelvin! I will tell you you better don't come, I won't beg you! I'll rather not to see you again especially on my departure day and my convocation! You better don't shown up and spoil my mood! I don't really want to have you in that special and memorable days!
My mom and HangBi's mom came out to fetch me at the bus stop. Hangbi was so cute an talkative! I feel much better everytime I saw him...but he is getting more and more naughty and he does not speak. His mom is so worry about him, she scared that he will not speak when he go to school. Lof...
She actually tells me last time her husband had one gf who loves branded stuffs. She always ask her husband to buy her those branded things... She told me alot of thing. I don't know what does she means but I really wish to say that I am not that kind of lady who always ask for branded stuffs. Branded stuffs is just an aim for me to achieve, it some sort of thing to compensate and reward myself when I have some achievement. It is not really that important to me. I am not that 贪慕虚荣, I didn't ask Prince to buy anything for me but I'll buy things for him myself. I am not that kind of people! It is just that nowadays those non branded stuffs' quality are getting lousier and cannot be use, my mom tell me to spend a little bit more to buy something with good quality and can be use for long time.
Although today is april fool, but luckily I am not fooled. Thanks God for every single good and peace day I am having! May God bless everyone and let His wisdom and holiness spread throughout the world.
Yesterday night I had a bad dream again. 3 new faces, 2 were guys and 1 lady, I had never seen these face before..but I think maybe one day later I might have chance to meet these people, if not there's must be something hidden in it until I can remember the dream so well. 4 of us seems to be very good friend who always hang out together. The two guys 1 of them were very rich and handsome, another one very tall and with quite good looking as well. The lady was a pretty, cute nd adorable lady. The 2 guys were actually interested with the lady, so I always got ignored as both of the guy will only care about the lady and sometimes the lady might not understand or realise I have problems or difficulties as she doesn't have any problem, the guys will take care of her business. In that dream, we actually went out for a meal. We went to a cafe looks something like secret recipi type of western cafe. The two guys was trying their best to approach themselves to the lady and 3 of them actually forgotten me, the lady didn't realised I was being left behind, she was so comfort and didn't feel anything. I was alone there at their back and tried to slot into their gang. This makes me so upset...I tried to do something to get attention...*woke up*
Actually this always happen in my life. Last time don't know why I always get those very leng lui friends and people always put their attention on them, I was always the one lefted behind. Remember when I was small in the church, people will only put their attention on my friends around me like Jessy and Angeline (Actually we have 5 in the gang but 3 of us were closer that time due to we were in the same study batch), I was thinking maybe I am not good enough to get people attention, but at least my result is the best..but perhaps I was too arrogant, my result keeps worsten these years.
This cases seems to be much lesser recently maybe because of I am too used to my own gang and never go out to meet others. Eventhough I did meet new people but I don't have problem where I have a super model good friend and everyone keep entertaining her and I was ignored. Some people say that I am more talkative and outgoing recently and that's why I started to be adaptable to people..But I think that is not what really happening. I start closing up my world and start to have lesser and lesser friends. Perhaps I have plenty of friends, but when something really happen I'll find myself to have no one to talk. That is why I was so regreted to start with Prince, started with him means I lost a good friend, I lost a good friend where I can tell him everything without feeling unsecure or stress.. he was my best friend once upon a time.
Today I almost overslept in the LRT, perhaps it because of the dream last night and caused my brain non-stop functioning for the whole night without resting. On top of that, I was too tired due to facing computers for long time everyday due to working and I don't know how to adjust the light and brightness of the laptop. I hope I will figure it out soon.
When I walk to my working space, try to hang around and see is there any special places around this area. Yet, it seems like all working places only..all the shops occupied by offices and I can't find a single grocery shops or kiosik nearby. I remember on my first working day I saw someone bought Popeye's so I tried to hang around and look for it...but I failed again...perhaps I should google first before I look for it next time..
This two days due to my executive and my manager took leave, our jobs messed up. Lots people called and came to look for her. This is the problem when the company is too centralised their jobs..centralised management..that's is the cons of it. Nobody understand their jobs and we cannot handle it.
Perhaps I am too new in this company or I do not seems dependable and responsible, people doesn't want to talk to me, they'll rather to talk to someone younger than me. In this company, I am incharged of all those recruitment and interviews. Someone actually called in and look for my executive to ask for the interview stuffs, she wants to reschedule one of the candidate but the candidate cannot make it. So one of my colleague picked up and try to talk to her with all the information she has. She actually gave some wrong information and caused some misunderstanding. When the colleague went out, the lady called again and ask for the interview informations again, so I gave her all the correct information but she still want and prefer to talk to my colleague..I really wish to shout that her tell her I am the one incharged in doing all these thingy, why not just ask me?! My colleague knows nothing about recruitment, she only do payroll! I am the one dealing with the candidate all these while!
I went out for lunch at KLCC today, MCD again. After that we actually go to bank to do some office stuffs. I saw the burberry new colection and I really love it crazily!!!!! Awww~~~ When would I be able to buy myself one? I want either Tod's or Burberry.
Today was another day for me to OT until very late. This company OT claim very less only as they do not encourage OT. Actually it is useless to OT if you have enough time to finish up your jobs or you can work effectively. OT only shows you are not productive and it will increase the company's expenses. I wonder why last time RE loves us to OT for them everyday. Yet, today is a special case. I need to wait for the my candidate to come for interview after she finish work. So...I wait until 7.30pm and reached home around 8.45pm.
My dad called me and ask me to go for扫墓with them. I straight away tell him that I am not free for that. Actually he asked me for few times already, I know what is he thinking that's why I don't want to go. He want to use me to show off around again. He told Kelvin if we don't go means if next time we have anything need helps please do not beg him as well. I was SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOOOOO angry and really wish to call back and shout at him! I won't beg you anymore! You are not qualified for me to beg! I really don't wanna be so rude to my own dad but...My dad is sucks!!!!! He only treat my step brother as his own child, me and Kelvin are just extra people for him! Why should we go for with him if that is the case! I TELL YOU NOW, I HAD NEVER TREATED PATRICK CHONG YAO SHENG AS MY OWN BROTHER! I only have one brother call Kelvin! Patrick Chong is just an unknown person to me, I don't really want to know this person! And the other thing is, please next time if you want to say such thing say infront of me, don't go and scold Kelvin! I will tell you you better don't come, I won't beg you! I'll rather not to see you again especially on my departure day and my convocation! You better don't shown up and spoil my mood! I don't really want to have you in that special and memorable days!
My mom and HangBi's mom came out to fetch me at the bus stop. Hangbi was so cute an talkative! I feel much better everytime I saw him...but he is getting more and more naughty and he does not speak. His mom is so worry about him, she scared that he will not speak when he go to school. Lof...
She actually tells me last time her husband had one gf who loves branded stuffs. She always ask her husband to buy her those branded things... She told me alot of thing. I don't know what does she means but I really wish to say that I am not that kind of lady who always ask for branded stuffs. Branded stuffs is just an aim for me to achieve, it some sort of thing to compensate and reward myself when I have some achievement. It is not really that important to me. I am not that 贪慕虚荣, I didn't ask Prince to buy anything for me but I'll buy things for him myself. I am not that kind of people! It is just that nowadays those non branded stuffs' quality are getting lousier and cannot be use, my mom tell me to spend a little bit more to buy something with good quality and can be use for long time.
Although today is april fool, but luckily I am not fooled. Thanks God for every single good and peace day I am having! May God bless everyone and let His wisdom and holiness spread throughout the world.
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