So lazy, gonna start working tmr...Don't feel like going for work... My first freelance job, can I consider it as freelance job? Tmr need to make up..wake up early to make up...
Today I was abit moody, perhaps due to the rainny days. Prince keeps appearing in my mind... the betraying..everything... This kind of weather is not suitable for him, he might be colded. Haiz... Ignore him!!! He shouldn't appear in my mind again... Please! Stop appearing! Stop affecting my life!
I bought a new watch for Kelvin, actually it looks exactly the same with his former watch. He lost his watch in school couple weeks agao, he was quite upset after tat incident, keep talking about the watch until I really cannot stand with him and agree to buy him a better watch in the futre.. So, since I bought him back this watch today, he cannot ask me to buy him watches in the future~ wakakaka~ I saw another nice watch for myself also, but I have to wait until end of the month to buy the watch...what to do..over budget this month~
While walking alone in the shopping mall, I heard one very nice mandarin song- 我是一只小小鸟by丁当 (refer to the link below). So touch when heard the song, sound exactly like what I am having now- the future is uncertain, I am going to conquer everything, I am going to achieve what I haven't been and haven't dreamed before. Sometimes might feel exhausted, but what to do? C'est La Vie...
Tmr have to wake up early and make up... I don't have any experience as Receptionist before...anyone can help me??? Any idea how should I dress and make up? What should I prepare? Gosh...HELP!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4RqAbOWXY8
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Monday, March 21, 2011
20.03 daPrawn's Cottage
今天照常一早就起身去教会。早上也如常的去那个巴刹吃早餐，特别的是平时很早卖完的炒米粉还有好多，椰浆饭却七早八早卖完了。妈妈就叫我去隔壁的当口买替她买椰浆饭。那档的椰浆饭不好吃，而且老板很吝啬，都给得很少，而且价钱很贵。
今天教会来了一个外来讲员，他的分享很不错，只不过我知道是不是我太累了，一直在打瞌睡。他提到要如何教导孩子等的，要交到孩子成为一个爱主的人，不要让孩子看重世界胜过看重主基督。跟我妈妈对望了一下，笑笑不语，我想她明白我的意思的。希望以后弟弟不会有跟我一样的遭遇，可以选择自己要走的路。
散会后我们照常来到当初我去找王子的时候王子带我去那间餐馆吃午餐。我渐渐发现当初那种痛楚渐渐没有了，那种期待重逢的感觉也没有了，我想我已经习惯了这个地点，已经适应了这间餐馆。想起昨天章鱼跟我提起王子跟那姐妹的东西，她说他们在面子书上的互动并没有我们以前来的多。我觉得他们应该是平时见面的时间已经很多了，不需要面子书，毕竟他们是同班同学。我跟章鱼说其实我跟他分手是件好事，虽然让人很心痛，可是我后来得到的更多了。感谢上帝我跟他分手了，要不然现在的我做每一件事都会有很多顾虑，我不可能有今天的这一步。跟那姐妹一起了对他来说也是好的，他也不用特地分两边时间来陪两边的人，他可以天天都见到她。
章鱼有问过我有什么打算（对于感情），我会问她我还有资格谈感情吗？不要害人害己啦！自己知道自己是什么时候了，不要让人家等你那么久。
今天阿姨原本说五点带我们去吃晚饭的，结果一拖就拖到八点，变成吃宵夜了。看着妈妈卖给他们吃的蛋塔，我真的很想把它吃完当我的晚餐！阿姨还要我下个星期到她家住，我真的不太想去，不过妈妈说要买行李箱等东西需要有车载，所以我分得去不可咯！阿姨还说要带我去吃自助点心。虽然我是很爱吃点心，不过她这样子会搞到我很不好意思。好像那么大个人还不会自己挣钱养家，还要家里人负担我的费用，还要那么奢侈。
今天教会来了一个外来讲员，他的分享很不错，只不过我知道是不是我太累了，一直在打瞌睡。他提到要如何教导孩子等的，要交到孩子成为一个爱主的人，不要让孩子看重世界胜过看重主基督。跟我妈妈对望了一下，笑笑不语，我想她明白我的意思的。希望以后弟弟不会有跟我一样的遭遇，可以选择自己要走的路。
散会后我们照常来到当初我去找王子的时候王子带我去那间餐馆吃午餐。我渐渐发现当初那种痛楚渐渐没有了，那种期待重逢的感觉也没有了，我想我已经习惯了这个地点，已经适应了这间餐馆。想起昨天章鱼跟我提起王子跟那姐妹的东西，她说他们在面子书上的互动并没有我们以前来的多。我觉得他们应该是平时见面的时间已经很多了，不需要面子书，毕竟他们是同班同学。我跟章鱼说其实我跟他分手是件好事，虽然让人很心痛，可是我后来得到的更多了。感谢上帝我跟他分手了，要不然现在的我做每一件事都会有很多顾虑，我不可能有今天的这一步。跟那姐妹一起了对他来说也是好的，他也不用特地分两边时间来陪两边的人，他可以天天都见到她。
章鱼有问过我有什么打算（对于感情），我会问她我还有资格谈感情吗？不要害人害己啦！自己知道自己是什么时候了，不要让人家等你那么久。
今天阿姨原本说五点带我们去吃晚饭的，结果一拖就拖到八点，变成吃宵夜了。看着妈妈卖给他们吃的蛋塔，我真的很想把它吃完当我的晚餐！阿姨还要我下个星期到她家住，我真的不太想去，不过妈妈说要买行李箱等东西需要有车载，所以我分得去不可咯！阿姨还说要带我去吃自助点心。虽然我是很爱吃点心，不过她这样子会搞到我很不好意思。好像那么大个人还不会自己挣钱养家，还要家里人负担我的费用，还要那么奢侈。
Sunday, March 20, 2011
19.03 daPrawn's Cottage
今天一早就回去学校上课，超久没有这种经验了，挺怀念上课的感觉的。今天好懒惰起床，一直给自己借口睡迟些，告诉自己以前好象没那么早起床的，不过到最后还是起床了。
好久没跟章鱼聚在一起了，这种感觉就好像我们终于有机会回到大海去一样，好有归属感。她常常怨我老是没有留时间给她，老是把她推掉。对不起嘛！我真的太忙了！我会留多一些时间给朋友的。我真的不是不想跟你们出门。
今天很开心，好久没有从times square走去klcc了！好久没有走那么多路了。今天原本还打算去找cafeinees的，不过走了好久都找不到的！不过呢我们总算找到了去caffeinees的路，这次准没错的啦！我去google过了！我好喜欢走路，我可以学会很多东西，可以放慢来看很多东西，也可以学会怎样去很多地方，又可以运动。今天我又学会从times square走去pudu了！够力！以后我可以从klcc直接走去pasar seni了！这次走路的感觉有点不同，可能是因为我还没吃早餐跟午餐的关系，也可能是我们两个这次怕晒怕的要命的关系，两个人都很没有耐性走路了。
由于找不到caffeinees，我们最后决定在times square搞定所有东西（包括看戏，逛街，吃饭等全部在那里包办）。我们吃了很丰富的午餐，两个人吃四个人的分量。这种暴饮暴食的感觉好过瘾！我们吃了一个套餐后再另加一个法式土司，超饱的！这种吃法把我早餐所减掉的都加倍补回来了，结果减了等于没减，白饿了整个早上。不过随便啦，一餐伴餐由他吧，反正那个法式土司免费的，用戏票换回来的，胖一点也值得啦！章鱼一直引诱我买东西，不过还好我的定力够强，我最近真的太贫了，用了好多钱！
可能今天走太多路了，右脚的旧患又隐隐作痛了！痛！不过这次不太敢告诉别人了，告诉别人会给人骂的。其实也没有人肯给我嗲了啦...只好自己躲起来痛咯！再加上昨天左手扭伤了~ 我好像满身都是伤处，几可怜一下，不同的是这次只能自己躲起来可怜了。人家说的，过了二十岁的女生要自己学会承担痛苦。其实说起来我最痛的还是左手的伤，毕竟左手是我最重要的肢体。写字、打字、缝纫、烹饪等都是靠左手的，万一它有什么闪失我真的不敢想象我的世界会变成怎样。
今天回到家后的晚餐才是要我的命的，够力辣！明明是苦瓜炒饭，炒出来却变了辣瓜炒饭。妈妈剁了一些小辣椒下去炒那个炒饭，由于是用来剁的，小辣椒的味道完全出来了，再加上妈妈真的巴它剁得很细，辣椒粘着每一颗饭粒，每一口都是超级辣的！我吃了几口就不吃了，妈妈跟他的朋友带我到山底的麦当劳去吃东西，不过我最后还是去了对面妈妈档买那个很出名的ayam special tambah mayonese。妈妈跟他的朋友就在麦当劳一直聊天聊到差不多十二点。可能最近习惯早睡，我一个人坐在旁边睡着了。
好久没跟章鱼聚在一起了，这种感觉就好像我们终于有机会回到大海去一样，好有归属感。她常常怨我老是没有留时间给她，老是把她推掉。对不起嘛！我真的太忙了！我会留多一些时间给朋友的。我真的不是不想跟你们出门。
今天很开心，好久没有从times square走去klcc了！好久没有走那么多路了。今天原本还打算去找cafeinees的，不过走了好久都找不到的！不过呢我们总算找到了去caffeinees的路，这次准没错的啦！我去google过了！我好喜欢走路，我可以学会很多东西，可以放慢来看很多东西，也可以学会怎样去很多地方，又可以运动。今天我又学会从times square走去pudu了！够力！以后我可以从klcc直接走去pasar seni了！这次走路的感觉有点不同，可能是因为我还没吃早餐跟午餐的关系，也可能是我们两个这次怕晒怕的要命的关系，两个人都很没有耐性走路了。
由于找不到caffeinees，我们最后决定在times square搞定所有东西（包括看戏，逛街，吃饭等全部在那里包办）。我们吃了很丰富的午餐，两个人吃四个人的分量。这种暴饮暴食的感觉好过瘾！我们吃了一个套餐后再另加一个法式土司，超饱的！这种吃法把我早餐所减掉的都加倍补回来了，结果减了等于没减，白饿了整个早上。不过随便啦，一餐伴餐由他吧，反正那个法式土司免费的，用戏票换回来的，胖一点也值得啦！章鱼一直引诱我买东西，不过还好我的定力够强，我最近真的太贫了，用了好多钱！
可能今天走太多路了，右脚的旧患又隐隐作痛了！痛！不过这次不太敢告诉别人了，告诉别人会给人骂的。其实也没有人肯给我嗲了啦...只好自己躲起来痛咯！再加上昨天左手扭伤了~ 我好像满身都是伤处，几可怜一下，不同的是这次只能自己躲起来可怜了。人家说的，过了二十岁的女生要自己学会承担痛苦。其实说起来我最痛的还是左手的伤，毕竟左手是我最重要的肢体。写字、打字、缝纫、烹饪等都是靠左手的，万一它有什么闪失我真的不敢想象我的世界会变成怎样。
今天回到家后的晚餐才是要我的命的，够力辣！明明是苦瓜炒饭，炒出来却变了辣瓜炒饭。妈妈剁了一些小辣椒下去炒那个炒饭，由于是用来剁的，小辣椒的味道完全出来了，再加上妈妈真的巴它剁得很细，辣椒粘着每一颗饭粒，每一口都是超级辣的！我吃了几口就不吃了，妈妈跟他的朋友带我到山底的麦当劳去吃东西，不过我最后还是去了对面妈妈档买那个很出名的ayam special tambah mayonese。妈妈跟他的朋友就在麦当劳一直聊天聊到差不多十二点。可能最近习惯早睡，我一个人坐在旁边睡着了。
Thursday, March 17, 2011
17.03 daPrawn's Cottage
终于今天临到了，喜乐与不舍交集的一天。喜乐的是因为终于脱离苦海了，不舍是因为的跟一班一起受苦一起笑了一个月多的好朋友分开了。
今天大家都对我超级好。由于我今天的午餐时间是十二点，七早八早就吵Nigel跟我换时间。Nigel今天也特别好，二话不说就答应了我的要求，还要是在他的好朋友们都 lunch一点的时候哦！真高兴，原来他很gentleman的咧！今天他最帅了！不过他也很搞笑咯！他还问我：‘那我不是不能跟你一起吃饭了咯？！’我心想：你有很想跟我吃饭么？？你平时都不是跟我吃饭的啦！不过他一直都有在说要在我出国前大家出来聚一聚，毕竟大家都相处了那么久，难免会有不舍得的。不知道我不在之后他会不会轻松一些呢？从今以后就没有人天天呱呱吵他偷candidate了。
今天lunch剩下我们四个人，大家一起去cosway吃最后午餐~希望我们还有机会一起吃东西啦！希望以后我还可以有机会跟大家一起吃东西。
其实我最不舍得的是Little Tiny, 她教会我好多东西，在这一路上一直帮我，一直提醒我。很可惜今天不能跟她一起拍照吃饭的。她其实最可怜，总是看着自己的好朋友离开公司，cammy是这样，我也是这样，clara又是这样。
今天最开心的是不用做RO!我今天完全没有做RO哦！今天就忙着帮jess排interview,忙着打电话，忙着收拾。
今天大家都对我超级好。由于我今天的午餐时间是十二点，七早八早就吵Nigel跟我换时间。Nigel今天也特别好，二话不说就答应了我的要求，还要是在他的好朋友们都 lunch一点的时候哦！真高兴，原来他很gentleman的咧！今天他最帅了！不过他也很搞笑咯！他还问我：‘那我不是不能跟你一起吃饭了咯？！’我心想：你有很想跟我吃饭么？？你平时都不是跟我吃饭的啦！不过他一直都有在说要在我出国前大家出来聚一聚，毕竟大家都相处了那么久，难免会有不舍得的。不知道我不在之后他会不会轻松一些呢？从今以后就没有人天天呱呱吵他偷candidate了。
今天lunch剩下我们四个人，大家一起去cosway吃最后午餐~希望我们还有机会一起吃东西啦！希望以后我还可以有机会跟大家一起吃东西。
其实我最不舍得的是Little Tiny, 她教会我好多东西，在这一路上一直帮我，一直提醒我。很可惜今天不能跟她一起拍照吃饭的。她其实最可怜，总是看着自己的好朋友离开公司，cammy是这样，我也是这样，clara又是这样。
今天最开心的是不用做RO!我今天完全没有做RO哦！今天就忙着帮jess排interview,忙着打电话，忙着收拾。
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
16.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Tommorrow gonna be my last day in Recruit Express, suddenly feel so hard to leave, I am gonna to miss all my colleagues alot.. especially Little tiny and Jess.
Suddenly have such thought to thank Prince for breaking up with me, but I believe he won't accept my thank and won't appreciate it.. I'll rather to keep it back for myself if that's the case, in cantonese we called it as 'better keep the breath back for myself to warm my stomach'. Should I give him a message to thank him? Should I just pretend nothing happened? I am blur... Anyone have any idea?
Today I cannot concentrate on my work at all. Jess was keep looking at those branded bags websites, we were keep talking branded bags and wallets.. nothing on work..wakakaka... after talk to Jess, I went to find Cla to continue chatting, then we keep talking about diet and keep fit... At the end, I didn't manage to get much RO...so less RO today..
Today sales meeting Ms Big Boss was not in, she was out for Career Fair. Her assistant conducted the sales meeting. She shared about responsible at the end of the sales meeting. She asked us what cartoon character we love. This reminded me about Barney...I miss Barney soooo muchie!!!! So long time never watch Barney...
Suddenly have such thought to thank Prince for breaking up with me, but I believe he won't accept my thank and won't appreciate it.. I'll rather to keep it back for myself if that's the case, in cantonese we called it as 'better keep the breath back for myself to warm my stomach'. Should I give him a message to thank him? Should I just pretend nothing happened? I am blur... Anyone have any idea?
Today I cannot concentrate on my work at all. Jess was keep looking at those branded bags websites, we were keep talking branded bags and wallets.. nothing on work..wakakaka... after talk to Jess, I went to find Cla to continue chatting, then we keep talking about diet and keep fit... At the end, I didn't manage to get much RO...so less RO today..
Today sales meeting Ms Big Boss was not in, she was out for Career Fair. Her assistant conducted the sales meeting. She shared about responsible at the end of the sales meeting. She asked us what cartoon character we love. This reminded me about Barney...I miss Barney soooo muchie!!!! So long time never watch Barney...
Monday, March 14, 2011
14.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Just came back from Ipoh yesterday night. Nowadays something seems wrong with my phone, I keep lossing credit without reason, 1 week reload for RM100 also not enough.. I wonder why also.. perhaps it's because of the auto connection or line's problem.
Went back to ipoh and visit my grandpa on Saturaday. My family members all discussing about my coming explorations, they are planning to send me to airport together on 9th June. My aunt wanna bring me for dimsum buffet before I go UK, my uncle wanna bring me to Cameron Highland on May, they wanna bring me to buy ludgage and jackets... They plan like I am not going to come back to Msia again~ hahahaha~
Yesterday I saw news about Japan's Tsunami, I was shocked when I look at it.. The colour of the waives looks exactly like my dream...black seas dream...exactly the same... Sounds so weird and so...ridiculous... but it happens on me always.. although no one believe in me, it sounds so ridiculous for a normal human being... now waiting for the next dream to come true... although I don't put much hope on that.
Today I got 10 RO without the help of AEON and ICIMB~ I love this feeling! Ms Big Boss praised me today because finally I achieve target! She give me pass to do calling only for next two days for I really have to finish up all the piles back there and call up all those ppl back there~ good luck for me in the next two days~
Went back to ipoh and visit my grandpa on Saturaday. My family members all discussing about my coming explorations, they are planning to send me to airport together on 9th June. My aunt wanna bring me for dimsum buffet before I go UK, my uncle wanna bring me to Cameron Highland on May, they wanna bring me to buy ludgage and jackets... They plan like I am not going to come back to Msia again~ hahahaha~
Yesterday I saw news about Japan's Tsunami, I was shocked when I look at it.. The colour of the waives looks exactly like my dream...black seas dream...exactly the same... Sounds so weird and so...ridiculous... but it happens on me always.. although no one believe in me, it sounds so ridiculous for a normal human being... now waiting for the next dream to come true... although I don't put much hope on that.
Today I got 10 RO without the help of AEON and ICIMB~ I love this feeling! Ms Big Boss praised me today because finally I achieve target! She give me pass to do calling only for next two days for I really have to finish up all the piles back there and call up all those ppl back there~ good luck for me in the next two days~
Friday, March 11, 2011
11.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Due to the bad traffic and lack of buses in the morning, I was a bit late to work compared to usual. Jess was so happy whe nwas me step into the office, she was so scare if I really run away like that. Hahahaha~ I won't, I'll do what I promised...somemore I still have some good candidates who needs jobs, I have to do my best to help them.
After yesterday incident, my supervisor was so disappointed with me. This morning I had a conversation with her and tried to make her feel better. I told her I have to leave the company because I need to put more time for my studies as I still have two outstanding papers to take in this April and I also want to put more time for my family before I leave Msia. My supervisor treat me good again after I said so.
Miss Big Boss was keep watching over me today. At first I thought I was thinking too much, but who knows actually everyone have the same feeling as well. I really feel like want to go and ask her is there anything she wanna tell me or what but I really scared this might affects her mood again, so just pretend I don't know or never realised that. Before leaving the company, I ask my supervisor to sign the time sheet for me. She ask me to go see Miss Big Boss. Miss Big Boss asked some very weird questions like how am I feeling today and so on.. She doesn't seems normal. She asked me why I didn't achieve 10 today, I told her because currently all the candidates I have is not good ones, I will only send out the good one and with good English.
*多的是 你不知道的事
After yesterday incident, my supervisor was so disappointed with me. This morning I had a conversation with her and tried to make her feel better. I told her I have to leave the company because I need to put more time for my studies as I still have two outstanding papers to take in this April and I also want to put more time for my family before I leave Msia. My supervisor treat me good again after I said so.
Miss Big Boss was keep watching over me today. At first I thought I was thinking too much, but who knows actually everyone have the same feeling as well. I really feel like want to go and ask her is there anything she wanna tell me or what but I really scared this might affects her mood again, so just pretend I don't know or never realised that. Before leaving the company, I ask my supervisor to sign the time sheet for me. She ask me to go see Miss Big Boss. Miss Big Boss asked some very weird questions like how am I feeling today and so on.. She doesn't seems normal. She asked me why I didn't achieve 10 today, I told her because currently all the candidates I have is not good ones, I will only send out the good one and with good English.
*多的是 你不知道的事
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