This few days was so dramatic, suddenly I am released!
Tuesday I go back quite late due to wait my candidate to come and sign contract. After signing contract, one of my colleague came and told me that day was her last day. I was shocked, I never expect that she is going faster than me! GOSH~~~!!! I wait her settle down all her things with my supervisor then we leave together.
Wednesday morning the colleague came in with casual wear and hand in her resignation letter. The boss was so angry and she brought it up during the sales meeting after working hour and ask us to discuss about that. She was keep talking bad about the colleague like auntie gosip in the market. The colleague actually had settled her things with her supervisor before she leave, this is not considered as irresponsible and unprofessional behaviour! The boss asked me for my opinion, I scold her back and say she shouldn't do so and talk bad things about her. Perhaps I was too emotional and react in a bad way, the boss was so angry with me and the whole office (expecially upstairs) start gossiping about me. I told my friend:" I've prepared for it, I am preapred to leave after I said so." But now I am quite regret, I should make it in a proper way, shouldn't scold the boss back.
The colleague was so upset after she knows the boss said her like that. She feels like all the hardwork and good things she did all this while when she is with Recruit Express has been ignored. People only remember she left in a improper way. They start to say bad of her just to makes the boss happy. This is not the right way, this is unethical! Human shouldn't behave like this!
Today me and another colleague hand in the resignation letter. The HR manager said she already expected I'll do so. My supervisor is very disappointed with me, I can see it...she was so angry... I should talk to her in advance...aiks..I've did a wrong step... Anyway, I'll do my best to correct back my mistake in the left week I have. The HR manager said if I dont feel staying or not happy with the job, I can leave earlier, but I really wish to complete up my task before I left, so I rejected the offer. Some colleague asked me is it because I got better offer, I told them I have to concentrate in my study as I need to go for exam for my remaining 2 subjects in April.
I guess I am really addicted to my phone. Today I forgot to bring my phone when work, so I cannot refer to the phone for time and so on. So not used to it...keep on thinking about my phone and cannot concentrate in my job.
Lucky is not about your luck but how you see your life as. Sometimes we need to be dare enough to dream for something bigger.
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
08.03 daPrawn's Cottage
I got one sales, one out of 5 of my candidates got job. He is a good one, he really want to work and really want to learn, I can see how much he want to work. He is a OKU, thats why he is much hardworking and strong and will do more to compete with the world. He makes me understand that God will not makes everyone perfect, the only one perfect in the world is God. God will put different kind of challege or difficulties in a human's life to makes Him looks perfect so that human will obey to him.
Today another colleague quit. I was quite surprise as I thought it won't comes so early yet she told me today before we leave the office. She told me she is going to send the letter by tommorrow early morning. I cannot send the letter now, my candidate is coming for interview and signing letter soon.. so I still have to stay here.
Today another colleague quit. I was quite surprise as I thought it won't comes so early yet she told me today before we leave the office. She told me she is going to send the letter by tommorrow early morning. I cannot send the letter now, my candidate is coming for interview and signing letter soon.. so I still have to stay here.
Sunday, March 6, 2011
06.03 daPrawn's Cottage
I need a psychologist, I got shoppaholic problem again. Every weeks also keep on buying things nowadays.. 2weeks ago buy cosmetic + earings, last week buy high heels, yesterday buy a bag, today buy another pair of shoes! To be honest, I still got plenty things I need to prepare and need to pack.. need to start thinking about ludgage and backpack. Need to buy another pair of slippers also..
Tommorrow my final semester's result will be released. So scare, lecture said got 8 ppl fail... I hope I am not one of them...but the possibility is very high...haiz...God please rescue me!!! I want to go UK, I don't want resit!! I already got 2 outstadning paper, I don't think I have enough time to prepare for the 3rd subject... please...Don't fail me!
Tommorrow my final semester's result will be released. So scare, lecture said got 8 ppl fail... I hope I am not one of them...but the possibility is very high...haiz...God please rescue me!!! I want to go UK, I don't want resit!! I already got 2 outstadning paper, I don't think I have enough time to prepare for the 3rd subject... please...Don't fail me!
Saturday, March 5, 2011
05.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Perhaps I was abit too boring today due to all my candidates MIA today, started to think alot again. Today I was abit emo, think alot of things especially during the time when I was with Prince and Senior. So I decided to surf around FB and have a look with every of my ex and 'ai mei' friend's FB.
Senior changed his profile photo for a few times adi, the latest was taken during his convocation. I was there that day also, but I guess he didn't saw me. Even if he did, I don't think he would able to recognise me. I believe he doesn't remember me also... At least, I know he would pretend he doesn't know me at all.
Prince changed his profile photo also, I believe this photo is taken by LiXin, only his gf can get such photo, I got alot this like photo before also. The photo I guess is taken at his house...
I walk around at Pavilion myself after finish work. A lot of thing had changed, I wonder why I didn't realised that. I love interior design, last time Prince always accompany me to see furniture shops. The furniture shop me and him went already closed. The store I always went and buy our couple keychain had gone also, I can't even find the SnJ shop near by the store... He always ask me to draw a nice picture and put in the dining room of our house in the future, I always complaint why he don't draw it himself as both of us took visual art before also...
To cheer my mood, I bought myself a nice nice bag. My heart quite pain as it's quite expensive, but I still feel great for finally I bought it. I am out of 'bag' recently, it is time for me to buy bag.
Today I also realised one thing, Prince was right, I didn't really love him alot. I am too adapted to Senior's style and copied all his habit. I never copied a single thing from Prince, he is still here just because he occupy a big part in my memories...
Senior changed his profile photo for a few times adi, the latest was taken during his convocation. I was there that day also, but I guess he didn't saw me. Even if he did, I don't think he would able to recognise me. I believe he doesn't remember me also... At least, I know he would pretend he doesn't know me at all.
Prince changed his profile photo also, I believe this photo is taken by LiXin, only his gf can get such photo, I got alot this like photo before also. The photo I guess is taken at his house...
I walk around at Pavilion myself after finish work. A lot of thing had changed, I wonder why I didn't realised that. I love interior design, last time Prince always accompany me to see furniture shops. The furniture shop me and him went already closed. The store I always went and buy our couple keychain had gone also, I can't even find the SnJ shop near by the store... He always ask me to draw a nice picture and put in the dining room of our house in the future, I always complaint why he don't draw it himself as both of us took visual art before also...
To cheer my mood, I bought myself a nice nice bag. My heart quite pain as it's quite expensive, but I still feel great for finally I bought it. I am out of 'bag' recently, it is time for me to buy bag.
Today I also realised one thing, Prince was right, I didn't really love him alot. I am too adapted to Senior's style and copied all his habit. I never copied a single thing from Prince, he is still here just because he occupy a big part in my memories...
Friday, March 4, 2011
04.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Too busy around this, so today I decided to compensate myself with a good set of Mcd Breakfast! Early in the morning, I took LRT to KLCC and wanted to buy MCD there...who knows their MCD havn't start operate...T.T... So I walk to bukit bintang to buy MCD and walk back to Menara Standard Chartered~
This few days don't know why N keep on stealing my candidates! Everyday also got such cases...this morning while i was talking with Jessy, perhaps I lloks abit serious..N suddenly come and say:" Adeline, don't be so serious pls..I wont steal your candidates anymore" who knows...today he still stealing my candidate~~~ pening~~ why those candidates never tell him they were my candidates?!~ Anyway, give him lo~ since I am just a temp, I wont get any commision from there~
Suddenly feel so excited about Beijing, I wish I can go there faster...I wanna eat their big big wantan~ and dimsum!!!! GOSH!!! Today only knows eating~~~
*把真实的感觉封锁在那深似无底洞的中心里,那曾经的重心该彻底地被埋在回忆里。可能我需要向金鱼学习,只有七分钟的记忆就好,只记得这七分钟的我平安就好。
This few days don't know why N keep on stealing my candidates! Everyday also got such cases...this morning while i was talking with Jessy, perhaps I lloks abit serious..N suddenly come and say:" Adeline, don't be so serious pls..I wont steal your candidates anymore" who knows...today he still stealing my candidate~~~ pening~~ why those candidates never tell him they were my candidates?!~ Anyway, give him lo~ since I am just a temp, I wont get any commision from there~
Suddenly feel so excited about Beijing, I wish I can go there faster...I wanna eat their big big wantan~ and dimsum!!!! GOSH!!! Today only knows eating~~~
*把真实的感觉封锁在那深似无底洞的中心里,那曾经的重心该彻底地被埋在回忆里。可能我需要向金鱼学习,只有七分钟的记忆就好,只记得这七分钟的我平安就好。
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
02.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Hooray! I got both China and UK!
Early in the morning I called to the office and applied half day leave to go college and attend so called second round interview conducted by HNA group. I am the only one in my course got the offer, that makes me abit worried and feel unsecured. I might need to go to a place where I've never been before all by myself and stay there myself...the feeling was so...scared. Anyway, I am still proud for I am the only one get the offer. I really wish I could go this place, I want to go to the whole world, I want to explore every city in the world while young, I want to get as much experience I could while I still have the ability to do so, I want to walk as much as I could when I still can walk.
Everyone says this is a very good opportunity. I shouldn't miss this chance, no U-Turn~ but I am still feel hard to make decision...I may need to leave here for so long, I might miss here alot, I might not able to accompany my family if they have any problem, I might not able to take care my mom when she is sick... Mom keep on telling me not to worry about her, she will take care the family well...but I still feel so unsecured.
Anyway, thanks god for given me so many good opportunity. Thanks god for letting me to go both UK and China~ THANKS GOD!!!!
Early in the morning I called to the office and applied half day leave to go college and attend so called second round interview conducted by HNA group. I am the only one in my course got the offer, that makes me abit worried and feel unsecured. I might need to go to a place where I've never been before all by myself and stay there myself...the feeling was so...scared. Anyway, I am still proud for I am the only one get the offer. I really wish I could go this place, I want to go to the whole world, I want to explore every city in the world while young, I want to get as much experience I could while I still have the ability to do so, I want to walk as much as I could when I still can walk.
Everyone says this is a very good opportunity. I shouldn't miss this chance, no U-Turn~ but I am still feel hard to make decision...I may need to leave here for so long, I might miss here alot, I might not able to accompany my family if they have any problem, I might not able to take care my mom when she is sick... Mom keep on telling me not to worry about her, she will take care the family well...but I still feel so unsecured.
Anyway, thanks god for given me so many good opportunity. Thanks god for letting me to go both UK and China~ THANKS GOD!!!!
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
01.03 daPrawn's Cottage
Although I took a full day leave today, I don't feel like I am on leave also...so busy today!
This early morning I have to wake up and rush to college just to attend the SHU briefing. Luckily I went for the briefing, something is wrong with my offer letter, need to get the ammendment letter from the college.
Yesterday Hainan Airlines called me for interview today, who knows they made mistake...don't know why my name appear on their list today. This evening they call me again...I have to double check with them again to make sure they didn't make any mistake this time... called and took leave with my company, Ms Big Boss scold me gao gao for take so long leave..apa boleh buat?! this is tarc's style!
Today I went to settle up alot of thing also...freaking tired!
This early morning I have to wake up and rush to college just to attend the SHU briefing. Luckily I went for the briefing, something is wrong with my offer letter, need to get the ammendment letter from the college.
Yesterday Hainan Airlines called me for interview today, who knows they made mistake...don't know why my name appear on their list today. This evening they call me again...I have to double check with them again to make sure they didn't make any mistake this time... called and took leave with my company, Ms Big Boss scold me gao gao for take so long leave..apa boleh buat?! this is tarc's style!
Today I went to settle up alot of thing also...freaking tired!
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