Wednesday, August 31, 2011

29.08 daPrawn's Cottage

puff~ 10 days never update my blog! I wanted to update it but just can't, I left my scotland trip in my phone and I need wifi to post it on blogger. So? Just hold on to my Scotland trip~!

This two days were peaceful and luxury, my days were filled by nice food and sleeping only. Yesterday we cook Ji Kut Teh, the taste was fabulous! Thanks for the soup packet! It really taste good! Taste exactly like what we had in Malaysia! We cook for 4 person, including my housemates- Yvonne (another Yvonne again) and Edwin (another Edwin again). hahahaha~ With drumsticks, eggs, mushrooms (many many mushroom), garlic...and a little bit salt, oyster sause, and soya sause to make the soup taste better.

Today, Yvonne make us curry chicken~! Fuyooh~! 2 days drumsticks! Yvonne is a very good chef! She cook really well! If I am a guy I will find a girl like her also! Clever, pretty, nice, friendly and know how to play games and cook! She is nearly perfect!

Yesterday I got an unexpected call from Zeus. Just a chit chating call, nothing big. This isn't the first phone call thorough the summer, it's second one. But I believe its no harm to talk to him like friends. He promised he will treat me as friends like what he promised to be before I came here. He said he got update my blog and found I am not that happy after reaching here, he tried ta trace my photo via Celine's fb but couldn't get much from it, so asking me why never go for trip. Actually I was doing my best escaping from Celine's camera, and I am not actually that close with Celine, I join both group 1 and group 2.

Cheejiang told me about the boycott stuffs, reminds me what I did while in advance diploma and tells me actually that incident makes alot of them hate me, they perceive that I was the one purposely do something to seperate them. OH MY! Is that my fault? I had tried my best to settle it in a peaceful and fair way. That time everyone was trying to get into the same class and only a few places left in the class, I have no choice but breaking every group including my own group! GOSH! He said why I hadn't came out and explain this in detail...OH MY~! How am I going to know you all were gossiping me on such small matters? Next time, whenever you all have anything don't feel good with me or question please tell me directly~! I hate people playing boycott and golden finger stuffs!

Doing assignment, stuck at the gantt chart and budgeting part. I guess I am not a good manager, I can't do planning. So, William sent me his gantt chart and I realised mine appendix wasn't that huge. He got more than 18 appendices and that only able to make him 60+, I wonder how am I going to keep myself at 70+, not that easy~

Monday, August 22, 2011

21.08 daPrawn's Cottage

昨晚到了最后狮子头还是上线了,大约马来西亚时间六点多的时候。我本来是觉得没有希望了,毕竟今天是星期日,难得有假期,他应该会睡到很迟才对。不过很神奇哦,在我最想他的时候他忽然上线了!而且上线后还自动找我,当然这也不是他第一次自动找我啦!还有更感动的呢!哈哈哈~他之前因为赶工所以都忙到很迟、很累,但他总是会等到我回来后才睡觉,就只是为了跟我讲一句晚安~超感动的!!!

我问他为什么那么早起床,他说想念某人;我再问他那个女生有没有打给他,他居然说那个女生其实就是我~OMG!你生日那天我不是有寄了一张贺卡给你吗?而且你又没说我怎知道你等我的电话哦?!况且你不是也有我的电话号码吗?你不会打来噢?!还有你没有给过我你的名片哦!还有!不许再玩我哦!不过他其实也收敛很多了,至少他没有成天告诉别的女生很想念她要泡她之类的话了,他知道我会吃醋吃爆的。他上次尝试过了~哈哈哈~

他今天去jb,回来后好像很累似的,可能也很忙,所以都没什么时间跟我哈喇。我没告诉他我会不上线一个星期,想看看他会不会想我,会不会发现我没有上线。不知哪里来的自信,我就相信他会想我,会去我的面子书找我的足迹。我想他应该也习惯有我的日子了,习惯上网会看看我有没有在线上。因为有时候我我看到他上线特地不要找他,他也会自动来找我。应该说我常常都这样子等他来找我,而且成功机率蛮高的,只要他不是很忙的时候他都会来看我有没有在线上。可是他又会不会在这阵子找到代替我的人呢?我不敢保证~不过我希望是不会啦!

今天打给妈妈,妈妈说她生意做到很大没时间接我电话~~囧……我好可怜哦!连妈妈都不理我了~她很有异性没人性咯!女儿都可以不要!哈哈哈~还是弟弟最好!我打给他的时候她旁边很吵,结果他叫他的朋友们静一静,因为姐姐从很远打来的~我听到真的超感动!我弟弟居然讲那样的话咧!

Saturday, August 20, 2011

20.08 daPrawn's Cottage

又偷懒了两天~这次是为了要让自己更专心做下两张assignment才放自己几天假的。没法子了,功课重要嘛!威廉还一直叮咛我不要丢他的脸,搞到我不懂多压力!他好坏哦!

看来我真的要更努力才行,不然我会不够时间干完我的assignment的!老师很坏!到最后一堂课才发assignment给我们,还要是那张占70%的!他很看得起我们咯!两个礼拜要我们做完!你认为即使做完了有可能会做得好吗?50%的我们都要用上一个月了!

今天我去逛街,一口气买下了几件我想买好久却不舍得买的衣服~都是些棉衣之类的,适合冷天。今天好到mood买东西,逛逛下又买了两瓶香水,我一直都不舍得买的东西今天一次过买完了~哈哈哈~结果assignment又没有做到~囧

今天狮子头没有上线,应该说我们上线的时间不对,他有上过线,但当时我睡着了~太可悲了!居然在这个时候遇不到他!而且我好像已经习惯每天有他陪我,他睡觉之前总会跟我说晚安,睡醒了总会更我说早安,然后就唠唠叨叨地催我去睡觉~ 今天没看到他真的会很不自在,不知道他会不会也有同感呢?

很怪却很开心,我好像即使没有写东西也有人来看我的部落格哦?虽然我不知道那是谁,可是我真的很想说,谢谢你的支持,谢谢你的关心!^^

Thursday, August 18, 2011

17.08 daPrawn's Cottage

刚拿到了我第一张assignment,那张很用心做出来的东西,成绩很不错,不过我不开心,因为螃蟹的成绩不好。我不喜欢那种我跟她差很远的感觉,因为她会不开心,我不喜欢只有我一个人好的感觉。鱼姐姐说到我好像天上有地上没有那么好,好像我肯定就会拿first class honour这样!其实也不算什么啦!我并没有跟她差很远,不需要拍马屁拍到这样,而且她越是这样讲,螃蟹就会越不开心。所以有时候我也不懂自己想怎样,我想做好,却不想好了又要给人讲,就不想那么高调让全世界人知道。

我今天跟威廉聊起学长(文俊),原来文俊没有拿到first class honour。很不可思议,他不是一直处心积虑要拿first class的吗?我记得跟他分手的时候他都还有3.6的哦!那要拿first class是肯定没有问题的啊!为什么会搞到这样哦?!难不成心美不让他读书?威廉说文俊太骄傲,太自负了,所以成绩出来不怎么好。原来整个科系是这样看他、不喜欢他的,忽然觉得他挺可怜一下。

我终于也告诉威廉我跟文俊以前有一起过,其实我一直都很想跟他讲,不过都不懂要怎样讲,虽然感觉上影响不会很大,不过好像会很奇怪咯!他一直都相信我是他一手打造出来的,结果原来我的前男友是一个成绩跟他旗鼓相当的人物。我觉得有时候威廉讲话方式有一点点很奇怪的感觉,就好像哥哥跟妹妹讲话这样,有时他叮咛你的时候又好像跟女朋友讲话这样。哈哈哈~我觉得可能他没有当过人家的哥哥,很想也有当哥哥的感觉吧!

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

16.08 daPrawn's Cottage

天气渐渐转冷了,好多店的衣服都换季了。夏天,是不是渐远了?

我bid到那个包包一直都拿不到,结果就退款了。这次过后我应该好久都不敢去bid东西了吧?!哈哈哈~

某一天,狮子头跟我聊天,他说我拒绝他,我答他好像是他拒绝我的咯! 结果我们两个都只会傻笑~ 好白痴哦?不过我觉得好好笑,可能日子久了又会觉得很可悲,因为又会变成另外一段故事,另外一个悲剧。

我最近常常跟自己讲要学会爱,要学会信,不过好像很难,因为信心好像死了。这是我最近才发现到的。我好像对任何事情都不抱任何信心,那是很可悲的事情。

还有,我太依赖。厉害的男生觉得我很随便,很容易腻掉,不厉害的男生就会累掉。我忽然觉得wilson很给力,他居然跟我一起了四年咧!给他两个‘服’字!哈哈哈~!

最近看到好多好喜欢的衣服,待正式踏进秋天再买吧!那时可能会有去年的存货拍卖~ 不然可以找一些二手衣服~ 这里很多二手店,衣服、包包、手表等应有尽有~

Saturday, August 13, 2011

12.08 daPrawn's Cottage

Chat with Lion again, he told me about 1 girl he met. He gave his name card to that girl, but that girl never call him even after many days. I scolded him so stupid, he should have get the girl's number before giving the name card! Hahahaha~ So stupid! However, I actually I am not that good. Inside me there's something really painful running thorough my body. He won't understand the pain.

He said I rejected him, I replied actually he was the one rejected me that time, he never reply after that. I believe it was just line problem, he tried to typ something but don't know why I just can't receive anything.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Had a small chat with Lion, he had a boring birthday, and his dream never came true. Don't know why I felt delighted when he said so, and I started to name myself as the girl. I should knew better, I am not the girl he mentioned, although I wish I am.

He keep on saying thanks for the birthday card, repeatingly. It makes me confuse, what does he trying to express? What does he meant with the repeatingly thanks? I am too dumb to understand that, could you please be more specific and straight to point when you talk next time? I guess it is a way of rejecting. He is just trying to be polite and tell me we do not have any chance to make up I guess.

My secret farm is no longer a secret. Blackie star disclosed it to his classmates and alot of them start exploring that place..how sad..no more place for me to hide myself.