25th

25岁是什么样的一个概念？不能再称呼自己为女生，以后就是女士了。皮肤松懈要勤做美容，以前是三天一小敷五天一大敷，现在是天天在敷，没办法北京这儿环境太虐人了，不做美容老得快。护肤品重新换了一套，瓶瓶罐罐上面贴着的ANTI-AGING特别刺眼，自己弄了xi些套套，把标签套了起来，可是那又能套回多少青春呢？只能多花些银子多买几瓶精华往脸上猛贴了。

25，我开始期待TAYLOR SWIFT也来一首25，我想她会的，因为25是一个变数，对女孩儿来说。忽然觉得25很有意义，总结了我的24全年都过得很努力。

同事们开始说：“哎呀连你都25啦！我该多么老了啊！”是能说明我平时像个小孩儿乱蹦乱跳，没想到已经迈入中年阶段了。这样乱蹦乱跳把人生都过掉三分一了，有变年轻么？或许吧。

身边朋友们该结婚的都已经慢慢地步入殿堂了。有个打小在就窝在一起的闺蜜昨天给我发消息，说她儿子现在已经两个月大了，选择了自然产，生孩子的时候可痛苦了，不过还是会努力生下来的，因为你爱他。她让我以后生孩子也要自然产，我说：问医生吧！我本身就是个个别事件，75%概率以后的孩子会跟我一样。其实也不知道为什么那么快说这些，自己连证都没领就那么快想到那一步了。我想她是想给我一个祝福吧，希望我早日成家，毕竟我从小就是长得最抱歉的那个孩子。

今天过了一个愉快的生日，同事们热烈给我安排庆祝，主要是我的领导们够意思把我的生日记牢了，在这里谢谢楚总谢谢余波，还有谢谢“小心魏爽”，有你们在最窝心！可能我平常跟他们逛街都死死的盯着人家橱窗里的水果花篮蛋糕，他们都记着了，我最喜欢的留了给我，谢谢亲们！

除了他们，默默在前面拖着我走的胖子给我做的长寿面加鸡蛋。洗完澡出来发现桌上多了个蛋糕盒子，里边装着俺最爱的凯宾斯基拿破仑，我都快乐坏了，我没想到他居然还能买得到那么抢手的拿破仑呀！让他去拿蜡烛点上，结果他端了一个凯宾斯基家最热卖最有名的黑森林蛋糕出来，应该有两斤的蛋糕吧，还加了一根儿会唱歌的蜡烛。那一霎那我都快哭出来了！还有马来帮给我组织的生日聚会，还有kelly的免费美容等等，见证了我又一次成长。谢谢大家！

今天，带上了今年给自己买的新手表，以后的日子要一天一天算着，分秒必争、小心翼翼的用着。右手中指上多了一个潘多拉的戒指，未来是充满试探的，未来式充满希望的。

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跟他在一起两年，看化的事情很多，也明白也许多道理，其实最深刻的莫过于女生是一朵花，遇到对的人就会变得光彩四色、夺目绚丽，遇到不对的人就会枯萎凋谢。

一起两年体重胖了10公斤，现在是个胖妞儿了。某次参加他的朋友聚会，朋友的女友问我不怕变胖吗？我说没什么好怕的，只要把他养得比你胖就够了，全场大笑，因为我确实成功了。其实熟悉我的人都知道我一直不是易胖体制，我知道只要遇到难过的事情我只需要两周就能把10公斤退回去，只是跟他在一起两年虽然我们也有很多争吵，确实没有遇到什么太难过的事情，因为值得的人他看到你的付出，懂得珍惜你，不会舍得让你难过。现在的我虽然不敢说自己是个大美女，但素颜出门还是足以让人回头，同事们天天在羡慕我的皮肤好气色好，这全都是他的功劳。

有一次做饭跟他吃，做饭之前我有些难过的事情压着没说，吃饭时候他说：“今天的饭饭很好吃，不过只给60分，因为做饭的人不开心，你现在可以告诉我你为什么不开心了吗？”这件事情让我很感动，因为他真的在乎我的感受，即使是小小的事情。我们来自不同的文化背景，不同的思想教育，互相聆听了解真的很重要，因为爱是恒久忍耐，又有恩慈。他能够谅解我天蝎座的死爱面子又倔强，我能够理解他处女座的挑剔又苛刻，那才叫生活。

跟他在一起两年，我们去了很多地方，见了很多人，但是粘腻度跟似乎依然有增无减。他每次出差我就会好像吃不下饭一样浪费了大半碗饭（其实是这里的份量太大，他没在没人给我收拾残局），我出差几天他就不断催我回家赶紧给他收拾煮饭按摩。我问他喜欢我什么，他说喜欢我胖，喜欢胖我，我觉得那就够了。

很想跟一个很羡慕我的过去的人说，当时他不是我那个对的人，所以你没必要羡慕什么，也没必要去惦记着什么，因为换作你是那个所谓的童话世界小公主你也会成为落跑公主的，你有看过那个公主嫁入王室以后跟以前一样开朗高调的吗？没有吧？所以没必要羡慕人家，往前看，找个适合自己的就好。

Pre 25

Another 2days, I'm officially stepped into 25th. Hereby I would like to thank those who takes me through the peaks and valleys, stand by me whenever I need a company, listen to me and understood my situation throughout this year.

25, age of maturity for a lady, you couldn't address myself as a 'girl' anymore as I'm not just a little girl as I was. Everyone grows up, no one can break this rule. It's obvious when you started to see wrinkles around your eyes and you started to use anti aging product to stop this from getting worsen. Thanks God for these lovely 24 years and thanks God for holding me through the spring and winter.

Mr Lecturer

I met a guy, shall we call him Mr. Lecturer? I met him in a usual Sunday service, and keep in touch after that. He told me about his work, his plan, his life on our first meet, even his migration plan. Perhaps we have quite big generation gap, I couldn't understand him. Sometimes I find myself confused and hard to digest with those things he said, yet I don't know why he still continue to tell me a lot of things.

He is an introvert person, although he doesn't wish to admit this and trying to argue with me for few times. He asked me what do I think about him- caring, cautious, quiet and introvert. Although at first he will try to persuade me that his friend see him in another way, but in the end when I ask him "what do you think about yourself?" he will reply "yeah, you're right".

He took me to a few gathering to meet up with new faces, but in the end I'd realized he is not working well with such gathering, maybe just stay in the corner with few friends that he has know before and at the same time I might be hanging around blowing with some faces I don't know.

It's no longer a secret, I'm now dating with a boy same age with me, although he is a bit childish, yet he loves me very much and I know he will stand by me when I meet any troubles. It seems to be unusual for me to look for someone like him, but that's the fact somehow, we've been dating for more than 1 year.

05.09 daPrawn's Castle

Woke up early because I planned to go home for bath this morning, however CC were dragging my time as he woke up late this morning. So, I tried to tied up my hair and end I realized I do not have any hair band with me. So, I did a croissant hairstyle with 4 black pins. Everyone were asking me about my hair today, I guess I was successfully catch everyone attention although I didn’t mean to do so.

Another boring day, I am actually kinda worry about Malaysia political issue, especially after saw some photos shared by my friends about the messages they received regarding some people are trying to raise the skin colour issue among the nations. This is insane but dangerous, insane as they forgot the true meaning of Malaysia- Malay and Asia, which includes all other races not only Malay, Chinese and Indian; dangerous as in these people are trying to raise another incident like 513, where causing the nation to kill each other, the worst part is, our PM is the one started to raise this issue, by claiming it was “Chinese Tsunami” in his speech, I am so sad and so disappointed with it. 56 years peaceful and democracy multi-races country seems no longer exist. After the election, there are a lot of happenings in Malaysia, the result of election were doubted and it was even reported in the overseas newspaper, everyone knows about it, some of my colleagues in China even ask us about this issue. This issue also rise on whitehouse.gov and became the second highest votes petition in the website, 2 days after the election result released. Obama congratulates our PM but at the same time he mention about this issue.

I’ve been talking too much about the political issue I guess… I hope the police wont arrest me.

 p.s. Take care to those who are joining the riots. So sorry for couldn't be with you all but I will support you all mentally!

Looking at this empty page, I suddenly lost what am I wanted to share here.. everywhere are talking about the coming election, sorry for unable to go back during that time and unable to vote here due to I was not told about the application of voting overseas until the application is expired. I tried to call the Msia embassy but then i realised no one will be picking up your calls, no matter you are calling to which extention. Msia Boleh? Cool...