Tuesday, March 29, 2011

29.03 daPrawn's Cottage

Big girl, don't cry...one of my friend told me this recently. Don't cry...actually I am not crying anymore, just moodly.

Yesterday Zeus drunk again, because of my again. I really I wish I could do something to stop all these. I don't want to listen anything about him anymore. I wanna leave all these! Can I dump everything here and escape to somewhere that no one know me?

Today my boss brief and introduce me around the company. Today only I know that Reliance Pacific Berhad is so big. I started to feel blur and don't remember anyone's name when I reached second floor.

My boss treated all of us lunch. That is a nice place, with nice enviroment, but I don't really like the food as it is not what I used to eat. I'll prefer to have chinese or western food, I don't like indian or malay food.

After lunch I met the guy I dislike while walking back to office. He tried to say hi to me but I just skipped him, just don't feel like entertaining him.

Monday, March 28, 2011

28.03 daPrawn's Cottage

I planned to start my day with Mcdonal breakfast with Squid today. Yet the planned bursted as my bus broke down this morning. About 7.30am, I was still at the bus stop near my house..we planned to meet at 7.30 am actually... Luckily my dearest Squid helped me to take away the Mcd Sets, she also rescue back my breakfast.. sayang you the must, squidchy~!

When I reach my office, it was 8.45am. I was late on my first day of working. When I step into the office, the office was so messy. One of my colleague stood there with the office phone and keep on crying. At first I don't understand what was happening as well, after that only I know her handbag was snatched. She was so pity, lost her phone, her money and everything. She reminds me about my own experience and it makes me so scare while hear motor engine's voice...so terrify...

Today I only did some failing jobs, havn't really go into my jobs. The HR manager looks like hamsap lou but I believe he is not really hamsap..he just looks like that. He change my job scope after knowing that I have experience as a recruitment consultant before, I was previously incharged in doing administrative jobs like payroll, claims and so on in the HR department but now I am incharge in doing recruitment and hiring. He ask me whether am I familiar with jobstreet...GOSH! That exactly what I did when I was in RE! Prescreen in jobstreet, calling, shortlisting, interview and hiring~! I purposely run away from RE so that I can explore more,who know at the end I still fall into the same function... can I learn something new? I don't wanna keep on repeat doing the same thing. I am too tired with the thing!

Exam is so soon already, yet I am still blogging...I need more time study already...

He kept appearing in my mind again and again. The feeling of him was so strong this few days without any reason. Perhaps it is just because I am currently into the field he is in. I hope that's about it. I really wish I can meet up with an major accident and this person can totally and eternally get out from my life (I can forget about him totally), it sounds like self cursing but I really wish this will happen on me and I'll only lost the memories about him and the others will still remained. I need to get start with a new life, a brand new one..IMMEDIATELY!

Zeus keep on asking why I can't really put effort on making us better. I am so sorry, Zeus. I can't help on that. This is not what I can force myself to be, I can't control on that.

27.03 daPrawn's Cottage

Since yesterday night I was at Aunt Jamie house, she promised to bring me to hunt for luggage and prepare for things that needed when go UK. My family members all were so excited about this travel..this makes me so scare of thr coming exam, 2more papers to go.

Actually this is my first time coming to my aunt's new home after she moved here. I love her love so much, since the first house until now. She and her husband is very good in interior design, both of them have their own renovation business. No matter it's big house or small house, they always make the house very nice, like palace. I wish in the future my house can be as nice as their house also.

My aunt is a very brave woman. She went through alot bad things but yet she is still standing strong and and face her life. When she first married her husband, her husband want to stay with his parents but her mother in law was so bias and treated her very bad, until 1day she even force my aunt to leave the house. That time my aunt just give birth to my cousin Lydia, so her whole family moved to my house. That time my uncle's family was staying at house as well, so all of us squeeze into 1 room... although the life was hard that time, but my aunt and her husband work really hard to give their children a better living.

In order to celebrate my coming explorations, my aunt wanna bring me to eat all the food I love. After all kind of consideration, she decided to bring me for Dim Sum buffet. Early in the morning, she bought us to eat dim sum. My mom was so greedy, keep on taking all the food but she never eat also.. forced me to eat. This is my first time eat so much, full until I can feel my stomach going to explode, so pain...feel like vomiting. Usually I will be full after eat 1 pau and 1 plate of dim sum...but this time i eat almost 10 plate dim sum plus alot of paus~ Until night only those dim sums fully digested. For the whole day I was so scared of food and all the topics related to eating. Really feel like slapping myself and make myself write 1000 times I wont be eating like this anymore..

I bought myself a watch finally! I love this watch so much! At first I saw another Elle's watch, but it is quite expensive and I scare if suddenly I don't like the watch adi I might regret. I bought another Bernetti Polo's watch, decided to give them anothe try because the watch was DAMN PRETTY MAN!!! I can't put my hand down after I wear it, I like to just watch at the watch like that~ but the watch have 1 not good part...it doesn't have night growing function. I love playing with night growing watch..now I cannot play with watches anymore...

Although we planned to go hunt for luggage, but we ended up buying other stuff. My aunt say we should wait for Isetan member sales to get nice nice luggage...wait lo~

Sunday, March 27, 2011

26.03 daPrawn's Cottage

Today is my first day in Reliance, started to miss Sony now..

This morning I went to PWTC for the job fair. I wanted to call my colleague don't come because the organizer is BN.. Don't know why I have a bit prejudist towards this kind of organizer, yet who knows many great company was there involve in this fair (not include those international company). Companies like YTL, Maybank, MAS, Airasia and so on was involved in looking for good talent in this event. There was also many recruitment company trying to look for good candidates and good consultant as well.

The fair was not exactly in PWTC but it is at Dewan Tun Razak. They lead us to walk here and there and make us take so long time to reach that fair. My colleagues were not friendly type of person (perhaps in Sony I was a receptionist that's why many people chat around with me), there was a young guy that I dislike him alot.. He gives mr a kind of aggorant feeling. When I tried to talk, he was like so unfriendly. He said he is doesn't understand mandarin, but his English is not really banana type excellent as well.. What sort of Banana he is if I can speak better English than him? He say me lack of experience for I don't know marketing needs advertisting.. Stupid la u! Don't tell ppl u came out to work for years! These type of jobs usually will bd outsoursed to other company to do de la! If not each and every company also need to have a design team lo! Even big company like Sony also outsource it to other design firm, do u think reliance needs designer leh?! Laugh at me somemore! U r more stupid than me la!

Today my job was just stand there smile and distribute brouchers. The teamleader say they have alot to give out and they want to give out everything. So I simply simply give to people lo! About 3pm, we have distributed almost all of the brouchers, most of the managers already got enough candidate they want. Thus we just sit there and wait for time to go back. The big boss come and ask me to go back earlier. The boss also treated us ice cream for we stand or whole today.

I saw 1 very familiar face, he seems to be appeared in my dream before. The feeling was kinda weird as you don't know the person at all but he came into your dream before. But I believe he is not someone going to affect me as I don't have any bad or good feeling when I look at him and I strongly believe we are not going to meet each other again.
The teamleader give me some money today...I'll prefer to have 1 replacement holiday lo..aiks..

Friday, March 25, 2011

25.03 daPrawn's Cottage

Today is my last day in Sony, suddenly don't feel like leaving this company. I wish I am a permanent staff there, then I can buy a nice nice camera with staff purchase. So many people asking me where will I go after this today, ask me whether will I come back to Sony in the future. I don't know how should I answer them, perhaps thers's such chance in the future, who knows? The future is uncertain, we cannot simply claim anything right now.

Due to it's my last day in Sony, I tried to get know with others and try to remember all the names and faces, but I know I failed it, I only remember the two Liz(s) from Corporate Sales because both of them are damn Leng Lui!!!!! Anyway, I do tried to chat around with alot of people today and tried to understand the structure of every departments today...and tried my best to send all the calls to the right departments (Although no one complaint or blamed me about this, I know I failed it as well).

I did some survey on cameras today, today only I realised there are differences between camera here and camera I need to have when I go UK (on the function part). I need something that enables me to capture for long period in the low temperature environment, thus I need something which have temperature proof function..that's the essential one. As a result, I cannot take Canon as they do not have such product. Besides, I wish to have something that have water proof and shock proof function because I love water activities and I am very careless, may drop things easily... So at the end I got four cameras on my list...two from Sony (TX5 and TX10) and two from Olympus Tough (6020 and 3000).

These two brands have things that I like and I dislike...

SONY
+I like it because it looks nice and it's light in weight (easy to carry especially when I need to travel around)
+They have sweep panorama function, I can take picture even if the scene is too big until I cannot capture it at once in 1 picture.
+have dust proof function
+have alot of extra fuction in the camera...such as background blur and so on.
+Sony have engraving service in their Sony style store...(at klcc, times square n the curve) I can engrave my name on the camera. It's looks so cool when your camera have your own name...
-I don't like Sony because it's all in touch screen, I don't feel secure with touch screen eventhough everyone says touch screen is ok and my phone is in touch screen as well. I feel more secure when I have something to click with when the thing hanged or lagging.
(TX5 only has 10MP, 1.5m shockproof, 3m waterproof ; TX10 has 16MP, 3m shockproof, 5m waterproof)

OLYMPUS (6020)
+they have good reputation in cameras, everyone praise on their cameras
+the one I like can support 100kg weight on step. It has every hard metal cover. It won't break even if I accidently step on it...I am the Big Head Prawn one...this is good for me...
+it's MP is higher thanTX5 but price the price is same with TX5 (14MP), it has 3m shockproof, 10m waterproof...means I can capture even in deep sea also.
-I don't like Olympus because it is so heavy and it looks so ugly...perhaps I'll used to it in the future but now since I still can compare I'll prefer the lighter one..
-no engraving service... I cannot engrave my own name on the camera

Today Farenheit come to Midvalley for promote Canon's camera. It cause so many leng mui zai came and surrounding at the camera booths at the centre court..so crowded and they blocked all the people who really want to see and buy camera...Aiks!! Shoo Shoo Shoo!!! I'll rather Farenheit never come to midvalley. Yet, at the end I never saw them also cause I am not planning and don't feel like stay there to see them also.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

24.03 dapPrawn's Cottage

Yesterday heard alot of gosip about my ex colleague. Perhaps I was really too kiddy or too careless, I had never tot of that before. My mom was right, I am not good on politics, I don't know how to avoid people from attacking me, I don't know how to keep myself safe from those rumours and politics. Someone I tot she is a good person all these while tell the whole world I leave RE because got better offer, previously I told all the bosses there I leave because I want to focus on my exam.. she shout in the office and tell my candidates I leave because of got better offer, whole office looking at her.. I was so shocked when I heard about this, I trusted her so much all these while, who knows after I left she did such things on me... Who is the trustable person an who isn't? I am confused.

Today I reach Sony about 7 something, the door was locked. So I keep walking here and there while waiting for the person in charged to come, when hungry I don't know where should I eat, so go toilet hide myself and eat~

Second day in Sony, made some mistakes today..actually no big deal, but it seems really big ones.. Today the person I can refer to went out after lunch. So i signed something I shouldn't sign, it's incharged by somebody else...I wasn't told about that, the sender ask me to sign then I just sign. Next time I must be more alert when I sign anything...

Today started to have some colleague come and chit chat with me, started to get know to people around me and started to recognise some faces. Many of them ask me why I only work with them for 3 days, why not I continue with them after this? I told them that company I am going to after this is nearer to my house. Ya, it's so far away to travel from my house to midvalley everyday. But I believe it also shows that they quite like me, at least they will try to make me stay on after this. Even the HR manager also ask me whether want to come back to Sony after I graduated from degree, I wish I can but I don't know which position shall I go to after that, I can't go for finance division, I am not from accounting.

Today mommy is so CUTE! She cook all the dishes I hate sooo MUCH all at the same time... I feel like vomiting when I look at the dishes yet no choice, I have to finish it up. T.T~~~ so pity....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ffS40XbwUZI

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

23.03 daPrawn's Cottage

What a easy day~! Early in the morning went to work today, this time is as a replacement receptionist for 3 days at Sony M'sia, Midvalley. This is my first so called freelance job, I had never tried so short jobs before this.

Their HR staff want me to stay and work for them as a data entry clerk after this replacement job, but i rejected as I prefer something which salary counted in months yet their policy is in days. Besides, I don't think the designation as a data entry clerk will help on building up my resume in the future, so I choosed to become a HR assistant although the salary is a bit lower and the working hour is much longer. Anyway, I still feel proud to work for the best IT brand in Malaysia throughout the year even it's just for 3 days.

I was so amazed with Midvalley City's structure when I reach there this morning. I had never realise that there are actually 3 to 4 big buildings between The Gardens and Midvalley Megamall, and they are developing new buildings there somemore. I am feel ashame to tell others that I had been 'wet-ing' in Midvalley since form 3, I don't know about Midvalley at all! What makes this city so different was every of these buildings are linked to Midvalley Megamall, and between these buildings there's many restaurants and this is so convinient for those OL and OM there. We won't found the restaurant so crouded even at lunch time (at least during 12pm McD not crouded).. wakakaka~

Sony- the forth Malaysian Superbrand throughout the year, the best IT brand throughout the country. Today is my first day in this company... I don't know what to do when I was in there because they do not have receptionist, I am the receptionist, I can only refer to myself...wakakaka..this feeling was so weird! I am earning RM72 today by doing nothing beside kacau-ing people and SMS, and simply link people to the 'picked' extention number (I simply pick and point when transfering calls, see who so bad luck la~)

12pm, ppl chase me to go out for lunch; 5.30pm, ppl chase me go back faster...that's my life in sony. It's so much different than Recruit Express! My first day in Recruit Express I stay until 7.30pm.. no no OT counted also.. Here everyone was so scare if I forgot to go for lunch or go back home...lolz... My 'kak' even scare my lunch is not healthy and so on...(coz i took mcd ma!)

After work here, I suddenly have idea what kind of hair style I want to cut... I want something Egypt-nese, I want take away the Japanese look, but I am quite worry if this hair style will makes me looks old or looks Koreanese, I don't think I can bring out the secretive and wild and royal feeling like Egypt Queen did. Anyway, that's the only hair style I had never tried so far and it is as short as what my mom what and it is CLASSIC!! 20s...Smart + Neat + Pro= Presentable...I cannot go for those cute cute or dolly cut anymore...that's what I learned from Sony's OL today.

p.s. anyone have any special idea to heal my hand? I was swollent and I hurt it again while taking bus today... I need this hand...