今天是蛮有人性的日子，属于观察的日子。今天让我明白，观看四方可以让人获益良多，学习很多。
昨晚被一个挚友，爱人诬赖。我告诉他我跟他现任女友说了些关于他的事，他居然问回我有什么企图哦！够过分咯！先生，你认识我多少年了哦？我在你心中就是那么样的吗？！我有像你那么会耍攻心计吗？我有你讲到这样变态吗？拜托！我好像是每次笨笨给你施计的人咯！我只是想把事情交待好，把事情交待清楚了我才能确定你能安好。我不管在对人或是工作都是这样的好不好？！每次做工作离职之前我都会把东西交待清楚让以后接手的人知道要怎样做，不然我也会把东西全部写下来让以后接手的人方便知道或明白东西要怎样做！对人也是一样！拜托！你才是爱耍伎俩的人，不是我！
今天天气很灰，没什么颜色，所以找了朋友带我去兜兜风。由于他还在上班，我就跟着他去上班咯！他带我到一间很大的工厂。那工厂的老板是个老uncle，却有很多个情妇，情妇们都在那间工厂上班，天天碰面。老板娘也在那里上班，结果老板娘，情妇一，情妇二，情妇三等等都在一起上班。这种场面你想象得到吗？有些女人总是说要嫁个有钱人，嫁了又会好吗？
后来我们去油站，有个洋人很搞笑。他把车泊得远到离谱，然后下车要打油，结果当然打不到啦！笨笨的！哈哈哈！我朋友说我很好笑，这种事情也可以笑成这样。不过我真的觉得他很搞笑，光头又呆头呆脑的样子。搞不明白东西的时候就一直抓他那光到发亮的头。哈哈哈！
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Christmas comes from the heart
Christmas is very special for me, meant alot to me. It is the time for giving and forgiving~
Thanks God for sending his son, Jesus to the earth to save our lifes.
Thanks God for choosed me as his daughter and go through every bad time and good time with me.
He is my saviour, my lord
He is my teacher, my friend
Thanks God for taught me to forgive
Thanks God for taught me about giving and blessing
Thanks God for listening my cry when I am weak
Thanks God for be with me when I am happy.
I know, no matter in what situation, my God is with me.
Thanks God for sending his son, Jesus to the earth to save our lifes.
Thanks God for choosed me as his daughter and go through every bad time and good time with me.
He is my saviour, my lord
He is my teacher, my friend
Thanks God for taught me to forgive
Thanks God for taught me about giving and blessing
Thanks God for listening my cry when I am weak
Thanks God for be with me when I am happy.
I know, no matter in what situation, my God is with me.
King of My Heart
Some one called me a lucky girl, perhaps for her I am lucky cause at that time I owned that guy she love. But somehow when things past by, everything changed and I am not as lucky as she said. Why say so? Perhaps I am not good enough to suit that guy, perhaps that guy doesn't suit us... that's what I told her.
This guy, whom I am in love at my first sight, whom I knew I will be in trouble because of him, whom I always obeyed since form two, whom I always trust even when I know he is lying... even when he told me his birthday is on 29th Febuary... I trusted him.
this guy, whom know me more than myself, whom I believe he won't leave me no matter in what situation, whom he said he won't dump me, whom given me hope and reasons to live...dumped me due to unable to trust me.
he told others he tell me everything, I know everything, do I? Usually I only know about the big title after everything is settled, I don't have any idea on all the contents and breakdowns. when i ask him, he will said perhaps we are not in the same college thats why others know more than me. it works the same on his story with his so called kai mui. he told me he won't, he told me she is just kai mui and won't have any chances to go deeper than that. At last, he told me he loves her, doesn't love me anymore.
Form 1, he was a famous guy in his class. I was in the next class. Some of my friends were so admire him and always told me about him. After all these, I also started to fall for him.
Form 2, I confest with him.
Form 4, he told me he is in love with a girl secretly for many years. I wanted to help so I help him to tell that girl he loves her. that girl told me actually he sent letter for her before but she feels awful to accept him as he didn't does anything after that. So I told him to confest with the girl again face to face. Yet, at last he didn't follow what i said.
After secondary school, I work at Alpha Angle's Jusco. He came visit me few times. My bf was so upset as he know He is the one I always admired. So he did some weird things to force him to go.
Diploma, he was taking STPM at the same college with me. We met few times in the college. Went out for yc, went out for lunch... He became the classrep that time and he always complaint that his classmates doesn't work with him and he doesn't like his class. He seems a extra person in his class.
After STPM, he take about 1 year plus to think what he want and where he want to go after that. He ask me about my confest when we was form 2. Ask me how much do I love him. I lied to him and say actually I was just acting that time because my best friend felt that the guy she loved was loving me. I need to break that guy's heart by telling that guy actually I was in love with Him. I used him as a way to reject people. But he forgot..actually he accepted me when form 2. After he accepted me, I always wait him outside his class during recess time, but he always hide himself in the library. I always cry outside his class because he never entertain me at all.. until that day he push me to my first ex.
At last he choosed IT as he said he is interested on computering stuff. So he went UTAR and take foundation on it because he doesn't has any basic on accounting. I told him can find me for help as my accounting is ok.
He stop his foundation course after that as he think the course is not suitable for him and was quite upset as the 2nd girl he love became his friend's gf. Around that time also I broke up with my senior and was quite depressed. We chat quite often and came out for baskin robbin. He loves ice cream, same as me. Ice cream can help cooling down the spirit of anger and corbonhydrate in ice cream can help boosting human's brain (increasing glucose that reaches human brain,blood glucose can help making brain think better) and turn our thinking to be positive.
He always watch football (FIFA) because I watch it. Actually both of us don't really like football. I watch it because the guy I tried to tackle love it, he watch it because I watch it. Actually I was just following what Paul the Octoplus said in predicting which team will win. I never watch all the matches, but he watched for me and tell me the result. That time I love shakira, I love Waka waka...he loves it too. He said shakira is hot.
On 10th July he asked me to become his gf. I was very surprise, for so many years I was so admire him and at the end he become an idol fo me. Unbelievable, my idol confest to me! I don't know how to react as i can't believe this could happen on me. I told myself perhaps he just want me to take over the girls's shadow in his heart. He told me he feel so comfortable with me and can see the feeling of love when he is with me.
I was so scared that he might repeat what he did on me in form 2, so i reacted very weird. So we always argue. He always ask me: Are you Sue Wei? I reply:' Nope, I am Adelaide.' He was so sweet, he said he loves Adelaide but Sue Wei more, he loves Adelaide Chong Sue Wei.
We officially started on 14 july, but that day we quarrel also. I was so angry because he reacted so weird when i call him. I ask him what am I to him, why he treated me like this... He reply on fb and confest with me. He said he loves me on fb. But I never entertain him, I switch off my phone and go watch movie at klcc. He wanted to meet me so he try to go my house don't know why he went Ampang. When he reached my house, it was quite late and I was busying with my stuff.
15 july he fetch me back home after class. He bought a cream for me as i swollen my leg on 14 july. He promised my friend he will treat me well, he will not make me cry.
On 16 july we went for our first date. We went to KLCC and watch movie. Actually we planned to go Pavillion but at last he say wanna go KLCC. He was trying to hold my hand.. 'My hands are wet' he said, 'I am so nervous'..'can I hold ur hand?' thats how he holds my hand. He said:' I am not the prince but from now on you are my princess.' 'You are my prince, since form 2', i whispered in my heart. Our first movie- Twilight 3. There was so many sensitive scenes in the movie like kissing and so on. He keep laughing and laughing. After the movie, he ask me when about that.. I tried to kiss him, but he was so nervous so we stop. I told him actuallt I lied, I admire him since form 2 and I really loves him alot.
We always meet after that as we know we may have less time to meet after his class start. But I was believing that we may at least can meet once 1 or 2 weeks. At first he always come to college to meet me after class, but after that he starts to become very busy and no time to entertain me at all.
One day he was so lost, he told me nothing happen but i could felt something hiding. After that he told me one of his classmate falls for him but he had settle everything. They are only Kai ko Kai Mui. he never tells me because he don't want me think too much.
We always quarrel because don't have time to meet. He always complaint I keep disturbing him when he is busying, I always complaint he never spend time for me. He started to doubt his love to me.
During exam, he falls sick and was quite serious. I went his house. the moment i saw his face, my hear was so pain. I told myself i must take good care of him, need to make sure he won't sick anymore. He told me his college environment is vert cold, so i try to get him those singlet that able to keep warm, yet i bought a wrong size for him.
After that I started to fill up my time with all kinds of activities like part time jobs and hanging out with other friends. Mr M appear and keep telling me He doesn't loves me. Mr M keep doing all things to force me break up with Him. On the 101th day's morning, we break up. We was planning to break up temporary and we really hope if 1 day later after both of us settle all our things we can back together again.
Many things happen after that, he start to doubt as he think I hide many things for myself. He said his 7th sense tells him I am hiding something big that may clash him. But i didn't. He knows everything. perhaps i didn't tell him i keep contact with Mr M because of work, although Mr M doesn't think so. He dont believe me, he thinks i didn't put him in my world.
We did alot of things to retain our relationship but at last on 22 November he told me he doesn't love me anymore. He is in love with his so called kai mui- that girl who confested with him. He is in love with her since we was couple. That's how we end at last.
This guy, whom I am in love at my first sight, whom I knew I will be in trouble because of him, whom I always obeyed since form two, whom I always trust even when I know he is lying... even when he told me his birthday is on 29th Febuary... I trusted him.
this guy, whom know me more than myself, whom I believe he won't leave me no matter in what situation, whom he said he won't dump me, whom given me hope and reasons to live...dumped me due to unable to trust me.
he told others he tell me everything, I know everything, do I? Usually I only know about the big title after everything is settled, I don't have any idea on all the contents and breakdowns. when i ask him, he will said perhaps we are not in the same college thats why others know more than me. it works the same on his story with his so called kai mui. he told me he won't, he told me she is just kai mui and won't have any chances to go deeper than that. At last, he told me he loves her, doesn't love me anymore.
Form 1, he was a famous guy in his class. I was in the next class. Some of my friends were so admire him and always told me about him. After all these, I also started to fall for him.
Form 2, I confest with him.
Form 4, he told me he is in love with a girl secretly for many years. I wanted to help so I help him to tell that girl he loves her. that girl told me actually he sent letter for her before but she feels awful to accept him as he didn't does anything after that. So I told him to confest with the girl again face to face. Yet, at last he didn't follow what i said.
After secondary school, I work at Alpha Angle's Jusco. He came visit me few times. My bf was so upset as he know He is the one I always admired. So he did some weird things to force him to go.
Diploma, he was taking STPM at the same college with me. We met few times in the college. Went out for yc, went out for lunch... He became the classrep that time and he always complaint that his classmates doesn't work with him and he doesn't like his class. He seems a extra person in his class.
After STPM, he take about 1 year plus to think what he want and where he want to go after that. He ask me about my confest when we was form 2. Ask me how much do I love him. I lied to him and say actually I was just acting that time because my best friend felt that the guy she loved was loving me. I need to break that guy's heart by telling that guy actually I was in love with Him. I used him as a way to reject people. But he forgot..actually he accepted me when form 2. After he accepted me, I always wait him outside his class during recess time, but he always hide himself in the library. I always cry outside his class because he never entertain me at all.. until that day he push me to my first ex.
At last he choosed IT as he said he is interested on computering stuff. So he went UTAR and take foundation on it because he doesn't has any basic on accounting. I told him can find me for help as my accounting is ok.
He stop his foundation course after that as he think the course is not suitable for him and was quite upset as the 2nd girl he love became his friend's gf. Around that time also I broke up with my senior and was quite depressed. We chat quite often and came out for baskin robbin. He loves ice cream, same as me. Ice cream can help cooling down the spirit of anger and corbonhydrate in ice cream can help boosting human's brain (increasing glucose that reaches human brain,blood glucose can help making brain think better) and turn our thinking to be positive.
He always watch football (FIFA) because I watch it. Actually both of us don't really like football. I watch it because the guy I tried to tackle love it, he watch it because I watch it. Actually I was just following what Paul the Octoplus said in predicting which team will win. I never watch all the matches, but he watched for me and tell me the result. That time I love shakira, I love Waka waka...he loves it too. He said shakira is hot.
On 10th July he asked me to become his gf. I was very surprise, for so many years I was so admire him and at the end he become an idol fo me. Unbelievable, my idol confest to me! I don't know how to react as i can't believe this could happen on me. I told myself perhaps he just want me to take over the girls's shadow in his heart. He told me he feel so comfortable with me and can see the feeling of love when he is with me.
I was so scared that he might repeat what he did on me in form 2, so i reacted very weird. So we always argue. He always ask me: Are you Sue Wei? I reply:' Nope, I am Adelaide.' He was so sweet, he said he loves Adelaide but Sue Wei more, he loves Adelaide Chong Sue Wei.
We officially started on 14 july, but that day we quarrel also. I was so angry because he reacted so weird when i call him. I ask him what am I to him, why he treated me like this... He reply on fb and confest with me. He said he loves me on fb. But I never entertain him, I switch off my phone and go watch movie at klcc. He wanted to meet me so he try to go my house don't know why he went Ampang. When he reached my house, it was quite late and I was busying with my stuff.
15 july he fetch me back home after class. He bought a cream for me as i swollen my leg on 14 july. He promised my friend he will treat me well, he will not make me cry.
On 16 july we went for our first date. We went to KLCC and watch movie. Actually we planned to go Pavillion but at last he say wanna go KLCC. He was trying to hold my hand.. 'My hands are wet' he said, 'I am so nervous'..'can I hold ur hand?' thats how he holds my hand. He said:' I am not the prince but from now on you are my princess.' 'You are my prince, since form 2', i whispered in my heart. Our first movie- Twilight 3. There was so many sensitive scenes in the movie like kissing and so on. He keep laughing and laughing. After the movie, he ask me when about that.. I tried to kiss him, but he was so nervous so we stop. I told him actuallt I lied, I admire him since form 2 and I really loves him alot.
We always meet after that as we know we may have less time to meet after his class start. But I was believing that we may at least can meet once 1 or 2 weeks. At first he always come to college to meet me after class, but after that he starts to become very busy and no time to entertain me at all.
One day he was so lost, he told me nothing happen but i could felt something hiding. After that he told me one of his classmate falls for him but he had settle everything. They are only Kai ko Kai Mui. he never tells me because he don't want me think too much.
We always quarrel because don't have time to meet. He always complaint I keep disturbing him when he is busying, I always complaint he never spend time for me. He started to doubt his love to me.
During exam, he falls sick and was quite serious. I went his house. the moment i saw his face, my hear was so pain. I told myself i must take good care of him, need to make sure he won't sick anymore. He told me his college environment is vert cold, so i try to get him those singlet that able to keep warm, yet i bought a wrong size for him.
After that I started to fill up my time with all kinds of activities like part time jobs and hanging out with other friends. Mr M appear and keep telling me He doesn't loves me. Mr M keep doing all things to force me break up with Him. On the 101th day's morning, we break up. We was planning to break up temporary and we really hope if 1 day later after both of us settle all our things we can back together again.
Many things happen after that, he start to doubt as he think I hide many things for myself. He said his 7th sense tells him I am hiding something big that may clash him. But i didn't. He knows everything. perhaps i didn't tell him i keep contact with Mr M because of work, although Mr M doesn't think so. He dont believe me, he thinks i didn't put him in my world.
We did alot of things to retain our relationship but at last on 22 November he told me he doesn't love me anymore. He is in love with his so called kai mui- that girl who confested with him. He is in love with her since we was couple. That's how we end at last.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
男装表
朋友们都发现我换了只新表，对啊!一支男装表，我一向来买东西都很挑的，怎么会买支男装表带呢？
背后的原因：其实它原本是一份很有意义的礼物，是我要送他的情人节礼物。背后的意义是及时我不在身边，即使我去了英国，即使我们暂时分开了，我们的心会紧紧贴着对方，时间可以证明我们的爱情是坚固的。我要牢牢牵着你的手，你会带着我走近你的世界。
不过，现在你的手让别人牵了就不用我再送情人节礼物了，会有另一个人送你。
看着送你的男装表，想起那天你说手表坏了想等我的表坏了一起买，不过那天我妈妈刚好又买了新表给我，所以你就没再带表了。
你的表对我意义深刻，虽然你并不重视它的存在，它却代表着我对你的思念和等待。
王子，可能这真的是最后一次跟你用这种方式告白了，虽然现在的你不再重视我，虽然你已经有新的对象了，虽然你再也不会看我的面子书，不会再看我的部落格，我依然爱你。今天的张愫娓依然是你认识的小丸子，依然是你认识的大头虾，依然一样爱你。
背后的原因：其实它原本是一份很有意义的礼物，是我要送他的情人节礼物。背后的意义是及时我不在身边，即使我去了英国，即使我们暂时分开了，我们的心会紧紧贴着对方，时间可以证明我们的爱情是坚固的。我要牢牢牵着你的手，你会带着我走近你的世界。
不过，现在你的手让别人牵了就不用我再送情人节礼物了，会有另一个人送你。
看着送你的男装表，想起那天你说手表坏了想等我的表坏了一起买，不过那天我妈妈刚好又买了新表给我，所以你就没再带表了。
你的表对我意义深刻，虽然你并不重视它的存在，它却代表着我对你的思念和等待。
王子，可能这真的是最后一次跟你用这种方式告白了，虽然现在的你不再重视我，虽然你已经有新的对象了，虽然你再也不会看我的面子书，不会再看我的部落格，我依然爱你。今天的张愫娓依然是你认识的小丸子，依然是你认识的大头虾，依然一样爱你。
猜不透
如果忽远忽近的温柔使你要的自由 那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的的洒脱是你的借口 那我宁愿对你从没认真过
这是丁当的猜不透，每次听到这首歌都有感同身受的感觉，都哭得很惨。对啊！像对他，我真的猜不透了！
为什么前一天你告诉其他人你很爱我，第二天你告诉我你不爱我了？为什么你总是可以这样子？为什么在我生日当天你告诉别人你很爱我，为什么第二天你要告诉我你不爱我了？你可知道要是那天你告诉我你爱我我可以马上把整件事处理干净？你一句话可以影响我很多你知道吗？你的一句话可以把我拉回来你知道吗？为什么你总是要这样把我推走？中二是这样，现在是这样！你为什么就不能把我拉着？为什么我要你走的时候你就是赖着不走，为什么当我是应你了你又要走？
你总是告诉我你把所有事情告诉我了，为什么我什么都不知道？为什么我什么都要等到发生甚至淡化了我才知道？
为什么我那么多为什么吗？是因为你！要是其他人我有必要这样吗？你问我为什么总是在这里写你，为什么没有别人，因为我只在乎你！只爱你！
其实我们可以不用去到那么绝不是吗？为什么你就是要这样？为什么你就是不会变？为什么你说了不会像以前这样丢下我，最后还是丢下我？
我真的不懂你，猜不透你。虽然你总是跟别人说我懂你最多，我想我应该是最不懂你的
如果忽冷忽热的的洒脱是你的借口 那我宁愿对你从没认真过
这是丁当的猜不透，每次听到这首歌都有感同身受的感觉，都哭得很惨。对啊！像对他，我真的猜不透了！
为什么前一天你告诉其他人你很爱我，第二天你告诉我你不爱我了？为什么你总是可以这样子？为什么在我生日当天你告诉别人你很爱我，为什么第二天你要告诉我你不爱我了？你可知道要是那天你告诉我你爱我我可以马上把整件事处理干净？你一句话可以影响我很多你知道吗？你的一句话可以把我拉回来你知道吗？为什么你总是要这样把我推走？中二是这样，现在是这样！你为什么就不能把我拉着？为什么我要你走的时候你就是赖着不走，为什么当我是应你了你又要走？
你总是告诉我你把所有事情告诉我了，为什么我什么都不知道？为什么我什么都要等到发生甚至淡化了我才知道？
为什么我那么多为什么吗？是因为你！要是其他人我有必要这样吗？你问我为什么总是在这里写你，为什么没有别人，因为我只在乎你！只爱你！
其实我们可以不用去到那么绝不是吗？为什么你就是要这样？为什么你就是不会变？为什么你说了不会像以前这样丢下我，最后还是丢下我？
我真的不懂你，猜不透你。虽然你总是跟别人说我懂你最多，我想我应该是最不懂你的
单身？不简单~
'好不容易脱身，我才不要那么快把自己绑回去那个圈圈呢!'其实有谁又能马上适应单身生活呢？不过说真的，我真的有点怕了。很怕那种一年被几个人‘飞’的感觉，够恐怖的!而且还要是我被飞了后他马上找到新女朋友那种！这种恐怖，千万千万不要乱乱领教！
左选右选，为了选个自认最好的，到头来还不是一样的结局吗？原本想到选一个自己最好的朋友他应该最了解自己，应该明白自己是个怎样的人，应该明白自己的处事方式。不过啊~相爱总是简单，相处太难~
我不是那种很容易喜欢一个人的人，可能要用很长时间去融化，去感动，才能踏入一段感情的状况。可能就这样，当你真正爱上那个人的时候他已经变心了；当我发现那个人已经变心的时候，又很难从那种状态抽身；所以如果你现在叫我当谁女朋友的，抱歉，我真的怕怕了！
单身很多事都不同了，不能七早八早吵老公仔起床，不能有事没事想念人（没有对象让你想了），得空没事做就脑袋放空...不能动不动就闹，不能动不动就笑，因为没有理由了。不能想去哪里都找到人陪，要学习自立，为上帝活(像为自己活多一点）,要自己起床吃药，月事期间要自己提醒自己不能喝冷饮，吃雪糕。
前两天我的好朋友说我最近变了，我不再会乖乖听话，不再爱当付出多那个，总是计算着他给我多少我还他多少。其实，如果你是我你也会变成这样的。当你总是给很多，总是盼望很多，总是有很长远的打算但对方总是给你很少，陪你很少，给人家很多的时候你渐渐也会学着收敛些，给少些。当他总是说他答应了就会尽力做到，但总是做不到，你又会怎样？但，不代表不爱了。
他上次假期才发现我最近总是把时间排得满满的，问我有事吗？我回他其实他应该问自己它给了多少时间我，剩下来的时间我是不是应该自己去填满呢？开学，他又打回原型了，这次甚至变本加厉，爱上别人了。其实这样可能好的，毕竟他们比较近，可以一起上学放学，可以一起读书做功课。这叫近水楼台先得月，明白吗？
他总是吵着要我把事情处理好，要我跟那个不速之客划清界限，要我坦白，但他有做到吗？他有有跟她划清吗？他总是告诉我他们是兄妹关系，结果跟背叛我有分别吗？为什么他的不坦白可以是为了不要让我想那么多，我的不可以是同一个原因？最后他还说了，如果我要这样想随我去想。
其实挺怀念他生病的时候，那时刚好我考试，天天打电话吵他吃药，考试完毕就去找他。其实那一阵子哪是在读书的？结果两科不及格咯！所以可能还是乖乖读书好~
挺怀念他骂人的声音，他很少骂人，只有在很在乎的人面前会这样。他骂人的声音其实是很另类的关心，毕竟他不太会关心女友。
咳~单身？不简单啊！
左选右选，为了选个自认最好的，到头来还不是一样的结局吗？原本想到选一个自己最好的朋友他应该最了解自己，应该明白自己是个怎样的人，应该明白自己的处事方式。不过啊~相爱总是简单，相处太难~
我不是那种很容易喜欢一个人的人，可能要用很长时间去融化，去感动，才能踏入一段感情的状况。可能就这样，当你真正爱上那个人的时候他已经变心了；当我发现那个人已经变心的时候，又很难从那种状态抽身；所以如果你现在叫我当谁女朋友的，抱歉，我真的怕怕了！
单身很多事都不同了，不能七早八早吵老公仔起床，不能有事没事想念人（没有对象让你想了），得空没事做就脑袋放空...不能动不动就闹，不能动不动就笑，因为没有理由了。不能想去哪里都找到人陪，要学习自立，为上帝活(像为自己活多一点）,要自己起床吃药，月事期间要自己提醒自己不能喝冷饮，吃雪糕。
前两天我的好朋友说我最近变了，我不再会乖乖听话，不再爱当付出多那个，总是计算着他给我多少我还他多少。其实，如果你是我你也会变成这样的。当你总是给很多，总是盼望很多，总是有很长远的打算但对方总是给你很少，陪你很少，给人家很多的时候你渐渐也会学着收敛些，给少些。当他总是说他答应了就会尽力做到，但总是做不到，你又会怎样？但，不代表不爱了。
他上次假期才发现我最近总是把时间排得满满的，问我有事吗？我回他其实他应该问自己它给了多少时间我，剩下来的时间我是不是应该自己去填满呢？开学，他又打回原型了，这次甚至变本加厉，爱上别人了。其实这样可能好的，毕竟他们比较近，可以一起上学放学，可以一起读书做功课。这叫近水楼台先得月，明白吗？
他总是吵着要我把事情处理好，要我跟那个不速之客划清界限，要我坦白，但他有做到吗？他有有跟她划清吗？他总是告诉我他们是兄妹关系，结果跟背叛我有分别吗？为什么他的不坦白可以是为了不要让我想那么多，我的不可以是同一个原因？最后他还说了，如果我要这样想随我去想。
其实挺怀念他生病的时候，那时刚好我考试，天天打电话吵他吃药，考试完毕就去找他。其实那一阵子哪是在读书的？结果两科不及格咯！所以可能还是乖乖读书好~
挺怀念他骂人的声音，他很少骂人，只有在很在乎的人面前会这样。他骂人的声音其实是很另类的关心，毕竟他不太会关心女友。
咳~单身？不简单啊！
Friday, December 10, 2010
笑吧，朋友!
最近很喜欢上学，不是因为学校同学特别好，还是老师很好，是因为guard很好！
我很喜欢每天踏进学校之前看到她很灿烂的笑容，一开始只是想礼貌回她一个微笑，久而久之就发现我会带着那个笑容走进班上课。
虽然我们不曾对话，可是看到她总是有一种很喜悦的心情。她的样子很严肃，可能那是当保安应有的威严，但她笑起来的样子很慈祥，好像看到你好好的朋友一样热情，像阳光一样温暖，像微风一样柔和；能让人忘了接下来的烦恼，上学的压力。
笑很重要，能改变世界。可能一个微笑就能救活一个正要寻死的人。
笑能给人力量，能给人希望，能给人鼓励！
无论多么不如意，别忘了世界上的某个角落可能还有人恋着你的笑容~
我很喜欢每天踏进学校之前看到她很灿烂的笑容，一开始只是想礼貌回她一个微笑，久而久之就发现我会带着那个笑容走进班上课。
虽然我们不曾对话，可是看到她总是有一种很喜悦的心情。她的样子很严肃，可能那是当保安应有的威严，但她笑起来的样子很慈祥，好像看到你好好的朋友一样热情，像阳光一样温暖，像微风一样柔和；能让人忘了接下来的烦恼，上学的压力。
笑很重要，能改变世界。可能一个微笑就能救活一个正要寻死的人。
笑能给人力量，能给人希望，能给人鼓励！
无论多么不如意，别忘了世界上的某个角落可能还有人恋着你的笑容~
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